You probably suspect it now but you will only realize it fully when you're in your late 20s. You will realize you are fundamentally broken and there is no hope for having family, love, normal life and peace. You will see your friends and world in general move forward while you're stuck, while deep down still being a kid whom nobody loved. You will probably also develop an uncurable personality disorder.
Basically you are fucked so hard you can't imagine. But you will and trust me, you will weep.
Hey. This is just like me!
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>>38309182
yep. Realized this when I turned 20. I always had issues but it wasn't until I had responsibilities that I realized that I could never commit to normal human interaction.
Thanks mom and dad.
>>38309329
just wait till you see your friends etc. get married, start families, get real careers and buy houses
while you are here
it will feel great, trust me
I lived in a very abusive household. I start thinking I'm an average man with an average lifeI work from nine to five, and then I tell someone about my life and they're overwhelmingly horrified. A minor thing will happen and suddenly PTSD symptoms will spring up. That's when I realise how deep I was cut.
I hate that scene from Bojack Horseman when his mom says he was born broken. It hits way too close.
With all of that said, I do have hope.