>feel nauseous and discomforted when I see married people or anyone in a "committed" relationship
>feel somewhat bitter when I do as well
>have no personal long-term goals
>only hobby are drug-related, dissociating, or reading
>no impending doom but also no real reason to be happy
>will have a decent career with decent income only to spend it on ??? and ??? for ??? reason
When will I burn out? Hedonism/feelings of satisfaction only take me so far.