Am I sick?

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>be me
>20yro,virgin
>used to have a lot of friends in college
>all of them turned out to be poisonous snakes
>tell all of them to fuck off
>been on my own for a year or so
>started feeling too lonely, so I thought about getting a gf
>didnt have a gf until three weeks ago because too picky
>start dating some random 5/10 chick I met on tinder because idk, despite me being 8/10
>ask her to become my gf
>Three weeks later still a virgin
>she ignores me often, the lack of liking is evident and I hate her
>deeply regret it, now I want to break up
>mad as fuck
It doesn't end there
>beg parents for decent car
>give me a 1.8 at least you shitheads, I was a nice kid my whole life
>no
>they spend a fuck lot of money on a 1.0
>father mentioned a number of times in the past he wanted to sell his car but he has no balls to do it
>now he drives "my" car everyday and sends me pics whilst it was supposed to be mine
>he swears he is gonna give it to me someday
>his old car is building up dust in the garage
>fuckyou
>I never drove "my" car
>dont want it anymore so I phone my parents and engage in an argument
>They call me ungrateful
>deeply regret asking for a car, because apparently now I "have" one and owe them respect
>stop taking the bus to college out of anger
>now i walk 10 miles a day
>stop going to gym out of anger
>money is stacking up
what should I do about this life ?Everything seems to be conspiring against me. I feel like ending it at any instant