It's raining, I'm 500 miles from the comforts of home working for the summer, only making enough to scrape by while studying for a certification I'll need for my career. It's a small town with unwelcoming locals and I have nothing to do. Lets have a feels thread going so maybe one of you can make me feel something other than empty.
>>38424107
>that feels when am live with grandparents for the summer because i got a job near them
>managed to get a summer fling with a girl on campus, had/having doubts about it
>horrible sleep schedule (bed at 3am wake up at 7am for work), have to nap / inject coffee to keep myself functioning during the day
>Eat the exact god damn ham and chesse and pepper sandwich every single god damn day for lunch because it's free
.>smok weed, but feel bad about it because grandparents probably know and do not like it, they are giving me free housing/food for the summer
>also find it very hard to have a conversation with them because they talk for so long every time, it is never a short interaction, and i have a very short attention span
>can't seem to stop browsing my phone
>invested half of my savings into bitcoin / cryptocurrency literally during its peak and now a week later a MAJOR crash is happening
>everything costs so much money and yet still need to save up for the school year
I am having bad feels man.
>>38424107
just fucking kill yourself. not even joking. just fucking do it.