I could have spent the last 3 years devoting all my time to education as I had no friends, girlfriends, job or anything other than my own thoughts and instead left school and wasted all my time sitting alone in my room mostly looking at the wall and posting on here.
>>38359002
why do you have no friends anon ?
originalsds
>>38359002
>tfw spent 3 years in Uni and still fucked up
wish we could turn back time
>>38359112
I grew up in the middle of nowhere and was educated at home, as such I never had the chance to socialise or make friends with people because all I ever saw was my home tutor. I became quite sad and stopped caring about education all together and didn't go to college, I just sat at home looking at the wall.
I have never had friends and have no social abilities at all, coupled with how isolated it is where I live its quite hard to fit into society.
I haven't deteriorated, I keep myself in top form physically and as well as I can mentally in case things get better in the future. I'm just quite sad.
>>38359419
do you want an original friend