>feels thread
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iy4mXZN1Zzk
>tfw you wasted your youth playing singleplayer games and shutting yourself off
there is no misaki who would notice you and pull you out of the helplessness of your despair
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VW2mRF6-zJ0
Anyone in Aus want to kill me? pls. No friends, gf left me 6 moths ago and aborted a baby (We originally decided to keep it and I was so ready and prepared, but she changed her mind and im abroken man now) wtf do I do?! Im in another state and dont know anyone. Fuck
saderino bumperino
it sucks me in, but i can't stop
i have a craving to get to the bottom of human sadness
>>38173627
Join us Emo's, its the true way to be
>new job
>coworker reads news
>says a small child was killed when something fell on him
>i don't feel anything
>just say "how unlucky"
i have distanced myself from emotion in order to be strong, but what have i become?
i am afraid to let anybody know how dead i am inside
>>38173752
Just pretend you aren't. That's what I do. Until it destroys me anyway.
i will die an unloved virgin
>>38173053
Robbie Williams looks like a tall midget.
>>38173521
i'm so sorry for your baby anon, this reply just broke my heart
>that feel when you promised yourself at your last job that it's your last job ever
>now unemployed
>want to be self-employed
>no idea how
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cinJDxLUsNY
>gf left me 4 months ago, still not over it
>hate my shitty job at McDonalds
>just drink and smoke cigs and weed to deal with life
fuck this gay earth
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y0j3xN5UWDY
Final scene of Synecdoche, New York. Great film of feels.
>>38173053
I want to die, but am too hesitant to off myself. I myself well enough to know I'll be scraping by like this for an indefinite amount of time and at this point I don't even see the point in trying to change things. I want to get away from everyone, but I can't. I want to just live in isolation, but that's unrealistic for a person like me. Part of me hopes I can get wealthy enough to do so, but that won't happen. I'm coming to terms with a lot of things and wondering should I just do it.
>>38174026
I feel the same man, I found someone but then lost her. Im a crazy social butterfly but dont have any friends, I want to be alone but at the same time I hate it. Sending love you way bro
>>38174026
i am willing to lead this shitty life in hope i can find stability in it. i don't really have ambitions or many things i need.
>>38173053
>talk to a qt in your class online cause you don't want to embarass her in front of her friends
>contact going well
>suddenly she stops writing back
>you didn't even once approach her out of anxiety
>you lost her forever after graduation
>tfw depressed but can't reveal it because I'll just be called weak
>when you are invested in an online game and trying to do well, but everyone else is a casual kiddie who just wants to pwn
Fuck you normies, this is the world to me, you are shitting up my better life.
>tfw I have no motivation or drive to do anything and no matter how much I ponder it I just can't think of a convincing reason why I should give a shit about contributing to a world that I actively dislike
My escapism has gone too far, way too far.
It's come to a point where my everyday behaviour and constant daydreaming are consumed by this fictional universe. And it's a completely autistic one too.
>>38175509
I'm in the same situation. I kind of want to start lucid dreaming but I'm afraid that even though it might satisfy me more, I'll become even more consumed by my fantasies.