>when you finally meet a girl and lose your virginity, but she breaks up months later after telling you she wants a future with you because it turns out she was just using you for a casual fling after a break up, and you were nothing more than a toy the entire time despite you actually being very serious about her
Is there a single worse feeling on this planet?
>>38466412
getting bitten, beaten and sexually molested by a shark
>>38466412
I just did the same thing to a girl, could you tell me what it feels like OP?
>>38466465
Well, more compounded by the fact that I already hated myself all throughout high school and thought I finally found someone who cared for me, it feels like in the end I'll never matter to someone, and really I'm just going to be a doll for people to project their insecurities onto and use.
If within the first month she broke it off and never said the things she said, I wouldn't care, but to make me actually think I wasn't all alone for once and then take it away really just makes me feel even more suicidal than normal.
>>38466510
jesus christ I feel awful now.
>>38466465
Plus now it feels even worse that I shook this piece of shit site and vidya while with her, and now I'm back here.