>someone start laughing near you
>anxiety attack burst
>walking down the street
>group of girls on the other side start laughing as they pass me
>>38231248
>theres a hint that you might get accepted for full time work
>immediate flush of despair and panic despite the fact that its your goal
>>38231277
>group of girl notices you
GTFO
>walk behind somebody
>take a turn because you think they think they are being followed
>>38231336
t b h they probably didn t notice him, but his paranoia kicks in and makes it sound like they were lauthing at him.
>constantly ball up your fists so people won't be able to see the fresh blood dripping from your thumbs as a result of habitually picking at them everyday
>open task manager
>have to check every single process twice
>even though you've checked them already
>open hard drive
>have to check if there are any files to delete to save space
>get high around others
>think everything I do is embarrassing
>think everything they do is a slight towards me
It's irrational and I'm trying to fix it though. Funnily enough, I was actually reading up on paranoia last night and it said that social paranoia can arise as a result of being raised as a spoiled child. As a spoiled only child, I've been self centered all my life. I hold expectations of others that, when violated, I become confused/paranoid/disappointed. I basically think the world owes me something.
>lock doors
>check if I locked them
>then check again
>and again
>and again
>for at least 15 minutes
>just browsing on computer
>think Dad's going to knock on my door and tell me it's time to get a job
>>38232243
Can't give a firm handshake over the internet, champ!
>don't get enough sleep
>get into an argument with my mom that shes stalking me
>realize how much of a schizo I sound
>dad threatens for the third time to take me to a psychiatrist
Getting my head around the fact that their may actually be something wrong with me rn.
I'm alone and afraid.
>>38232381
There's nothing to be afraid of except the creatures under your bed.
>>38232381
Is the prospect of seeing a psychiatrist anxiety inducing to you? I honestly actually want to of my own volition at this point