At what age did you realize you were officially a robot?

>>38189951
>implying I've ever not been a robot

age 9 when I started getting bullied by my class

>lost a lot of friends
>been on 4chan 7years
>r9k like 5-6
>virgin
I've been a robot for a while now

Middle school. I was still being bullied and i was still being excluded from things even though all i did was exist. I am just glad that when i was in highschool i was poor enough that i couldnt buy a gun illegaly to actually shoot up the school.

>>38189951
It somehow took me till I was in high school to realize. I was eating at the lunch table alone of course and for once wanted to know the people around me. But then I thought I had nothing to say anyway.

It's never official thanks to neuroplasticity anon=)

It came with the feel. I was fine being alone and didnt see myself as weird, because I was completely clueless about people around me. Then I realized that girls exist and that I wanted one. All downhill from there.

>>38189951
Ever since i was 6.

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>>38189951
I don't think there was any particular event that clued me in.
Ever since I was 5-6 I knew in the back of my mind that I would end up a failure once I reached adulthood.
There were a few times in high school I thought I would make it but sure enough, child me was right and that's why I'm here today.

i might be a social outcast but i am not a faggot like most of you (going by whats posted on average)

i work and use my money to do shit i want. i travelled the world, fucked hot hookers and did a ton of extreme outdoor sports pushing myself to the limit

just because i cant connect with other people doesnt mean i have to stick to their stereotype of what they think "losers" must be like

>>38190068
You're right anon, were just acknowledging the gates that led us here.

>>38190125
I'm trying to go in your direction anon. But I never learned how to discipline myself to reach such lofty heights. But I believe I can get there and if getting past step one takes the rest of my life so be it.

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Im 25, turning 26 tomorrow.

I realized I am doomed to continue being a Robot past 25 when I decided to finally come out and be confident by trying to talk to a girl I like thank to a friend reaching out to me and trying to help me be confident in myself.

Never got a response.

I have not been attracted to anyone else for the last five years and don't know where to look.

>>38190195
Truth be told ive been through some health shit that made it easier to cut ties and no longer give a fuck. Ive learned to adopt that despite life handing me some bad cards it wont stop me from enjoying it.

If it cant get girls on my own i simply get hookers, if i cant have friends to party with i travel to some huge party event (this year i did chinese new year in hong kong for example) and join in, if i have "weird" hobbies i embrace them and dont care what other think (going to summer comiket this year for example)

Life is what you make of it even if it gets lonely but at least you are not completely wasting it

>>38189951
11. I took it so hard, I stunted my own growth and made sure I'd never have a chance to be hurt properly by someone.
And when I mean properly hurt, I mean someone who knows all the flaws I have. Like they know everything that's happened in my life and the kinds of thoughts I've had. And they'd point it all out and say what part of me was so wrong.
I've never confided in anyone so much, so it's given me some solace. I've had bullies and roasties yell about me, but they don't know all the thoughts that melt and flow around in my head.