I need to do drugs because nothing else makes me even remotely happy, and I suffer greatly without them to distract me from the realities of my life. However, I'd really like it if I didn't have to use alcohol. Death by alcohol is extremely painful, and the only reason I even use it is because it's the most available thing for an autist who has no drug connections. Can any well-connected anons give me advice on how to get some better stuff that won't make me suffer horrible organ failure, but let me drift away from life in a peaceful manner?
>>38372557
pls respond, originalelly
Go on the dark web, you can order pretty much any drug you can imagine
>>38372557
I found that Xanax is the best drug for depression, but you have to be VERY careful, disciplined and smart to use it only when is needed and for a short while, also never ever quit cold turkey
>>38373211
best method to browse?
>>38373260
Yes I think benzos are for me. There's no way I'll be able to control myself; and there's no reason to, really. I figure I'll just have a benzo day, then an opiate day, then a stimulant day to keep tolerance of the individual drugs down.
>>38373211
Also, what are the chances of getting fentanyl'd from the dark web markets?
>>38373397
Pretty high and also use tor
>>38373343
Switching up your drugs might not be a good idea as you will after a while develop a preference to one which will eventually make you want more of it than the amount you allowed yourself