I've realized I'll always be fat.
It doesn't matter how hard I try, I'm too weak and hungry. No matter how much I eat I'm always hungry making dieting very difficult. I try to run often and eat under 1600 calories a day, but what's the point. I'll be ugly regardless of how fit I am, I don't care for my health since I want to die, and the only pleasure in my life is food. Working out has never made me happier, it only took away the only source of happiness in my life and no matter how fit I am I'm still lonely.
>>38380597
You sound like a schizo. You lament being fat but then say you don't care because you'll be ugly anyway so you don't want to lose weight. Make up your mind
Get gastric balloon procedure if you are worried about eating and portion size. And if it is such a big deal to you (and are not a wagecuck or a wizard) save up for liposuction.
>>38380781
>just pay for life-endangering surgery since you lack will power
kek