>used to be 25 year old kissless handholdless virgin >no

>>38370891
Yeah, having sex is meaningless. Having a wife and someone to spend your life with in your youth is what a robot desires. Anyone can have sex with a hooker. But you suck op, you had sex with a roastie and contributed to the power women have over men in society in sexual and social relationships.

You are a weak man, now get out. You are banished from r9k.

It sounds like you need a change of scenery. Move to some place a few hours away and get a new job. You are normie enough to get laid and have friends, but you are stuck in a rut. Trust me. Just start over.

>>38370971
I wish I could. I'm lucky to have a job here and getting something else would be difficult since I don't have any education or skill.
I might be able to get something eventually but with the housing situation in my country, I might not be able to get an apartment in another city for years.

It's even worse in this city where I won't be able to get an apartment until I'm in my 30s and have to live with my mom until then though.

I'd like to be able to move abroad but then it's extremely unlikely I could get a job.

>>38370932
I'd rather have a relationship too. I still talk a lot to that girl in video calls and we like each other. She'll visit me for a few weeks soon, she's arriving next week.