>dreamt about her again
>it's been 3 years
Happens to me every night anon. Going on nearly 4 years for me.
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>bust a fat nut to the thought of her again
>it's been three years
It's time to let go buddy. You can hang on to the memory, but it'll only ever be a memory. A ghost you keep around. Life is now. Even if your life is shit, your life will be less shit if you simply allow yourself to let go. Some people go their entire lives without letting go. And you know what else? The past yearns for death. It wants to die. But you won't let it.
So let go man. I know you have it in you. Take a deep breath and I mean really start to let her go.