>tfw always alone
>tfw no one cares about you
>tfw no one wil ever care about you
How do you get through life? Its utter shit.
>realise life is not about other people, but about what you get out of it
>only act towards your personal happiness, no matter if that means being a disgusting neet loser or being an alpha rich turbo chad, if you thought about it and made the right choices you will get happy
>>38364475
I cant do it anon, Im so alone and I need someone to talk to , its not fucking fair that some people can just "be themselves".
>>38364121
Do you have any family?
>>38364475
What makes me feel happiness makes me feel like shit. What the fuck do I do?
>>38364624
I have parents that I barely know. Brothers who I baerly speak to and dont care about me , I think the only reason I couldnt do it is because the family has already gone through one suicide.
>>38364678
Join church. This is God calling you to him. And if you don't believe in God go to church and fake it, because people there really care about.
>>38364706
*about you. The congregation is a family.
Anon from first comment here again.
You obviously don't want to open up towards your family, so you need to search someone with common interests or in the same places you go to(college?) and befriend them.
If they are dumb idiots they will end the friendship, if you start talking about your problems, if they stay and listen it is a win for you.
>>38364706
I have thought about it and I pray as well sometimes. Im just really fucking scared and alone anon , Im start shaking when thinking about what comes after death.
>>38364722
I am doing a distance learning college course, I have just fucked everything up.Everything I try becomes fucked and no one ever wants to spend time with me. On top of that I cant find any people with common interests, I am really trying but its so fucking hard.
>>38364798
If you can't find people irl try online maybe(steam/discord if you play vidya?)
>>38364475
It fucking sucks how normies were born into society without having to change themselves. They get people to like them without even trying, they easily get jobs because they know how to talk and they succeed at everything because they are charismatic and well liked. Yet, I am just a shy introvert and as a result I start automatically on a backfoot since I don't socialize as well or desire to socialize. Not being able to socialize in a society which requires socialization in order to function makes it difficult to achieve what you want. As result, I need to socialize and improve my socialization skills, which as a result makes me feel inauthentic. It sucks how I have to live a life of inauthenticity while normies just live their authentic lives without even needing to think about anything. Such is life.
>>38364798
If it's any consolation I have had quite a few experiences with family on the other side. Nothing like calling spirits or anything. Maybe some people are just prone to it. Some of the experiences were shared with another person or multiple people. They were real and pray the lords prayer brought peace back to their spirits. They are truly watching over us. I don't know how, but they are. Certain family members come into my dreams a lot too and hold my hand or hug me. My dad comes to me all the time. He always said I was the one he worried about the most. There is something good after death at least for those who go at peace with themselves and the world. You have plenty of time to find that peace. Definitely look to God for some guidance.
I know as much about living
As I do
About haiku
>>38364842
I play quite a bit of video games
>>38364886
I know what you mean anon
make a post asking to talk to a """fembot""" because you're so lonely, talk to one for months, have a great connection then get blocked out of no where and be alone again worked great for me
but seriously don't talk to anyone off here to fix the loneliness it'll just make it worse
I'm lonely too. Almost went mad because of it last year. I am working on self improvement. I am losing weight, trying to become prettier and I found a guy who could possibly be my boyfriend soon. It's not a replacement for friends, but the human interaction is nice.
Join some interest groups. Pick up a new hobby.
>>38364912
aight what are you playing?
>>38365017
I've pretty much stopped doing friends. I'm married and my circle is my family and in-laws. I was keeping up really well with a few friends for a while but they made no effort in return so I said fuck it and put more time into my family. I don't even live near any of them, opposite side of the country actually. It's just got to be extremely painful for people who don't have a good family and life partner. Sorry lonely anons.
>>38365048
I play csgo and war thunder and a whole bunch of other games.
>>38365087
I quit CS:GO except for bhop servers, due to the amount of cheating. I'm into League atm and thinking about starting to play PUBG, other than that Skyrim and other singleplayer stuff.
What is your timezone?
I care about you, Anon.I do it originally.
>>38365133
gmt
I am a britbong
>>38365178
nice, if you ever wanna talk or shit hmu
http://steamcommunity.com/id/cIairdelune/
>>38364121
You're being mentally brainbumfucked by the secret societies that control humanity, they put robots with normies all across the universe as this divine mixture creates the illusion of progress but no progress in reality unless you join them.come to the darkside crybaby bitch
>>38364674
first except that holding a paradox that is clearly wrong for you doesn't and isn't supposed to make you feel happiness. Happiness is an understanding not a feeling?are you a girl/hoe wtf is wrong? retards, suffer no one else
>>38364121
>tfw all this except im working nights at mcdicks all week and beyond
life at this point is 100% grind, i have nothing to look forward to or anything to enjoy anymore.