YOU, YEAH, YOU !

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MY PARENTS ARE FUCKING PIECES OF SHIT

>>38159696
alright

tomorrow morning I think I'm supposed to be working with this doctor because he normally operates on wednesdays but I forgot to ask. what do. just show up?

My "friends" don't give a fuck about me and forget I exist constantly.

>>38159696
stop pointing at me mr. manager, I'd like to give you a firm handshake

>alone on the 4th of july
>never got invited anywhere
>invited five different people to hang out and they all either said no or never responded
>family offered to invite me over out of pity
>didn't go because I'm uncomfortable around family
>was going to work an 11 hour shift today
>went home after 8 because I was bored
>got home and realized there was no point to getting off early because I have nowhere to go and nothing to do
>sitting alone in my house drinking and being too sad to play vidya

>>38159732
Lol I am watching vegan gains in another tab. Are you vegan?

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>>38159732
Mine too

>>38159743
>My "friends" don't give a fuck about me and forget I exist constantly.

Yeah, mine too

But after a while I realized they were just normies and that their friendship didn't really matter anyway.

>alone on the 4th of july

Me too

>>38159759
I tried it for a month. Gave up on it. Now I am pesco-vegetarian. I felt really good while I was vegan, I don't know if it was due to the diet or if it was just placebo though.

fuck i wish i were good looking. imagine how great life would be.

recently started antidepressants, i hope they work. i know my life can never get better, i just want to dull the feelings.

>start to think what if I had some terminal disease
>can't stop smiling
>grin goes from ear to ear
Feeling kinda good
>tfw it's not real

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>>38159786
>start to think what if I had some terminal disease

KEK. How old are you?

Sometimes I also think that I have a brain tumour or bladder cancer. Didn't go to the medic yet though.

>>38159782
>fuck i wish i were good looking. imagine how great life would be.

I doubt it. Being pretty won't give you happiness. But just out of curiosity, what would you rate your looks from 0 to 10?

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>>38159696
How do I get a teen gf whlst living in my parent's home at the age of nearly 30 with no money and am obese?

How can you live in a van when no money (and parents will try to control bux if i ever get them)

In my sexual frustration and boredom should I get in to hardcore anal again or in my old age will it no longer heal after fisting and such.

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>>38159825
>How do I get a teen gf whlst living in my parent's home at the age of nearly 30 with no money and am obese?

You're fucked dude. Try losing some weight and changing your life. My sincere advice is to seek God.

chewing some tobacco and making some wall noise

anyone here like wall? seems like something you guys would be into

>>38159856
I am too much of a robot to do Drugs.

I don't have enough social skills to go out to buy drugs.

I hate it because i cant date outside my own race and i like women in their 30s and 40s but my parents would disown me for that too and i live with my parents and even work at a family buisness

plus even if i did move out datibg someone who isnt white is pretty much asking to be called a nigger lover where i live or have your kids called niglets (i never want kids mibd you) it just pisses me off that where i live is like this

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>>38159923
Where the fuck do you live?

Is it in the US?

Is it fucking Texas?

>>38159878
no not drugs

and chewing tobacco has no nictine really just good flavor

>>38159820
maybe a 3
origndlall

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>>38159959
Do you ever think that God cursed you with your shitty looks?

Even if you're really ugly, you could at least learn some fashion and try dressing well.

>>38159937
north georgia

shit around here is real racist

even my parents belive whites are the real israelites, heaven is racially segregated and if ypu marry black ypu live with the blacks in heaven and even think jews are the offspring of satan fucking eve and think that some jews sacrfice christian youths and bale the blood into matza

>>38159696
I have no goal in my life and probably never will find one

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Here's a meme I made myself.
Was fun.

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>>38159984
TOP KEK

>shit around here is real racist

Is your family conservative religious

What do they think about you not moving out of your House?

>>38160029
>I have no goal in my life and probably never will find one

I feel that way too, anon. Life is 50% suffering, the other 50% is worry. It is mostly meaningless.

Seek God.

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>>38159696
Here's what you requested, OP

>tfw ywn be a brainy

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>>38160045
Not really funny.

Fuck off with this steam sale shit.

>>38160074
>>tfw ywn be a brainy

Are you mentally challenged, anon?

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>>38160103
No, just an idiot

>>38160059
yeah theyre conservative and religious

they dont mind me living here i loke the location and all but not the local people

i dont even know how i would begin to move out i have 4,000 in the bank. i just couldnt picture myself living at my own place for some reason because i only know how to do taxes with turbotax and if i had my own place i probably wouldnt have internet or tv

i probably sound like a big baby complaining but hearibg that marrying someone who isnt white "is a good way to be left out of the will" would piss anyone off

You want to know what my problem is?!
I don't want to fall in love but I get depressed everytime I don't talk to someone.

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>>38160138
>that marrying someone who isnt white "is a good way to be left out of the will"

/pol/'s family

Do you like trannies or traps, anon?

(pic related)

I gotta take a shit.

>>38160168
>I don't want to fall in love but I get depressed everytime I don't talk to someone.

You don't need to fall in love in order to talk to someone

And you could fall platonically in love with someone that doesn't exist. Like a 2d Waifu or something. Or some model or something. She will never hurt you.

>>38160170
no i dont

im 20 but i do like 30-40 year women but theyd be like "youre weird im putting my foot down blah balh"

is that weird of me am i the one with problems

when i jack it blood comes out

>>38159982
i dress as well as possible. i have narrow shoulders/chest and wide hips so no matter what i wear i look awkward and disgusting in all clothes.

I tried to pick up my friends mom when Iwas 18. I just matched with her younger look alike on Tinder and she seems to like me. Do I rub this in my friend's face? We don't talk anymore.

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>>38160219
Are you into this kind of woman (see pic)

Do you have a mommy fetish? (I do)

>>38160249
>when i jack it blood comes out

Out of where? The dickhole or your dick skin?

Send pics to prove (or don't)

>>38160295
No, why would you do this?

If you are a robot and you get a gf, you are already lucky, you don't need to rub it in anyone's face

I got absolutely baited, thinking I had something special when in reality all I got was a lie. Almost let myself fall for it too, but then I managed to snap back to my senses and discover the truth.
Now deciding whether or not I should ever give a woman the time of day out of my life again, and heavily leaning towards saying no.

>>38160138
Why would you ever want to marry someone who isn't white
>getting married at all

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I'm still in love with this roastie whore I know.
She's morally dubious yet I can't let her go.
The sexual drive is truly near-impossible to break.

Not OP, but I'll answer some too since I'm posting a worry
>>38159735
Call and ask m8
>>38159754
Fourth of July isn't even a huge holiday. I was supposed to go to a coworker's party but I'm too lazy to go. I'm sitting here watching movies instead. Try to make new friends, anon.. Maybe your coworkers
>>38159878
Kind of. I'm a noise pleb but I enjoy Merzbow. how do you go about making it? I'm curious about the process.


Here's mine:

I'm getting kind of lonely and wanted to try my hand at online dating. The thing is, I'm not very good looking (surprise). I've been told I have a great personality and I've manage to pull some good looking women but not into a serious relationship or anything. I've been trying to make a profile for about three weeks now and I've just hit snag after snag because I'm so unconfident. The first problem was that I barely any pictures of myself because I always think I look bad in them because I'm ugly.

I'm worried that I won't get any responses or the responses I do get will be very undesirable women. I'm not looking to fuck, I just want someone to share my interests and life with

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>>38160319
more like pic related here

>>38160363
i just use distortion pedals

and i know how you feel about online dating, if be the same way

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>>38160349
>She's morally dubious yet I can't let her go.

What? you have a gf.

Consider yourself lucky either way it goes.

>>38160363
Dude, I used to think that I was ugly and would never get a good looking gf and shit like that. Lately I have been thinking that looks on a girl dont ever matter. All I really want is a gf that will play a mommy-son roleplay with me and fulfill my sexual fetishes. Just settle down for a less good looking girl and be confident.

>>38160363
online dating is good, but doesn't work well for average guys. If you want to be successful, you're gonna have to put some work in to improve yourself.

if you need to lose/gain wait, go /fit/. You don't have to be jacked like they say but it won't hurt. You can have decent success if you have some muscles.

You should also get some kind of hobby that isn't vida/anime if you don't already. Something social is good, like soccer, or hiking, or a book club.

good luck anon

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>>38160404
> i like women in their 30s and 40s

>Rose

?????

>>38160319
I'm not a robot so by your logic I should rub it in his face. Thanks anon!

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>>38159696
BETA UPRISING WHEN
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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>>38159696
anyone here ever had pic related?

>>38159696
i don't like my mom and other girls behaves very similarly to her
the solution is to leave my home but
>no jobs
>high chances of being politically persecuted (that does not happen out of nowhere, part of my family are real life shills)
>too afraid to travel in the mid of nowhere to get out of their reach

>went on vacation to the US to meet up with IRC friend and do a road trip with him and his friends
>do a trip on shrooms prior to this
>thought pops into head "I am fucking gay"
>go on trip with friend
>he has a really cute twunk friend
>I think I'm crushing on him
>he's straight as fuck always chasing bitches

why

also cuddling up next to him in a cramped tent felt really fucking nice and I kinda wanna suck his dick

am I gay now? t. 20 yo virgin

he's sitting right next to me now we're about to go out to watch the fireworks. I'm really confused. I browsed the gay thread and was kinda turned on. Help, how do I deal with this?

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>>38160457
KILL THE ROASTIE WHORES NOW

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>38160439
yeah shes 31

born april of 86

>>38159732
vegan gains looks like a fucking alien

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>>38160487
I really think you shouldn't advance on him at all, lest it ruins the friendship

Later on accept that you are gay and go to a gay bar or club or something

That or hire a shemale escort

>>38160404
With a guitar or something plugged in?

Are you into noise or just wall noise?

>>38160405
Yeah, I guess you're right. If I don't want to date down, why should they? I'm no prize myself.

I just can't do fat chicks even though I'm slightly chubby myself. Don't know why...

>>38160432
I'm already on that. I'm going to the gym and seeing if I can get into shape.

I don't even know what I'd do if I did manage to pull down a fairly good lucking girl. I have zero fashion sense (plain tees and jeans) and don't really have nice clothes for a date. I don't want to expand my wardrobe because I'm planning on losing weight. I also don't want to wait until I'm /fit/ to date because I'm lonely and 26...

what do anons?

>>38159696
One of my ex's friends jokingly said we should make out when we were hanging out with a mutual friend. Was she serious?

>>38160564
>Was she serious?

Ask God for answers

(She probably not serious though)

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I have anxiety about people I love all of the time. I'm waiting until my parents die to kill myself.

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>>38160544
no i have an old iphone that doent work plugged in and then the pedals really make the little bit of ambient noise shred and i eq it

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>>38159696
>playing dark souls
>you died
>you died
>you died
>guess what you little shit? you died.
>still at high wall of lothric
>play tyranny instead
>you died

>>38160544
plain tees and jeans can work, as long as they fit well on you. Go to goodwill (or your local equivalent) and buy a bunch of shit. See what you think looks good, and what doesn't, and then once you reach your desired weight you'll know, and you can buy nice shit.

You don't have to be /fit/ to date, but online dating is near useless until you are. Find activities that you can do with girls around, like a co-ed sport or dancing class or something. Practice talking to them or just talking to people in general, make some friends. It is much easier irl than online, as all girls will be judging online is your looks and status, but irl they can see more of you. Maybe you have a great sense of humor, or know alot about some subject, they wouldn't see that online.

>>38160439
is that something most parents wpuldnhave a problem with thpugh? their son dating someone 10 years older

I just want to die, I don't know why I keep stopping myself.

>>38159696
Why does the 80/20 rule exist anon?

:^(

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>>38160591
>>38160658

>I'm waiting until my parents die to kill myself.

>I just want to die, I don't know why I keep stopping myself.

Geez, anon, cheer the fuck up

>>38160619

>still at high wall of lothric

TOP KEK

>>38160405
>settle down for a less good looking girl
i would exercise caution if this was my plan, ugly girls can be much more fucked up in my experience.
also
am i the only one that listens to the rules on the rare pepe? i never download the prohibited ones.

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>>38160663
God, probably

He made all things in the Universe after all

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I still don't know what to do with my life and it's making me want to die

>>38160593
that's pretty neat, anon. So what's the iphone for? just for picking up sounds?

I always liked the idea of using sound as an instrument. I want to get into stuff like musique concrete

>>38160629
I have a good amount of friends and can talk to girls pretty well. The thing is I have zero confidence in the dating aspect.

I never know if they like me or if I'm just a friend. I can ask them out just fine but I can never seal the deal and ask for a relationship (not sure how I would even do that desu).

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>>38159696
what is joke? is life joke?
Is the universe just god's joke?
Are we all joke?

>>38160439
r9k thinks it's gay but posts 2d shota to flirt. They have mommy issues too, but then he posts teen-tier mommy age. It's mental gymnastics and shit dawg.

No one actually likes post twenties females more. It goes against male instinct to not be into approx late puberty years of which ends at about the early twenties at the latest, puberty. Why teen is the top searched for by men of all ages.

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>>38160696
>I still don't know what to do with my life and it's making me want to die

Find God and a religion for you

He will give you the answers you need

>>38160714
>Is the universe just god's joke?

Maybe. But it's a serious deal for us, animeposter

>>38160701
if i just ahve the 3.5 mm jac k unplugged into something it buzzes and stuff so when it is plugged into anything really it just picks up nothing really and then the pedals amplify it and make pure static and i just mess with the settings until i like it or if it needs more rumble

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Watching mlwa and smoking wheat instead of spending holiday with senpai

>>38159825
Tfw pretty decent looking but poor af because bad decisions. I feel like my depression is because of being alone for so long and my shitty diet.

>>38160759
interesting.

What's the difference between noise and wall noise? Intensity?

>>38160663
evolution. Women have the most to lose when giving birth (i.e. it takes several months, they need more resources and protection) so they want to choose the best mates they can find.
They also want the best genetics they can get, as they want their offspring to be successful. Status, resources, your social skills, your smarts, humor, and your physical appearance all play into this.
It is all unconscious.
Since men want sex more often then women, women will chose who they have sex with. The main idea is that female choice determines what is "attractive" and what isn't. Those qualities are universally found in those with good genetics, and are the ones women like, so they go after people that have these qualities, which is often the minority of men.

>>38160619
Can't get past first 30 mins of easiest souls game kek. Bet it took you an hour for iudex

I'm all alone on the fourth of July, once again a holiday is much more depressing than uplifting

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>>38160502
I BITE I PUNCH
I RIP AND TEAR

I SCREAM I SHOUT
"YOU MUST KILL HER"

SHE CRIES SHE YELLS
SHE DOESN'T STOP

SHE ASKS ME WHY
SHE NEEDS TO DIE

ROASTIE BITCH
ROT IN HELL
FOR THE MANY BROTHERS
YOU ONCE FELL

KILL THE ROASTIE KILL HER DEAD
KILL UNTIL HER SISTERS BEG

BEG FOR MERCY ALL WILL FALL
ELLIOT GIVES THE STARTING CALL
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>38160696
i know that feel. recently ive been thinking about saving up enough money to buy a sailboat and spend a few years sailing around the pacific. just to get away from civilization for a while, spend some time on self improvement, see new places, do things in an environment free from social pressures, and just doing something i enjoy.
my only fear is that i would never want to come back

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Uni coming up.
w-what's to worry about, right?

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>>38160816
>>38160816
Nice poem, m8.

Beta uprising now

>Is anybody here into mommy porn?

(pic related)

>>38160854
What is the appeal of university? To get a degree so you can become a wage slave for the rest of your life?
The only appeal I can see in university is the networking opportunities, ie making friends.

>>38160795
no change i just dont like most noise since its good sounding one second and then they just keep changing it all the time

heres an example https://clyp.it/fvlw431a?token=bc07f6d03ddc1ea2c54cf5223edeacf5

i used to make a lot of beats like this but ive lost creativity and trying to make beats and melodies is pretty tiring for me now https://clyp.it/ytdgvr3k?token=53023d7c59935d9f89d42efb9539c5c6

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>>38160908
It is an excuse we give to our parents so that it seems to them that We are actually doing something with our time, and that we can still be allowed to live in their homes

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>>38159696
Do guys like a girl with a bush or clean shaven? My boyfriend said he likes it but also I can't tell when he's kidding.

I know it's summer time so I have to shave it because I wear shorts, but if he likes it maybe I'll let the top grow out.

>>38160908
The appeal is that you can get a decent white-collar job, if you choose the right degree of course.
Otherwise normies just go because their parents told them to, and end up in crippling debt.

>>38160908
if you get a good degree you can get a job that is less slave and more wage. inb4 muh stem major but a science based degree does help getting a less shitty job.

friends, connections, and resources you wouldn't otherwise have also play a part

I feel like a fucking failure of a human being.

I have Crohn's Disease. I'm frail as fuck. I'm 6'4 and 158 pounds and dropping. I shit, a lot.

I'm a boring person. I try to keep people interested, but it goes nowhere.

I have no friends. I have my family but nobody outside of it.

Yes, I am a fucking failure with a bad future ahead of me.

>>38159696
I'm going to do it! I'm going to break out of my shell and actually post something for once. I hope it doesn't backfire.

>>38160953
definitely with hair

are you a girl?

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>>38159696
>meet cute girl
>think we hit it off
>go out once
>do cute shit together
>text each other for about a week
>she suddenly stops replying
>it's been two days since we talked
>haven't seen her in 2 weeks
>dont even know if she wants to go out anymore

I'm fucking 25 and having the same issues I did as a teenage virgin, except now I feel like I need to rush everything since time is going by so fast and it scares me.

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>>38160908
>What is the appeal of university? To get a degree so you can become a wage slave for the rest of your life?
sadly yes, this is needed to actually have a chance at life and other things like getting a future gf.
This is the slave training needed, and I'm honestly not looking forward to it.
There's no other easier way aside from being a NEET and fucking your life up significantly.
Or the other, other alternative, which just can't be put into action.

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>>38160953
>Do guys like a girl with a bush or clean shaven?

Most guys like shaven

I like shaven.

>>38160970
Seek God. There is no one else that can help you.

>>38160971
Good for you anon. I used to lurk all the time afraid of sharing my opinion. Speak up!

>>38161010
I already go to church, it doesn't make my disease go away or get better.

>>38160971
Why would it backfire? We aren't that mean anon.

>>38161004
DON'T TRY TO STAHP ME

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>>38161049
>I already go to church, it doesn't make my disease go away or get better.

Yeah, God won't literally heal you from your disease, but he will console you in your psychological suffering.

listening to this shit on repeat

if you don't think this is the tightest shit you can get out of my face

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_zAokBogIA

also anyone find any good r9k discords recently that aren't overcrowded memery garbage?

>July 4th
>gets firecrackers
>those ones where you pull the strings and the front explodes
>interested
>fire one off
>every dog starts barking
>Someone starts barking along with them
This was a good day

>>38161144
This is pretty dank

But this is danker

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKZkkBFCceY

>>38159696
I haven't smoked weed in like five days, so I figure I wasn't addicted to it and I can start smoking it again if I want to.
I haven't signed up for classes next semester because I haven't declared a major, so I don't know which ones I need to take.
My best friend since high school moved to New Zealand a couple days ago, so I only have two friends left, and they're both involved with females, so they won't be around much.
Video games are not fun anymore.
I've pussied out from asking out a female coworker of mine twice, and Friday is my next chance, but I'll probably just pussy out again.
I'm considering tripping on acid again soon, because the other two times I did it, it shook me to my core. I feel like if I do it again, in a good environment, I should be able to come to some meaningful conclusions about my direction in life.

>want to transition (mtf)
>broad shoulders
>strong chin
feels bad

The nice lady told me she'll call me monday for my background check. Mind u i have nothing on record at all. She still hasn't called. She told me she'd be on vacation till sunday. I really need this job what do anons?

>>38159984
well, jews ARE the offspring of satan

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>>38161192

Wow Nigga Do you expect me to read all that Shit?

>>38159696
I played a shitton of Final Fanta

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>>38161198
>>want to transition (mtf)

Send pics

I wanna see that fem low T body

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>create fake fb account to check on old high school acquaintances (expecting them to be all married/college grads now)
>most of them ain't done shit

it's an uplifting kind of feel

The nice lady told me she'd call me monday for a follow up on my background check. Mind u i have nothing on record so no worries. Well she hasn't called its tuesday. She was on vacation till sunday. I'm gettint scared guys. I need this job.

>>38161130
I'm regretting not making any friends in high school and just listening to Mac Demarco https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0HQqXllXpfQ

>>38161319
do you smoke cigs like mac

what brand and how many a day broner

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>>38161242
FINAL FANTA

TOP KEK

origi

>>38161198
>Want to transition
Why?
Just be gay if you like cock. Heterosexual men don't like trannies.

Just cross dress if you want to be girly, like girly things and wanting to be a girl are not inherenty mutual.

If you want a vagina for reasons other than the ones above, clearly you are just fucked. Also you will never have a vagina, an inside out, mutilated penis is not a vagina.

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>>38161347
>If you want a vagina for reasons other than the ones above, clearly you are just fucked. Also you will never have a vagina, an inside out, mutilated penis is not a vagina.

Truth

You will never be a girl, anon


Any fag here likes Gesu Kiwami no Otome?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDn04KCpdR0

I can't take care of myself. I have no motivation and want to be left alone in a corner while the world passes me by. I'm 20 years old but I genuinely just want to dissappear. Be homeless. I can't take any form of responsibility or stress without breaking down.

I just moved in with a family friend, he's letting my brother and I stay in the basement, it's cramped. No privacy. I lost my job burned my money and I have to go in for an interview of sorts tomorrow morning. My account is in the negative. My possessions are in shambles.

Good thing heavy immersion VR isn't available to me. I would starve myself playing some kind of game to death.

>>38159696
My dad has cancer, and I just found out that I'm a mouth breather, which has caused almost every single problem I've ever had, and no doctor or family member ever bothered to notice or do anything about it for the past 18 years.

http://www.myfaceology.com/2012/02/mouth-breathing-and-how-it-affects-your-health/

>>38161421
why is being a mouth breather bad? i never breathe in my nose unless i tell myself to

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>>38161421
>My dad has cancer

What kind of cancer, anon?

I will pray for you

>>38161491
The twist is that he is the cancer.

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>>38161512
>The twist is that he is the cancer.

How??

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>>38159696
I cannot pull myself to study real hard thing that makes me feel guilty as fuck everynight even Worse when I am a brainlet who cannot grasp concept easily so study actually takes me a lot of time wich is tiresome.
Also no gf and i would probably suck at having one since I am a boring person

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OP HERE

THE FUCKING THREAD ISN'T DEAD FUCKING YET. KEEP POSTING AND I WILL ANSWER THE BEST I CAN. I AM STILL HERE. COME ON, STOP LURKING AND START TALKING ROBOTS

>>38161512
Was going to say something along those lines. Not him though.

>>38161543
It's bait to get people who are reading to become aware of their breathing, so they breathe manually.

Jesus you guys are dense.

>>38161567
Oh Sweet Lord

How old are you?

Life is really pain

I remember I used to read and talk really intelligently but one day it all changed and I turned into a fucking brainlet

I hope God helps me

>>38161465
Look at the article, gives you a massively recessed chin, lack of sleep, less energy, look like shit and much older than you are all the time, bad for your respiratory system and brain, basically it's like comparing normal version of yourself to someone who was born with deformities and barely ate anything their whole life. If I could breathe through my nose, then I wouldn't have to go to physiotherapy or need to drink energy drinks to function properly.

>>38159696
I'm pissed at my fellow teenagers for not wanting to go see fireworks
I need new friends who actually do shit

>>38161491
>>38161512
Stomach cancer, genetic so I'll probably get it as well. Although I am a degenerate failure of a son, so I guess I'm also cancer.

Can i post even if its not problems?

>>38159743
Feel invisible? Ha I used too, I could speak with them because i didn't understand what they were talking about so I just follow them around. I think many times they let me hang out with them out of pity

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>>38159696
having a hard time deciding whether to tell a bitch to fuck off or not

>>38161594
You know every time you trigger one of those manual thingies then within ten seconds anons like me (not him) blinking, breathing manually, thinking of our hands moving on the keyboard, so much shit as well as reading everything we type in that bastard Morgan Freeman's voice. It's sociopathic and ruins my whole day. Stop it. And it makes me itch and want to brush my teeth and give myself and enema. Believe it or not.

>>38159696

>my ex left me for some dope smoking burn out Jodi while I was away
>I wanted to kill him, but eventually calmed down and tried to move on with my life (pro-tip: I failed)
>now be me two years later when I'm back through town for the summer while I wait for my new post and I'm falling in love with her all over again
What do? I should never have agreed to go for coffee

>>38161643
>normalfag problems
Kill yourself.

>>38161664
Boo hoo, kill yourself, normalfag. This board is for robots.

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>>38161625
>I need new friends who actually do shit

Me too m8.

The problem with this is that more than 90% of people I meet are normie idiots who I hate being around with

If you ever find a trusting non-normie friend, NEVER LET HIM GO

>>38161630
My grandfather died with cancer not too long ago

And my father's side is japanese, and I am not sure but I think that his mother actually got some radiation from Hiroshima. So I am probably fucked as well.

God Help us all

>>38161669
was told to stop lurkin n i did so suck my dick fagget

>>38159852
God won't burn your calories

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>>38161715
Yeah anon. Thanks for posting

People here like >>38161669 are assholes, but it's what we should expect considering it's 4chan.

Anon, keep posting. It makes me happy :)

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my anxiety (apparently it's severe according to my psychiatrist) kicked in the night before an exam tomorrow and I want to cry and scream I fucking hate this, feeling like I'm at the complete mercy of my fucking head

>>38161731
>assholes
Oh no, asking people to post content related to the board. How evil of me. Is it wrong to tell people to only post videogames on /v/ too?

>>38161748
> implying the board was made for your autism

>>38159696
How the fuck is the pic unrelated?

>S-sad bc qt grill talks to me on and off and the last few days have been the off part of that cycle

>>38161779
>made for
What does that have to do with anything? I'm talking about the current board culture. This board is for robots.

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Birb picture unrelated

19 live with a friend at his parents
in between jobs
I feel like shit all the time
Depression really bad
I don't feel compelled to even try anymore besides the fact I don't want to be a fucking parasite to everyone.

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>>38161747
>my anxiety (apparently it's severe according to my psychiatrist)

Do you want to rid yourself of the anxiety? Do you really do?

If so. You should try to change how your brain reacts to stimuli, like, you should change your neural connections to not be alert at all times

What I recommend (You might find it weird, but it totally worked for me) is philosophy and theology. You gotta learn the ways of stoicism (to be courageous and expect the unfortunate, but still carry on) and be religious like Wittgenstein ("for the truly religious, nothing is tragic" mentality) you may not agree with this now, but once you try it (authenthically, giving your best) you will see it will totally solve your anxiety.

>>38161807
>with a friend
Wow, poor you. You have it sooo bad.

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>>38161807
>I feel like shit all the time
Depression really bad

Life is pain m8

Have you tried taking anti depressant pills

>>38160732
>all of r9k is one person
are you stupid or something, what's wrong with you.

>>38161809
Holy fuck that woman is attractive, that short hair + the perfect side boob is simply exquisite.

>>38161797
>this board is self claimed by some faggots
what does that have to do with anything?

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>just got back from watching fireworks
>went to park with sister and a friend
>some douchebag scammed $3 from us and a few other people so we could park somewhere, saw him drive away a few minutes later
>had to carry our stuff across town because we'd never been there before and didn't know where to sit
>finally find a spot, fireworks only lasted like 15 minutes
>had to pack up our shit and walk back again
>stuck in traffic for like 20 minutes because normies kept trying to cross the road

Fuck this shitty meme holiday, never again.

Anyone here smoke to ease the pain?

I just dont want COPD or cancer but i smoke about 6-10 a day. DO you think thats too much? i knew a guy who smoked 3 packs a day for 50 years before cancer

>>38161847
You might fit in better at /soc/.

>>38161192
Set up some goals bro. short term and then long term. don't over think it. sounds like you're lost.

I know the feel of losing all my friends.

>>38161606
I am 20 already lost a year, thanks to some fucking depression who pinned me down, I was also smart pants in highschool actually I was awarded in maths, history, literature and other shit
But uni showed me that my school sucked and i was the only triying hard enough thats why i got good grades. How did you become a brainlet?

>>38161860
i don't actually feel the urge to fit in buddy

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>27
>hkv
>no friends
>tfw people are so jaded they don't want to make new friend making it harder on me

>>38161833
>all women are one person
>all normies/abnormalfaggots are x this/not that
We generalize here all of the time faggot. Generally r9k has been into milfs and gay much more often than young. r9k is all about the good boy points. R9k has mommy issues.

>>38159696
>Crush is with bf right now watching the fireworks go off
You know, sometimes it's not even the fact that I can't do that with her. It's the fact that I can't do that with anyone.
>Even if they break up, she'll always remember that "Hey remember that 4th of July when we watched fireworks together by the sea"
Never in my single life have I had that power. To create in someone else a moment so unforgettable that it becomes eternal, something that lingers in their memories forever. I don't know how that feels like. I don't know how it feels to create a good moment that lasts forever. Why can't I skip to the part when I die alone anyways? This overthinking is poisonous. And yes I'm a sensitive faget I hate that as well but can't change it much

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>>38159696
i feel sad, and im nervous about my test tomorrow. also, i hate myself.

>>38161824
The friend i don't think likes me very much and I think he's just taking pity on me.

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my closest friends are all non-single females
i can't get a girlfriend
home depot keeps cutting my hours

>>38161635
I don't feel invisible, they definitely notice and acknowledge me when I'm around. It's just that sometimes they forget I exist. One of my friends pressured me into making a Snapchat. I made one. I don't see its purpose, the only thing I've used it for so far is to watch my friends do shit without me. I wish I could spend enough time with them to follow them around but they only call me on special occasions. It seems like even that's not true anymore though because I spent both today and yesterday alone.

Fuck friends, I can do this on my own.

>>38161859
i've been thinking more and more about trying something like heroin. i'll never be able to experience sex, so maybe the intense sensation of a high on something like heroin could fill that void.

>>38161832
I don't need to be dependent on some fucked up drugs.

>>38161871
I'm not that guy, but I feel the same. My mental peek was 12th grade when I was 18, but my brain has gone downhill since college. I'm also 20 as well.
Part of the problem is that I don't have any friends in college, classes just aren't as fun/interesting, I'm not as motivated, plus I don't have as much time.

>>38161809
That's a pretty big undertaking, and I'll think about it but at the moment I'm terrified of failing tomorrow and really I'd like to get some sleep right now if at all possible

>>38159696
im a loser in my life, i cant deny it. there's hope, but i have to give up everything that is holding me back. can i do that? will i? all i need to do is do it, but part of me just wants to wallow and die

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABwQTqiEnuY
i used to be a lot like this, and it still shows that that's where i come from. i ust never got up to do things for myself. granted there was crushing depression and horrible feelings, the physical sense of lethargy but still, i didnt do it. then i got into drugs. i'm almost 25, my parents completely support me financially. i dont like them, i prob dont appreciate them enough, im probably spoiled, yet i feel a revulsion to much of what they do, and that caused me to feel shame for a decade. our relationship is still terrible.

things are looking up in my life but i recently got off a big hakuna matata bender and now i have to pick up the pieces. socially im a catastrophe and so i quit a job 2 weeks in bc i fucked up really badly.

i know my problems, i know what i have to do. it's just doing it. i'm so damn close to a happy life, ive grown a lot, but i'm still fucked up. im still childish.

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>>38161871
>How did you become a brainlet?

First of all, I am 20 too, just like you. And I have become some kind of brainlet a few months back. I used to be really intelligent (by my own standards) by reading and studying and being curious of almost everything. I had read over 90 full books WITH annotations in the course of one year and a half and talked really intelligently. One day I went to my room to study but it immediately gave me a very hard headache. I kept on going there and eventually my intelligence started to diminish together with my memory. Now I almost don't read anything and my memory fades easily. I pray that God will help me recover every day.

>>38161985
i meant to post another video about this neet my age, also by that guy. w e im sure you know what im talking about

i forgot to mention i get no pussy. it actually feels terrible

>>38161929
how much do you smoke? im not concerned bout a heart attck in fact that would be okay imo but copd is what would suck or cancer do you think 10 cigarettes a day will result in that?

id like to try heroin but id be afraid id get desperately addicted

I still can't get over her.

I'll never see her again and I really want to come to terms with it but I simply can only present a facade.

>she never even loved me back

I feel like I'm surrounded by negativity, that's mostly brought own by myself, I can't really escape from it no matter how hard I try. It makes every moment for me a fight for positivity, and happiness, I'm starting to take for granted.

So I'm banned on my Wi-Fi, permabanned, for cp when I didnt post any, they denied my appeal, twice, and the only way I can post is on my data, with my pass active, because Google takes fucking 30 years to load, since I went over my limit. If I turn on my Wi-Fi, so threads load faster, it logs me out of my pass for being on a different I.p.

All this trouble to shitpost. I don't know if I'm so incompetent, that doing nothing, is difficult for me, but it gets in the way of interacting with people when I'm constantly fighting with myself just to be able to utter a setence.

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Be warned.

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>>38159696
I don't have any problems desu, I'm on vacation for a month more, I am confident in myself again, stopped smoking a year ago, have gained so much experience it's quite the leap of reality, have a girl back home I want to make my gf, she's ugly but I kind of like her so she'll make the perfect gf and also I just got a driving license which pretty much makes her becoming my gf inevitable if I truly want her.
You know, I've repressed a lot of my childhood, a lot of trauma, and I find it pretty cool how the brain does that, though it still molded me, the repression of the conscious memories let me go and try to build out of my fucked place. I'm very thankful for my childhood and the people who were in it. At a time in my life I even stood up to bullies when I saw them bullying, the funny thing is once a kid getting bullied told me to shove off lmao, robots, stop pushing your failed normie Bro's away, just learn to live together okay?

I only find sexual pleasure in cartoon ponies and i want it to STOP

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I will try to answer the most I can, as promised. So this will be a fairly long post.


>>38161890
>27
>hkv

Oh shit m8. How have you been able to keep on so long being a virgin? Are you fat or ugly? Have you ever thought you might be asexual (no memes, I am serious)

>>38161892

>To create in someone else a moment so unforgettable that it becomes eternal, something that lingers in their memories forever.

The memory is eternal, but the feeling is not
The memory of something will not make the feelings eternal

>This overthinking is poisonous.

Yes, it is. Try some meditation (it isn't a meme)

>>38161952
>I don't need to be dependent on some fucked up drugs.

Yes, you do. You won't change without it. You don't want to change your lifestyle and don't want to change your worldview. So all that is left is the medication.

>>38162067
Just be grateful you' ve had a gf. I am still a KHV virgin. Fucking be thankful to God and pray unto him.

>>38161999
You should definitely start reading again. Also, back when you were really intelligent, did you have friends that you talked to, and now not have them?
I'm this guy here:
>>38161966
and I've been trying to figure out what causes this effect that has happened to other people as well.

Bitchfest hissy fit incoming

I want to be done. I want to get the balls to cash in. I've been actively trying to improve myself for years now and I've side stepped at best in most situations. I'm a doughy ugly limped dick alcoholic introvert addicted to my screen. I cannot play well with others so to speak. I cannot get my shit together. I'm going to be 24 this August with ONE job on the resume. I've got a small stash of mediocre-at-best sketch books and a notebook full of stand up jokes and a story that will never see the light of day. This is all I have to show at 23. I have only 1 close friend and I'm doing a good job of driving him away. My only other friend would be my little brother. Besides the actual fear of death, he's the only thing keeping me anchored to this life. Unfortunately in a mutual drunken stupor, I found out he is in a very similar position. I can count on one finger the people I give a shit about and he's probably at the top. It's disheartening that he waxes and wanes into the crazy angry bipolar depressive area that I'm in.

But I'll wake up late tomorrow. I'll do JUST enough to get by financially. I'll overeat. I'll masturbate. I'll contemplate suicide while refreshing r9k over and over and over and over and I fucking hate myself.

Ok. Done. Sorry about that

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IcTMCVuSfWI

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>>38159696
Look at pic.
Thanks

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>>38161985
>im a loser in my life, i cant deny it.

Me too m8. Me too. But that doesn't mean we cannot become happy. Try putting all of your faith in God and religion. You can be happy even when miserable in life.

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>>38162130
>did you have friends that you talked to, and now not have them?

Yes I had some friends (not really friends, but some acquaintances I met on my university who I used to talk to) also one professor that I really liked that I used to give books that I read to him (I have given him more than 10 books) We used to talk about literature and academic books when there was time in the uni.

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IF ANY FAGS WANT ME TO ANSWER TO THEIR PROBLEMS THAT THEY POSTED

FUCKING SEND THEM BECAUSE I AM STILL RESPONDING

>>38162156
I know this is pretty much blasphemy but sometimes I wonder if God is just disappointed in me. People in my mom's church say "Hey! Don't be sad! You're a son of God!"

Well if I am, a son of God isn't supposed to look like a complete failure.

>>38162238
Yeah, social isolation seems to have quite a negative impact on the human brain. And when I say social isolation, I mean it as when a person doesn't have any meaningful/entertaining conversation with other people anymore.

As inconvenient as it is, having other people is the most important way to become smarter, especially if they are fellow intellectuals.

>>38162276
Sorry mate, you made this a vent thread, this was always a vent thread. Sometimes we don't come for advice, we come just to shout things out loud

>>38159696
I have no food, but it's okay because at least I have a job.

>>38162311
Yeah but pretty much I have kept the relationships and I still talk to them, so that can't be the reason for my cognitive decline.

>>38162292
>Well if I am, a son of God isn't supposed to look like a complete failure.

I used to think exactly like you do right now.

But I have come to realize that probably God didn't create us. He didn't make us, why would he make humanity just so shitty just to make us suffer and laugh at us?

I have come to realize that a creator God probably does not exist, and that he's not watching us over there from the sky. But still, it is still better to BELIEVE IN SOMETHING to keep you from becoming completely hopeless and despaired in life.

>>38162276
yes hello any legal quick fixes to anxiety?

>>38159696
Getting cowboy bebop on DVD was a fantastic idea

>>38162276
Every day I wake up, go to work, go home, and shitpost and play vidya until midnight, go to sleep, and repeat. I'm not a wageslave because I still live in mother's basement, I just want to save up for the unfortunate future where I have to leave. I haven't been anywhere besides home and work in 3 months and I can't remember the last time i talked to a human who wasn't family, a coworker, or a faggot online. Is this something I need to change or should I just keep up living like this?

>>38162292
Kind of makes you more ashamed of what he would think of you, than anyone else, huh? Maybe you could make it up to him somehow, do right by him, or something along those lines. That's how I see it at least.

>>38162135
>>38162276
fucking sent them

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>>38162390
Diazepam or Clonazepam.

Careful though. They are highly addictive and carry many side effects.

>>38162408
>Getting cowboy bebop on DVD was a fantastic idea

What makes you think so? I have stopped watching anime and all sorts of media actually. They just don't make you any better in life. Why waste your time with distractions if you could dedicate your life to spirituality and religion (thus attempting to find God or Nirvana)

>>38162413
>Is this something I need to change or should I just keep up living like this?

YOU NEED TO CHANGE. WE ALL NEED TO CHANGE.

>>38162427
Didn't get what you said

>>38162458
I mean god

>>38162135
I honestly don't know what to say at all.

>>38162493
>I mean god

Oh, ok

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>>38162458
fuck and i actually have some clonazepam prescribed to me but i have depression + brainlet and dont wanna make it worse...

>>38162122
You linked the wrong person anon. But thanks for the (You).

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>>38159696

I'm absolutely obsessed with eliza. I've been combing the archive for rares. Looking everywhere for her videos. I have a huge collection of her. And many rares. I know more about her than anyone. I'm not in love with her tho because I'm a girl and not gay. I want to creep on more cute pale teens once I'm done gone through everything about her. If you can recommend someone else that would be great. Not erica tho.

<3 u eliza

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>>38161966
>>38162130

Is this anon still here?

I kinda liked reading his posts.

I hope he is still around.

I don't think I'll ever find anyone that will love me. I'm 27 and probably unemployable. At least I have you guys though.

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>>38162508
>I honestly don't know what to say at all.

It's aight. Thanks for the (You) anyway. Cheers m8y.

>>38162156
no man that sucks. i already believe in God or whatever this thing is, and the idea is not to be completely cucked by life
you have a plan or whatever for lack of a better term but you have to go and do stuff

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>>38162537
This is what I got anon (female?)

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>>38159696
Everytime I make even a small mistake I feel a long, deep, visceral pang of hatred towards myself and it worsens if someone else finds out or if it affects someone and I'm not sure how to deal with this I feel like someday I will make a mistake I consider so grave I will actaully decide to kill myself and this worries me a little.

>>38162577
This.
It's a big reason i quit even trying

I am 21 years old and have the features of a 13 year old boy. Friendless, dateless, and sexless I think about ending it every single day yet am too stupid to succeed. Whenever I try to change things I get rejected, am made fun of and told to leave by the chads. They have pushed me on the dark path and it's inevitable conclusion.

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>>38162122
>Have you ever thought you might be asexual
TBQH, i've been on no fap for over a month and I haven't craved sex but still want a gf. I've lost a shit ton of weight, eating a hell of a lot better and I'm more confident than ever.

>>38162343
You mentioned that you barely read anything, so you should probably try to read more again if you can. Stress can also be a negative factor, especially if you're procrastinating your school work.
Challenging but interesting subject matters seem to be the best kind of classes to take from my experience, so you might be taking classes you just don't care about anymore.
There's also lots of other minor things I've been looking into, like sleep schedule, food consumption, proper caffeine consumption, environmental factors. Like for example, I noticed my decline was most prominent when I went to the dorm I was at for all of my second year, and I noticed I was much less productive when in my dorm. Plus it's much further from the food place, so I often don't even bother getting proper food since I sometimes am too lazy too, or don't have the time to get food, and resort to trashy vending machine food.
It's hard nailing down all the factors, but it's good to try changing things one at a time.

>>38162615
Makes me feel better knowing someone understands, thank you.

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>>38162547
Are you a NEET at 27, m8?

That really fucking sucks.

God bless you.

>>38162537
I have a folder of this whore. If you want me to share more, give me the word.

>>38162577
You probably have crippling social anxiety. I'd recommend taking anti-depressants and psycho-therapy (unless you find the former to be jew-pills and the later to be pseudo-science)

>>38162618
>I've lost a shit ton of weight, eating a hell of a lot better and I'm more confident than ever.

Good for you anon. I hope that God, wherever you may be, helps you find peace.

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>>38162567
*saved
That silly goose. :)

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>>38159696
u smokin rn?

Admitted to my dad that I walk around the halls during lunch instead of sitting with my peers.

He cried.

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>>38162646
I think this one might be rare too

>>38162639
>It's hard nailing down all the factors, but it's good to try changing things one at a time.

Thanks, m8. I will do what I can. I have gone to the neurologist but he couldn't find a reason for my cognitive decline (he was kind of an asshole about it actually)

I know it is fucking strange but I wanna fucking talk to you again some day. Do you have Steam?

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>>38162644
Post your favorite ones please. Or your rares.

I love this one!

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>>38162687
>Do you have agoraphobia or social anxiety, anon?

Why won't you socialize?

>>38162714
Why are you so obsessed with this bitch? Here you go, anon

I've worked pretty hard this year to escape the black hole that is neetdom, but now that I'm seeing some real progress I keep getting the "oh shit what have I done" feeling.

There is no logical reason for it, but it's really strong.

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>>38162746
> I keep getting the "oh shit what have I done" feeling.

It's part of the process, anon.

It's like recognizing you've done something wrong. It pains the mind but it is a step towards the right direction.

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>>38162730
I've seen that one.
I love pale cuties and she's also got quite an interesting past imo. Plus the sheer volume and of her pictures is neat.

Good amount of friends but never invited to hangout with them. Already starting to feel summer loneliness. Really want to change this situation

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I love minecraft so much it hurts my dick

>>38162696
I do have steam, how do I send you the contact info for it?

>>38161731
These pictures of pretty girls make me feel dead inside.

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MY THOUGHTS ARE SO MUCH MORE DEEP AND WELL CULTIVATED THAN THE ACTUAL THINGS I SAY AND I CAN'T HELP IT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY.

>>38162835
Is it that you have a hard time articulating your words?

>>38162577
>feel like someday I will make a mistake I consider so grave

Im waiting for the opposite

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bruh im not feeli nit rn

>>38159696
wanting to kill myself, need some suggestions senpai. dont have a gun, could hang myself, dont have access to pills to OD on, what else is there? really want to tonight, tired of life

>>38159696
I just turned 20
and I'm browsing this board

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>>38162814
Here m8. This is my steam profile

http://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198031985304/

>>38162915
feel that, did the same thing on my 20th. life does not get better if its not already looking up

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>>38162458
This is my first time watching cowboy bebop and I love the space setting and I love how comfy it can be at first and how later in the episode it becomes more action packed. Not to mention how awesome the intro is and how hype I get before each episode. I don't watch much anime, but when I do I like watching it snuggled up in bed with some ice cream or pizza or something. FeelsGoodMan.

>>38162814
Send me a friend invite and tell me your steam name so I can differentiate you from other anons

>>38162912
http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/carbon-monoxide-co-poisoning


Don't actually do this. This is for educational purposes only.

>>38162916
Ok, I sent the invite.

>>38162994
wrecked my car so thats a no go unfortunatly

>>38162863
I think its a mix of that, and my confidence issues. I always become afraid to say what I think, and I have so much I want to say I feel like I might explode. A thing I often do is rehearse how a conversation will go before I have it only to find all my predictions were wrong and I was completely unprepared.

All I want is the affection of a woman. But I bring absolutely nothing to the table physically, financially, and in personality, so that's just not gonna happen. We all know that feel.

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i just want someone to look at my fucking cock and tell me what they think

for goodness' sake man

>>38162730
I am very a very timid person, time spent sitting with groups of other people who are freinds and who I am an aquaintance at best is a very odd feeling to me. I don't really vocalize that often and sometimes people didn't realise I am there or are just creeped out by me. This feeling is made worse when they talk about things they did with eachother, and I am left throwing in a chuckle or just sitting there. I feel more in the correct place by myself.

>>38162912
Don't kill yourself m8. What do you have to lose?
Just keep living and don't think about killing yourself. You ve got nothing to lose for killing yourself and all of eternity to be dead once you die from natural causes.

>tfw co-workers know I'm a virgin
It's over isn't it?

>>38163005
Any enclosed place (car/tent/room) and a small charcoal grill will kill you. So be careful and don't bbq indoors or in your car. Carbon monoxide will kill you that way.

if i dont like life but am too pussy to kms is it still retarded to smoke cigs they make me feel good but like the other anon said is hate to get breathing problems

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4dKo0l1WzFI

Therapy didn't help out, canceled all future appointments. Feel like shit a lot. Only reason I'm still here is because of family, my 2 friends and some videogames I enjoy dearly. Not much else. It doesn't feel good at all.

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>>38163009
ANON STOP OVERTHINKING

>>38159696

I want to have a job I can sustain.

I'm tired of working somewhere, trying, and still fucking up/ having everyone thinking I'm lazy. Every time I start a new job, I watch everyone start out nice but then slowly lose respect for me as I get ostracized for being incompetent. I usually quit at this point before it creates a negative feedback loop where my performance gets worse and I become increasingly neurotic until I can't function and get fired.

There is only one job I ever had that I actually enjoyed and was good at, and it was part time tutoring community college kids for $10 an hour. I can't really live on that.

Wanna die but feel like a .38 to the side of the head wouldnt be instant and i live next to a police station so id probably be a veggie

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>>38163064
WAITING FOR ALL WORLD TO DESTROY ITSELF AND STOP EXISTING

>>38163024
I got nothing to lose my friend, and thats the point. parents pulled me out of college cuz they think im a worthless druggie, cut off all contact to all my friends for the same reason, keep me locked in the house all day cuz as they say "we cant trust you" but im 20 years old and already been at uni for a year on my own. they wont even let me get a job cuz they think im going to acquire drugs from some one at work. so whats the point? no future, no job, no friends anymore. they think isolation is the solution to depression and everything else im goign through.

>>38163009
kek, I do that too.
I think you just need practice, but easier said than done.

Why the fuck is Planet Coaster still expensive? Fucking devs make it $15 and I'll buy it.

Just venting.

Went to a bar after work on saturday.

I recognized a couple of guys from my old school there, they were in a different class than me so I dont know them, but we recognized each other and I felt like having a chat.

Time went by and I was outside having a cigarette with one of the guys and suddenly things started to get odd. He was really drunk and started asking really odd questions

and it suddenly hit me that he was hitting on me. Or that he thought that he I was hitting on him. Which he didnt seem to mind, but the cat was out of the bag and he knew it.
I told him I didnt felt that way about guys, but I could tell that he got really stressed about it.
He asked me to promise to not tell his friends or his girlfriend about it (which I dont know, but he was drunk and covering all bases)

After a bit of awkward conversation, he got up and joined his friends inside where I assume they got even more drunk throughout the night.

I didnt feel like drinking anymore and the bar was pretty dead so I went home.

I just feel really bad for the guy because I know he comes from one of those really conservative christian families who disowns you if they were to find out, and theres nothing I can do to help him out of it. He seems like a nice guy.

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>>38163137
What the fuck are you talking about?

origi

i wish i had more beer but i dont and i cant drive so i cant get more beer and 10 mcdoubles. i wish there was no other people except who i chose to be here. i wish i could kill people in an instant and only keep the people that liked me alive

>>38163198
I think he's talking about a game similar to rollercoaster tycoon.

I gave up on life awhile ago, but float by on the safety net of a somewhat wealthy parent. I dated when I was younger, and had one reasonably long term relationship, but I've been dry for quite a few years, partially because I've become intensely introverted, and I consistently try to recover from extreme social anxieties.

Sometimes I'm better than others, but I've also burned bridges. Via selfishness, fear, and cowardice.

>>38163198
OP said post your troubles, so I'm posting that I'm troubled by the price of planet coaster.

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Im high as shit texting a qt fembot im going to fuck the shit out of
I love it

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Sorry for attention whoring lads.

>girlfriend is best friend from elementary
>very emotionally fucked due to trauma from an early age (father murdered when she was 6) and being a fraternal twin and constantly being compared and being considered "the dumb, lazy, troublemaking one"
>struggled with coming to terms that she was a lesbian, ostracized by her popular friends in high school and bullied to an extreme degree because of her reactions to it. used to literally get sick after sex because she was disgusted with herself
>suffers from really bad episodes of depression
>attempted suicide twice
>get back together with her last month after she herself broke up with me for a year because she believed I deserved better
>gets convinced to go to therapy by a new friend
>is actually improving in life and seems genuinely happy for the first time in years
>doesn't contact me at all for a day and a half, finally answers her phone yesterday with a jaded tone and dodgy, yes or no answers
>talk to her sister later (very good friend of mine) the same day, she hasn't left her room for the past two days, only to get small things to eat and go to the bathroom
>get to her house this morning, just chilling downstairs with her sister (mother has to work on the fourth so nobody else is home), waiting to check up on her
>she wakes up I assume and walks down to get food
>locks eyes with me, again gives dodgy answers and goes to her room and slams the door shut
>go to her room and try to talk to her through the door
>she's going through another episode
>spent 5 hours talking to her through a door as she's rambling about how she's trash and holds people back, a mistake, won't ever get better, disgusting etc and how she's too fucking scared to kill herself
>managed to get her to sleep after she literally couldn't cry anymore and was only gasping
>have just been sitting outside of her door for the rest of the day to make sure nothing fucking happens

Happy fourth everybody!

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>was set up to be the big "alcoholic monster"
>got beer for the fourth of july
>had a few
>outed by everyone in the family except for my mother
>been trying so hard to get my life straight, got my learners permit and looking towards a job
>my family looks upon me in shame, knowing that i'm just an alcoholic piece of shit, which i am not
>no way to do anything about it

"
So I will stand here with my shoulders square and tall,
And when the whistle blows, not falter,
But when the crash comes I will fall.
With so much steam and steel behind it,
I won't slow it down at all."

>>38163539
didn't read lel

>>38159696
Well, I'm a mexican (caucasian because almost all my family is european) who lived in Switzerland for 7 years.
Now I'm back to Mexico, it's was chock but 1 year has passed now i'm used to, even if I miss the nature(I'm in Mexico city) and have sometimes nostalgia.
After 6 months I got a girlfriend who was the first person with I passed more than 2 dates (I was a not self-confident boy)
I feel really well with her and we are having a great relationship.
I did lost my virginity with her and have never really be in a relationship with an another girl and since I've been back to mexico,I found
that I am a really pretty boy in "mexicans standard", more than in Europe.
Girls try to have a chat with me when I take my dogs to the park, get a lot more looks in the streets and in the metro and have even received
compliments.
My girlfriend is kind a obsessed with me, and all goes really good. I'm someone who never looks after conflict and we both aren't jealous persons at all we got trust.
I really think we could last a lot together and we love each other.
But i feel frustrated because I please to a lot of women and I am young now (18) and I think I could profit more now. My girlfriend made more self confident and helped me to realize that i'm (at least for mexicans) handsome

>>38163614
GO BACK TO EUROPE ANON

IT IS A LIFETIME CHANCE

>>38163539
wah so much depression. Should go to a psy.

>>38159984
Well I know now where I want to live.

I asked out a coworker of mine today, had to come in to speak with the manager and she happened to be covering a shift for someone so I took my chance after speaking with the manager. Got rejected so I guess I'm feeling a bit down. was the first time in four years that I tried asking someone out. Oh well.

>>38163709
what do you mean my dear anon?

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Hey OP here.

I am kinda tired now so I am gonna go to bed

Some other day I will make another thread like this and answer all of your questions

Peace. God be with ye, fellow robots.

I'm starting to stutter, forget words, both in my main language and in english, I can't seem to remember what I did yesterday, I also tend to stutter a lot and forget how to type/say things.

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>>38159696
>Went on a camping trip set up by my crazy whore coke addicted boss
>Ger fucked up and the proceed to fuck my boss, inside of the tent with other 4 sleeping coworkers
>She moaned loud as fuck and I cummed into her without a condom
>everyone in the office knows I fucked her
>I'm scared of having a std now
Her pussy was really really tight sloppy and wet, I really want to fuck her again, but I digress, I was genuinely disgusted of it for a while, she a chubby girl, I actually lost my virginity to my first boss in my first job, It's like I'm in a fucking movie or something, I was to see her naked and fuck around with every inch of her body, I've ascended to normie hood and now people respect me, she actually told me I had a very long cock which was kinda cool, I went balls deep in the paint.

what the fuck do u want op

>>38163863
Do you have an idea about what made that to you?
Accidents, drugs, genetics?

>>38163909
I don't know, I have never done any drugs, and I'm pretty sure it's not my genetics, I also haven't been involved in an accident that hit my head

Want to get drunk and high as shit so I can pressure myself into killing myself
>inb4 well obviously you don't really want to die if you're posting about it/have to pressure yourself
Maybe but I don't care
Problem is I can hardly stand drinking. Got alcohol that I used to be able to drink straight that now makes me sick as soon as I drink or even smell some. Trying to get over this

>>38164054
Also have to wake up at 6, and debating sleeping in 100 degree weather or staying up until then.

>>38159732
my mother is too sometimes.

i want to move out into a place of my own but my job i don't think pays enough for a place of my own and i don't really have anywhere else to go.

im in an online relationship with someone in another state but they don't really have the means to afford their own place either however they are in collage so maybe sometime in the future but they've told me it hasn't been going to well for them

but at the same time i feel like my mother needs me, i have to pay for her meds because she has disability. i wouldn't know what would happen to her if i left.

i don't know what i want to do with my life

the only thing i every really cared about was video games, but i don't think i want to make video games as a career. i don't really know any kind of programming and at most i'd just be an idea guy.

i wish i lived in a different world

sup

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KAExa9P7hME

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>>38159696
Why am I so ugly and what can I do to fix it.

I wish I could pay someone to take math 098 for me. That would open up so many options in my life

how can i tell if im attractive or not? i feel like i look like shit in the mirror but good in the camera, and some people irl say im good looking but i feel like im not so im confused

>>38159825
>Thinks he has a chance with a teenage girl
Ahahahahhaha

>>38164226
If people have said you're good looking, that's already more that what I've gotten in that regard, so you might actually be good looking.

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>>38159696

I think I'm banned, though. Sorry my robot brothers, I betrayed the kek.

May Pepe forgive me.

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FUCK I WANT TO BE A KID AGAIN I FEEL I WILL NEVER BE AS HAPPY AS I WAS AS A KID

i want to become a wagie but i live in a small town so i cant apply online how tf am I supposed to go in and talk to someone without having an anxiety attack wtf

Took a semester off so i can make some money to pay my fee for next term. Not gonna be able to, gonna get deported. No friends or gf btw

>>38159696
literally sitting here stroking my hard cock rn

>>38164275
Seeing as how I put down THAT Link, you'd figure I was implying the puzzle is too strong.

>>38161049
Try (or at least look into) fecal transplants. Uncle does bioinformatics for cdc. Worked on fecal transplant stuff for awhile. Seemed to think it might help with crohn's, when i talked to him about it.

Also might help with fatness, for some people.

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>>38159825
>30's
>living with parents
>broke
>obese

>wants prime pussy
choose

Hay, I have a crush on a slutty waitress, and she shown interest on me before...but her interest might have burnt out.

A piece of my heart wants to ask this waitress out, but I;m too autistic, and she's too social.

wtf should I do? I've never thought of getting a chick outside of work, but it looks like the only option, except the problem there is that it's much harder to get a woman from outside my realm at work.

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My fucking bass drum is not working and i tried to fix it and nothing.

pic related

REEEEEEEEEEEEE

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My pupper died after having him for a day he choked on his owm vomit after being neutered and coming home to see him not breathing (pic is him)

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Looks like a thread for me. Here's my pay stub for may

>>38164769

lol dude, not OP but puppies need a shitload of attention.

Also, i'm sorry for your loss.

>>38159696
feeling the end of my days is near yet they tell me it only just starting. they call it a "dry spell". but it seems like the 6 months of my life in which I was in a relationship has been the only ones worth living. I work 5 days a week for little pay but that doesn't bother me. I work so that I can meet people not make money. I meet over 200 people a day and not one of them sticks. I work in a pharmacy that is extremely understaffed so I only have 2 people that I can talk to, but living in such a sterile environment makes me feel like I cant even hint at how I feel. if I leave they are going to go under but every day I can only think about killing myself. I'm considering putting myself in inpatient but I fear that I won't be able to get out if I do that.

There is only one solution to my problems. You cannot help me

>>38164799
That's a shitty salary m8

Where do you live in Russia?

>>38159732
Vegan-gains-man is a psycho

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>>38159696
hi op, I'm thinking of building a shack in the woods and just living there on my own. only problem is no power/internet unless I can get a long ass ethernet/power cable.