My Day at the Beach

>>38413744
>I explained I'm awkward and I asked if it'd be alright if I hit on him.
God dammit I can't decide if this is horrible or adorable.

>>38413744
Please dont continue this story you fucking degenerate homo.

So we are sitting around eating, watching Netflix. I'm cozied up to him. I glance on his phone and he's on tinder.
>morale is getting lower
I get pretty sad at this point. Not noticeably but I'm getting feels thoughts.
I decide to go for a walk, he joins me.
We are walking around Chads neighborhood and I don't know what it is about him but I just open up to him.
Probably more than I should've but I guess its too late now, but I'm complimening him, he's not a drug addict, he hasn't smoked weed in months, he's a sweet guy...
So after the walk we goof around on minecraft until we decide to hit the sack.
For two hours, we laid there on the air mattress, talking, like deep talking like we did on the walk. I've never felt the urge to kiss someone in my life, but I didn't. We were telling spooky stories, I talked about what if our high friends killed us earlier and now we were in a strange limbo where its forever sleepover, and when we figure out its never ending, they try to kill us.
He looks out the window and looks at scary faces in the trees, we are laughing and scaring each other, so much to the point he gets up for a cigarette to calm his nerves. We sit there, he shows me his favorite song, then we go back to bed. We are sitting there spooning, I'm holding him. He eventually falls asleep, I go and turn off the outside light (because we were scared earlier) and go back to cuddling. He sorta grunts after a while so I assume he doesn't want to cuddle. And we didn't really. I'd cozy up to his back but I'm so afraid of overstepping my boundaries that I sorta avoid him.
Then we got up the morning and I was absolutely sad. It didn't help that he kept texting his ex-girlfriend all morning.

Part 2

I felt regret, like I did something wrong, and while he didn't avoid me, I have a feeling he did too.
We didn't have sex or anything, and when chad woke up, he looked at me and said it looks like I slept good *wink*
I died a little inside. Bi just ignored him and continued playing the Xbox.
Before I went home, he took a bong hit for the first time in 4 months.
>morale at the lowest point
(My room was a meth lab when I was younger, mom died, I hate drugs)
While chad and his girlfriend drive me home, he's in the car with us, he's playing this weird slam poetry song, its sad, singing about falling in love with a girl and tormented because he couldn't be with her anymore. He had this perpetual sad face as the song played.
By this point, I guess I have no chance because he's still hung up on his ex.
I can!me home, bundled myself in my blankets and fucking bawled. I have cried that hard in so long.
He is so perfect, so sweet, and shows me bits of affection, and I'm just not enough. I want to be friends but idk if its worth it. I don't know if I can face him again.

End

>>38414210
Sounds like a huge waste of time. Cry and get over it.

>>38414210
ahahaha this ending was so great
kill yourself you worthless fucking faggot, this shit was so pathetic I actually laughed out loud

>>38414246
Thank you for reading anon, I'll keep that in mind.

kys you pathetic weak ass girly man.
Grow some balls and ask him out, if he refuse it s not a big deal you ll find someone better later on.
Your story looks like a fucking hs faggotery

>>38414453
>t. bitter because you'll never experience young love again

>>38414514
jokes on you i never ever experienced it but i saw all the drama it caused and shit like this pisses me off.

>>38414210
you a faggot, deadass