After a few weeks of couch to 5k, I am finally am learning to be okay with sacrificing for no immediate reward whatsoever. And it's such a freeing feeling. I no longer feel chained to my hedonistic NEET desires. I am no longer a prisoner to my own fears.
I finally see the light and it's not a brilliant wondrous wave of inspiration that you ride until your death. It's simple becoming content with the ups and downs of life
good job robot keep it up