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One of the most autistic things I did this year.
>Be me
>have happy supporting liberal family
>maybe a bit to open minded.jpeg
>watch Guillemo Del Torro's Pans Labyrinth
>frog scene crawling thru bugs
>inner part of brain says this is true nature
>the twists and turns of the concrete world outside are not meant for the soul
>dirt and and mud and bugs are the true nirvana
>start walking around barefoot and sneaking outside to stare at grass and watch the bugs come and go
>Sunday after church
>go out with family to the new chipotle that opened up in our small town
>get all veggie burrito because meat is degenerate
>take tiny bug bites with only front teeth. I'm talking the smalles possible nibbles humanly possible
>whole family finishes eating I haven't ever gotten thru the first layer of tortilla
>dad gets annoyed and says just finish it faggot, but momma runs the family and I'm special!
>drive home. don't eat because car jumbles would mess up bite size.
>get home. family goes back to stupid shit they do all day.
>I go out back behind the shed with my burrito.
>Curl up in ball and focus on ball of food. Super comfy.
>Sit there with burrito. occasionally taking nibble of burrito.
>the sun falls. I've barely finished a quarter of my burrito.
>No need for sleep. Turn off all brain functions accept for burrito awareness
>sit. staring at wood fence behind shed
>the true nature of all life begins to dance before my eyes
>it is all just a game. a series of smoke and mirrors.
>Everyone is defending there burrito with houses and laws and "normie" behavior but I see the truth
>we are all guarding our burrito
>look at burrito. start crying. truly a life changing lesson
>finish burrito like a regular person and go inside
>to this day everytime I drive past a chipotle I remember the true nature of the world and tear up a bit
>We are simple creature at heart who developed all this nonsense around us to be better at defending our burrito
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When I was little I was really into ants so I would take care of a bunch of ant colonies in my yard. I would always try to find other bugs like grasshoppers or slugs and pin them down beside the anthole with a stick and watch them get eaten alive by ants . I always found it really interesting and I still do it every now and then to this day.
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there is nothing so fascinating as the pace of nature
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