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Hi /adv/ I'm 23 years old I just discovered I get extremely

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Hi /adv/ I'm 23 years old

I just discovered I get extremely turned on (more than with women) when I imagine myself as a shemale and set up a sex-dates with much older men, I have been trying to have a career as a rapper for less a year now and have gotten some good results (around 2.5k in less than a year)

part of me says "You will never make it as a rapper, your body is femenine you should just transition and get a sugar daddy boyfriend"


the other part of me thinks I can make it and that the fetish will wear off but I havent masturbated to a non-shemale video in about 2 years now

I know that ultimately this is my decision but I want to know what you'd do

P.S. I have tried quitting the "sissy fetish" doing it for a couple months only to have it come back stronger and with something extra like fantasies about kissing while being groped by men or romance fantasies about cooking and snuggling with men.

*pic related: me crossdressing
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bumping with pictures of me crossdressing
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>>38482715
send feminine penis
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this isnt /adv/ but keep going
where are you?
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>>38482715
>P.S. I have tried quitting the "sissy fetish" doing it for a couple months only to have it come back stronger and with something extra like fantasies about kissing while being groped by men or romance fantasies about cooking and snuggling with men.
Sounds like AGP. Depending on how many traits of AGP you have, then HRT is the only "cure".
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Someone out there is mass producing these kinds of threads to observe what the effects are.
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Become a crossdressing rapper?
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that's incredibly pathetic
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>>38483056
What's AGP?, so that I can google the traits
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>>38482968
here you go, lil perv
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>>38482715

that shit is porn induced, just stop with it right now, that's not really what you want in life.
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Are you from Memphis, TN? LOL if so i have bad news
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>>38483246
i quit 4months a couple weeks back only to go back to it when i saw a video of a guy "manhandling" a girl on youtube
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>>38483262
why bad news?
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>>38483195
See:

Transvestic autogynephilia: arousal to the act or fantasy of wearing typically feminine clothing
Behavioral autogynephilia: arousal to the act or fantasy of doing something regarded as feminine
Physiologic autogynephilia: arousal to fantasies of body functions specific to people regarded as female
Anatomic autogynephilia: arousal to the fantasy of having a normative woman's body, or parts of one

There was a page with more "traits" or "types" if I remember correctly and they were more "in-depth", but I can't find it. Anyway "autogynephilia" is a mental conditioned researched by "Blanchard" and /lgbt/ considers his studies to be bullshit. When googling about AGP a lot of the search results are from 4chan/lgbt/, so Blanchard's studies are mostly discussed in 4chan, and rarely in other tranny forums.
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>>38483289

at what age did you get into that stuff? i got into it after years of watching shemale porn, and then in my loneliness and degeneracy i started watching "sissy hypno" and yes it turned me on greatly, but i did always feel great shame after i orgasm'd. Well i stopped watching porn all together for 3 months and going on the internet too, and i only look back in disgust now. So i want to believe that it was porn induced in my case, but who knows.
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>>38483316
Me and someone lets call her N use to send sissy porn to this wannabe rapper wigger every time he texted N. His responses went from wtf to "sarcastic" omg sooo hot
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>>38483345
>Transvestic autogynephilia: arousal to the act or fantasy of wearing typically feminine clothing
I've had fantasies about wearing dresses or cute outfits

>Behavioral autogynephilia: arousal to the act or fantasy of doing something regarded as feminine
I've had fantasies about beign a housekeeper and about doing femenine things like writting a blog, doing homemade jewlery, etc.

>Physiologic autogynephilia: arousal to fantasies of body functions specific to people regarded as female
I have very recently started having fantasies about my anus behaving like a vagina (self lubricating, opening and closing on command ,etc.)

>Anatomic autogynephilia: arousal to the fantasy of having a normative woman's body, or parts of one
this is the only one I don't think I have since I like the idea of keeping my (small) penis in those female fantasies.

thank you for the information let me see if I can find more
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>tfw this is my exact same situation

what the fugg
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>>38483514
>thank you for the information let me see if I can find more
You should lurk /lgbt/. A lot of phycologists and women with "gender studies" degrees think Ray Blanchard is a retard/hack. And on /lgbt/ they pretty much discuss this daily, and they have a general thread for people that are repressing and waiting for an autogynephilia cure.

And I think Ray Blanchard himself says that HRT is the only cure for men older than 18+ with AGP, at least, that's what I read once on /lgbt/. I never read any of his studies myself, since I mostly struggle with bi-curiosity rather than wanting to be a woman (or gender dysphoria w/e).

On /lgbt/ the general consesus is, that if you have AGP, then you're a tranny in denial. But there is a lot of arguing about this. Especially with all the anon's wanting to be a women because they don't want to be men...
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>>38483708
>tfw got reddit spacing
It all seemed like a huge paragraph on the tiny box. REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>38483383
>at 14
have fantasies about being tied up naked (nothing sexual just being naked and tied up)
>at 15
accidentally masturbate to tranny porn (started at an angle where you couldn't she the tgirl's dick) and start googling tranny porn
>at 16
suck a man's dick while in panties and then feel bad and purge
>at 17
after 8-10 months of not watching porn and being normal I get "triggered" by a playboy party ad and go back to it hard (cam for guys online start fucking myself with dildos)
>at 18
kept going and almost started doing hormones then chickened out and tried to quit again
>at 19
forced myself to not go back to it
>at 20
after almost 2 years I crack, start talking to men locally who are interested in fucking me, start having fantasies about romance ( not only sex)

>from 20 to 23 year old
the fetish has been developing and it is getting scary
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>>38483590
do you have an email or a contact to talk?

>>38483708
thank you so much, Ill check out lgbt
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>>38483858
>thank you so much, Ill check out lgbt
you should lurk (like any other board) before posting, unless you want to get bullied. but the board is mostly transexual talk. and discussing sexuality a lot of the time.

post another picture of your ass
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>>38483907
thank you agai and have a lot of fun
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>>38482715
Post your sound cloud. I wanna hear you spit my nigga
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>>38483229
P-post boipussy desu
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>>38484338
https://soundcloud.com/sandoctor/san-doctor-oedipus-prod-by-santos-santana
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>>38484991
please tell me that isnt you on the cover
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>>38485914
>Physiologic
its a photoshopped me
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>>38483858
w-what do you want to talk about?
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>>38483780
you are gay and mentally ill

Congrats
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lol nothing wrong with wanting to be the little girl. Check out my song Trap House!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZOmJcqM4HU

Lets colab!
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>>38486405
Please neck yourself for shilling this autism you twelve year old faggot
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>>38486730

weII that's not very nice!
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>>38486796
You're right, please forgive me senapi.
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>>38486919

AII is forgiven!
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