>be heroin addict
>come somewhat close to dying as a result
>vow to never do it again
>worst pain of my life for weeks
>7 months clean
>never had the urge since
>on a bus yesterday morning
>overhear guy talking to his friend about being in hospital
>starts talking about getting administered morphine
>starts talking about that warm feeling, like nothing matters
>start to get urges again
What did God mean by this?
>>38513268
your past becomes part of you. so you should probably make better choices.
There is no God, idiot.
Anyway, it's a pretty clear sign you should start taking heroin again. You saif yourself you had urges, think how great it feels. Just do it a few more times, it can't do you any harm to get a proper send off before finally becoming clean.
God isn't real, its a coincidence
>>38513298
>neckbeard athiest
>encourages others to do heroine
>>38513268
>What did God mean by this?
Anon, the world is controlled by Satan. God left the Earth a long time ago. There are temptations in this world that you have to overcome.
>>38513298
Seriously fuck you man, don't even post shit like that as a joke. What if he took you seriously?
>>38513268
french fag i bet u arent even white also its the devil you low effort ubermensch
>>38513298
actually fucking kill yourself
i mean what if you caused someone to die? would you have no remorse?
you people should be removed for the sake of everyone else.
>>38513268
athiest, but sounds like a challenge
good opportunity to build up some more willpower, you'll be stronger for it.
good luck anon, i'll be rooting for you
>>38513268
Means you're a putz.
>>38513461
>would you have no remorse?
Not them, but it would be like you're a god. To have that amount of power over someone that you can kill them with mere words. I'm sure it would be exhilarating.
>>38513298
i agree completely. if you have been seven months clean you deserve a little week long break before you quit it for good.
>>38513336
one less roach in the world.
>>38513599
>unironically using they/them
>>38513623
Sorru, Xer.
>>38513623
Pretty sure he used "they" and "them", because it wasn't specified if the OP was a man or a woman. If it's a girl, I hope she OD's.
>>38513268
Anon literally ignore everyone else in this thread and N E V E R do heroine or any opiates ever again. Fuck it, never do ANY drugs again.
You don't want to die anon, I don't want you to die
>>38513268
He probably meant that you shouldn't do heroin
But I don't know, God might be dead or the world might be made of cheese or whatever.
>>38513298
Fucking kek. Good shit anon
it's not god. you're just fucking with buttons in your brain that were meant to only be pressed when you did something really great, to reward you and encourage you to strive for it more. it's how nature shapes us: pain and pleasure.
people who have access to a button to administer morphine or whatever will literally erode their fingers down to the bone pressing the button. humans just can't handle having access to their brain's pleasure centers. don't do drugs. there's nothing worse than too much of a good thing.
>>38513298
Fuck op dont do it
It's just drugs in your head, you can overcome your primal urges
god works in mysterious ways anon, just give yourself a shot, what can go wrong?
>>38513461
>actually fucking kill yourself
>i mean what if you caused someone to die? would you have no remorse?
>>38513268
Why not treat yourself? When the 8 or 12 month milestone comes up take some heroin to reward yourself. Just don't make a habit of it.
>>38513268
SAVE YOURSELF OP, LEAVE THE THREAD GET OUTTTT!
>>38513608
exactly. everything in moderation.
now that you have proven you can use it responsibly, you know you won't overdose and can just have some good clean fun.
>>38513750
>what can go wrong?
Overdosing, you fuckin lummox.
Any, to OP that's just euphoric recall at work. E.G. you heard about something you liked a lot, and then feel good thinking about it and then it encourages relapse.
This is coming from a fellow heroin user.
>>38513623
i usually use "they" and "them" to refer to anons as i tend not to think of them as actually people.
sort of like referring to someone as "it" rather than he/she
So many fucking pussies in this thread, addiction isn't even fucking real.
OP, take some heroin if you want to, just know your limits. When you feel the time to get off it again has come, simply stop taking it. If you made it 7 months this time you can easily do it again, you've got nothing to lose by enjoying yourself.
>>38513796
exactly. and besides it would be more dangerous not to satiate that need as it could mess with the psyche
Ur addicted to it cause it gives u sympathy and an identity from people if u werent such an attention whore ull be fine
>>38513824
Lol you've obviously never been addicted to heroin or any hard drugs if you're claiming addiction isn't real. That shit will take over your life and it will be your sole for existence after a while. Smh you're stupid
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-licensing
I implore you study self-control in more depth to overcome your addiction. Quitting your addiction must be hard enough on your willpower, but going at it without being aware of these pitfalls in self-control will only end badly for you. Also, aren't there meds to help with withdrawal?
>>38513268
>God
Fuck off m8. It's the addiction speaking. You want the experience back but it'll kill you. Break free from your demons. What you need first and foremost, is psychological help. You wouldn't need the warm feeling in the first place otherwise.