I'm beginning to accept the fact that I am a degenerate,

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I'm beginning to accept the fact that I am a degenerate, wicked person. For almost a decade I've attempted to suppress an unorthodox sexual hunger in the name of everything that is traditional and good. I tricked myself into pretending to care about others and their problems, so I could be a good empathetic person. The real red pill for me was realizing that everyone is out for themselves in this world, and that there are no heroes or villains with defined sides. There's no reason to try to be a good person just so you can be accepted by a society with arbitrary rules and customs you need to follow or risk imprisonment. The only way I'm ever going to be even remotely happy is if I accept that I'm a sick freak who doesn't care for others, and embrace it. Now I can realize that I only benefit from adopting a hedonistic and selfish lifestyle, and leave counterintuitive /pol/ bullshit behind.