Lost my virginity to a prostitute that looks like a thinner Mandy

how was it op? im interested in this too

>>38473342
I was in Australia. I told her that I was a virgin so she gave me more of a GFE. I never knew how much I liked being kissed or feeling/hearing someone's breath

>>38473368
do you regret it? my biggest fears is the regret

>>38473368
Same memories here. And warmth. So fucking warm in there

>>38473378
I feel like my mind is a lot clearer and feel motivated on improving myself although I was really horrible at kissing, fucking part because it was my first time and I kept apologizing

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>>38473396
>So fucking warm in there

I'd never thought of that before.
It must be nice.

Obviously there was a condom. I think she used some kind of lube. So it was easy to put my dick in. I was just bad at positions, and motivated to keep going because i didn't really feel much (also a circumcuck) and I didn't know what she was feeling. I tried going down on her with some licks and gen tongueing but because of my lack of confidence also felt lost in what I was doing although I think she did try to encourage me to keep going. Really wish I went crazy down there.

I think I'm going to do this. I have the money for a pretty high end hooker and a nice hotel room, and I live in a country where it's legal. How should I go about it? Did you go to a brothel or a hotel? I'm still reasonably young (21) so should I just tell her I'm a virgin? Should I take Viagra so I don't lose my boner to nerves? Any help or stories of your experience would be greatly appreciated.

What should I do guys? I am a friendless khv. I hate "hanging out" with people, really anything social. I am somewhat suicidal. I live with my mom. However, she has been suggesting I date someone. I do t see how this could work but I can't decide if I should let her hook me up with a date or not.

I want to remain a virgin, unless she's perfect (which I can almost guarantee she's not) and beyond that, my only long term plan is to move to the woods and die. I'm pathetic, I realise, and I don't see how any woman would entertain a date with me.

>>38473524
Definitely hotel. I highly recommend you see independent escorts since it's just you and her, no agencies or pimps involved.

I told my escort that I was a virgin too and she was really understanding. In the end I enjoyed cuddling and kissing 100x better than the sex which was pretty shit ngl, but trust me it's worth the experience. My boner wasn't really there despite the fact this woman was all I could have ever dreamed of.

I'm going to take Viagra next time so by all means go for it. But note that most people who have sex for the first time find it pretty underwhelming, so don't worry too much about it.

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>>38473335
Lost my virginity to a prostitute as well.

What I learned was fake boobs feel like bags of sand and I COULDN'T FUCKING CUM AFTER AN HOUR OF FUCKING.

I could hardly feel anything.

>>38473524
I went to a brothel and they had a room to meet the girls some of them were talkative, others just asked if I had any questions and left. I tried to pick the one I felt was the nicest and had the greatest connection with, so I didn't feel bad about telling her that I was a virgin. Sometimes I have a hard time peeing in public because of nerves so I was worried that when i got there I would lose it. But i guess when there's a naked girl in front of you it's hard not to have an erection.

>>38473559
Do little things to improve yourself. I have bipolar and on my lows I try to just add small things to my life that I can be proud of. Obviously when I'm manic I need to do as little of that as possible.
Medication helps a lot, but I assume you are American and so you need to pay for everything. Don't focus on women as a source of happiness, and tell your mother to fuck off with pressuring you. Work on yourself first and just ride the wave. Sorry if this sounds like shit you've heard a thousand times, I hate that as well.

Congratulations. You and the others who fucked a prostitute are on your way to Chadhood.

>>38473524
If you're going to do it with a hooker, get her for the whole night and get to know her. Try to get her to like you so she'll appreciate what it means to take your virginity. She definitely will if you pay her well. If you tell her and you like her, she will be nice about it.

>>38473616
No, no. I appreciate it. I'm not necessarily looking for happiness in a woman, more so that I want a reason to write off all women for ever. If I can convince the one part of my brain that is addicted to females that they are worthless, I can be free forever.

I've tried being mindful and overcoming this but I simply can't. It's driving me mad. I just want the voices to stop and I can't think of a way without drugs, which I'm not going to take.

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>>38473524
Think of it this way. You basically know the score they are there because you paid them, there shouldn't be any social stigma like the girls we were intimidated by in school. You don't need to be afraid anymore.

>>38473597
The main thing I'm worried about is my anxiety, like I would be freaking the fuck out the whole time leading up to it, worrying if I did everything correctly, if the hotel tells me I can't have an escort... I think I'll just save up like 5 of my valium and take it on the night so I can function.

>>38473621
How much would that cost?

>>38473656
>>38473616
No one is perfect, but I feel like that is your own excuse for not getting with anyone. How old are you?

>>38473656
You need to work on that part of yourself that is trying to convince you to think about women that way. Honestly leaving this place might be kind of beneficial for you just to get your mind off of girls and our shitty western culture. You need perspective, at the end of the day all that shit is just superficial. Go visit a war memorial, or just go to a nature park, try to see the bigger picture.
You shouldn't be afraid of drugs. I took 120mg of Cymbalta for 3 years when I was being treated for depression and it helps a whole bunch. It's super rough to start and you have to be regimented about it, no skipping doses. After like 6 months of feeling emotionless and shitty in general they finally start to work, and they seriously work wonders. At least it did for me until I developed bipolar, but that was to be expected in my case (runs in the family in basically every generation.)

>>38473704
I'm 20. Before you tell me to improve myself, I simply don't want to. I don't care about girls beyond one small part of my brain nagging me constantly. Sure, it would feel good I'm sure to be loved by soemone who isn't family, but I also like being alone.

>>38473664
Trust me, I know exactly how it feels. I was fucking 17 when I did it and I essentially snuck out of the house and boarded a train to London to do it, not to mention having to arrange the hotel and the escort through Adultwork.

The worst part of any big thing is the buildup to it. Try to get there reasonably in time for her arrival. Take the pill an hour before you meet up with her.

I live in the UK and I just used a Premier Inn. I was worried sick too when the reception was right next to the door you had to open with your keycard to take the elevators, but once I came down to meet her, we both went through and no one asked any questions.

If you go to a hotel that's part of a chain (Premier Inn / Travelodge in the UK) they shouldn't ask any questions as part of company policy. They've probably seen it many times before and in the end you're paying them for the room so it's all good.

Try and find a hotel that isn't so conspicuous, but if all else fails just go for an incall. Saves you money from buying a room.

>>38473733
I refuse modern medicine because its unnatural. Nothing more to it. I do drink sometimes and that makes me feel while I'm drunk, but I'm underage and poor so I have to space it out.

>>38473401

Did you tell her it was your first time?

>>38473681

Depends on where you live. Generally speaking it's very expensive

>>38473681
I have no idea, but I doubt she would refuse dinner with you first. I get that nerves are involved, but try to channel it into excitement. If you're literally paying her to like you, don't be afraid to let loose a bit and show her your personality. Robots are funny. If you wanted, you could probably even tell her to give you feedback on how you're doing throughout the night to make it a learning experience for interacting with other women down the line. If she's empathetic she'll probably think it's cute.

>>38473735
Tried online dating? Better chances of meeting the introverted/reclusive types, who also like being alone.

>>38473764
I hope you change your mind. From reading your posts you have textbook depression. Not wanting to change because you simply don't want to is just literally a chemical imbalance in your brain. You want to power through it, and if you do you come out on top of your illness, if you don't then you didn't deserve to live anyway. That's how I used to think, and on my bad days I still do. Just know that antidepressants are an option that could seriously benefit you, why not just say fuck the world and go for it? Fuck everyone who ever thought you weren't gonna make it, just take the plunge and do it, you will go back to where you are now after literally 2 days of skipping doses, so no harm no foul. Perspective is seriously important man, just take a look at the big picture, if you see where I'm coming from.

>>38473425
You can buy microwavable flesh lights to simulate... Or buy a hooker

>>38473783
Yeah she was cool with that, it was more surprise than anything. i wish I asked to cuddle or practice kissing afterwards instead of feeling inadequate because I was bad at it or feeling that something was wrong with me because my penis isn't that sensitive. I honestly think she tried to make my first time special and I should have expressed my gratitude instead of constantly apologizing; I guess I could msg her. I do feel a lot better and motivated now though maybe it's partly the virgin stigma but just the fact with being with a girl whilst not totally fucking up and knowing I could do a better job at fucking and improving myself gives me hope

>>38473601
Condoms suuuuuuccccckkk

>>38473601
I think my girls were real. I loved playing with them and touching them for some reason, like I knows these are bags of fat

>>38473838
I do see where you're coming from but even if I wanted the drugs (which I don't) I can't afford them and refuse to wageslave. What you said is right though, I don't deserve anything more than what I've been handed. The best thing I can do is not pass this onto children, which is why I want to remain a virgin.

>>38473601
She had to jerk me off. I wish they could have charged my card for the extra services like bbj, apparently they didn't own the card reader or some shit and wanted cash.

Honestly do you guys think I should get tested? I was surprised when I went down on her on how it didn't taste bad and the girls there are regularly tested I think. (Probably should check their website)

>>38473930
You're a great example of why men kill themselves so much more than women. Women scream and cry when something goes wrong and hordes of people rush to comfort them. Men fight themselves tooth and claw, they either struggle with their pride for long enough to die of old age, or lose the battle and remove themselves like an old wolf who doesn't want to bring the pack down with him. I feel like we are very similar in our thought processes, I'm just a year or so down the road from you. Keep on doing you man, you're fighting a beast that's taken millions of our brothers before us.

I fingered her and was literally surprised on how wet it was in there. Holy fuck I felt like a spaz.

>>38473335
You can't lose your virginity to a prostitute.. like having sex with a prostitute counts as much as having sex with a piece of rubber over your dick lmao

OP you are STILL a virgin m8

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>>38474235
You might be right. I feel a lot better about myself though

>>38473896
I'm a girl who has a virgin fetish and thanks for posting this it was hot. Also the thanking her part you should do, and the apologizing can be cute.

>>38473335
Fuck I want to go back. I was about to go to a Asian place b/c cheaper but realized I really wanted to listen to that Aussie accent

>>38474062
Thanks, I guess. It's nice talking to someone who understands and doesn't just spout memes. If you honestly can relate to me strongly, I can tell you, it doesn't get any better

>>38474307
If I ever am with a girl in a normal situation do you think i should lie because i probably will still be bad at sex

>>38473368
Fellow Ausbro, you still around? I'm literally about to do the same soon. Where abouts are you and what advice can you share?

>>38474669
I'm American but was in Sydney for a day or 2 (relatives thought we would like hanging out at hope island for a week) so it was literally my last chance

>>38474709
Still any advice? It's almost 11PM here so I'm hoping I might sneak out soon enough and visit one.

Was there kissing, mutual oral, etc...?

>>38474669
I guess just relax. I think more girls are there later in the night. And no one can see you go in when it's dark. Obviously its legal in Australia but I don't think there's a big social stigma about going there right?

>>38474766
I'm trying to relax but I still get the shakes every now and again. Plus I just hope I can quickly shower the BO off me when I arrive. I fucking reek right now because I've been out all day.

>>38474764
I guess depends on the place you go. Usually the place charges you for extras like kissing (girlfriend exp), and mutual oral (places with white girls). The Asian brothels are a lot cheaper according to the websites and they might be more willing to do different things. The girl I was with did these things b/c first time I think. Also choosing a girl is important too

>>38473896
>I guess I could msg her
She's a hooker, anon. You'll either get no reply or an attempt to upsell you on another "date".

>>38474848
She gave me her Snapchat and said I could ask her any questions

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>>38473335
I lost mine to this stacy, she was pretty expensive but it was worth it desu.

>>38474809
My choices at the place I'm going tonight is out of 2 Thai girls which I'm not keen on and a Sri Lankan too.

The other two girls is a slim Aussie with an A cup with blonde hair and blue eyes or a size 12 THIC Canadian with E cups.

I am in a rut here.

>>38474869
Are they all pretty, have you talked to them already?

>>38474895
I'm looking at their website. No pics but I'm just hoping here.

>>38474869
A-cup Aussie is the only reasonable choice.

>>38474862
Intriguing. Still, it'd be impolite to message her if you don't intend to visit again.

>>38474897
I heard that the rosters are not always reliable and there might be some different/more people there so you might get lucky

>>38474920
I can always call up just before I go just to be sure.

>>38474916
I'm American so by the time I ever go back there again she will probably have moved on to a different job. I guess thanking her shouldn't be bad. I was acting sort of depressed at the end because of my performance and general robotness so thanking her for trying to make my first time special should be alright and saying how much better I feel about myself

>>38475016
Fair enough then, I guess she won't mind too much.

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>>38473335
I asked her after sex if she thought my dick was small and she said it was average and above average thickness. Apparently there are so many asians in Australia that I lean to the other side of spectrum. Forgot to ask to compare me to the white guys she's been with

>>38473764
All of modern society is unnatural, anon. I certainly hope that's not your only objection to medicine.

Modern depression drugs are very mild. If you can get a psychiatrist to give you one, you should at least try it for a month or two. Alcohol will fuck you up worse than any depression drug.

I hope you make it, anon. I'd tell you to get off 4chan and start living, but you're going to get underageb& soon anyway. Good luck!

>>38475235
Nice bait, but you can't seriously expect us to believe anyone would be as retarded as that.

>>38475373
I guess she was trying to make me feel better or thought I would give the place a google review. She did tell me the standard the best sex I had was with a 3 inch story.

>>38474307
>girl with a virgin fetish
Is your biological programing fucked or what.
But let me guess, you only like virgin Chads and anything that doesn't have a six pack, high paying job, is super witty and with turbo social skills isn't worth your time.

>>38475357
I'm underage for buying alcohol, not this site. I'm 20. Am yes, I realise all of modern society is unnatural and that's why I unironically want to move to the woods far from anyone. But alas, I have no money so I can't do it legally which means they will come and get me.