Do you guys have like sudden PTSD flashbacks of cringe, like someone will bring up a moment and bam, you remeber something that nakez you want to die
>>38361534
Yeah. Every fucking night.
>>38361534
fucking this it never ends
why did god make me like this?
>>38361755
he eandts iyou to s8gfugder
>>38361534
The ride that never fucking ends, there's a lot of embarrassing and creepy shit I did in my teenage years that I hope nobody still remembers desu
>>38361755
>>38362000
Nice, ch eck em goys
All the time. I audibly say "I want to kill myself" until it subsides.
>>38361534
yes
I'll just remember something stupid I said
Something stupid I did
Some fucking cringeworthy thing that somehow managed to slip past my mind
makes me wanna kms every time
>>38361534
All the time, but I just insert the Curb Your Enthusiasm music and it becomes enjoyable and relatable.
>>38362053
same honestly, i'll just sit there saying
"I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die god fucking dammit I am so fucking autistic why can't I just turn back time"
ive learnt to cope with this somehow, i have a sort of vietnam flashback moments where I just stop functioning, Im isolated from my body and alone in my mind. the memory is playing through my head like some sort of twisted torture technique from movies, forcing me to watch it, I cant stop it being seen. some times I laugh maniacally at it. once when I woke up from my daze I had my sister shaking me to attempt to snap me out of it with this pale, frightened look on her face, asking me why I was laughing so menacingly.
i sure hope you anons know that you can escape by curing your autism and having sufficient experiences that are the opposite of "cringe".
if you do this you will be able to stop dwelling in the past and forgive yourself.
it is kind of like a cognitive dissonance your brain feels for your inaction.
>>38362815
how can you have positive experiences if all you have had were mildly good ones then terrible ones IMMEDIATELY afterwords that either set you up for even worse later or were just horrible? protip:you can't
>>38363519
by making changes to yourself