I am concerned

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When I take a shit, I find blood on my toilet paper. This doesn't happen every single time, but the first time it happened I suddenly got worried and thought "Fuck, am I going to die?" but I asked a friend about it and he said it's normal to bleed from your ass sometimes.

I became relieved for a while. But then I looked up the problem online and it turns out that I should see the doctor ASAP to see what it is. The websites say there are a few different things it could be, but the main one I'm worried about is bowel cancer.

So yeah. I might have cancer. Not a settling idea to say the least. I want to see the doctor about it, but then they're going to ask me to pull down my pants so that they can look up my ass and examine it. I don't exactly like the idea of some stranger looking up my ass to be completely honest. Although, I may have no choice if my life is at stake here. If it turns out it actually is cancer, they'll remove it if it's not too late.

I don't want to risk dying from bowel cancer. But I also don't want some doctor putting their hand up my ass like it's bloody christmas. Although, it's probably preferrable to dying.

Every time I see blood on my toilet paper, I'm reminded of my inevitable death. (But seriously, I'm pretty damn worried.)

Now give me your advice, oh wise people.