The only way I can get turned on is if I'm imagining being a girl. I'm not transsexual or gay - I don't feel any attraction towards men, and in my day-to-day life I'm pretty happy being male. But the only way I can get off is if I imagine myself being a girl doing really feminine things. Not necessarily sex, although that is a component, but basically just BEING a girl is what appeals to me. I roleplay with people online pretending to be a girl sometimes to satisfy this urge (although the guy I've been talking to recently has been really shitty at replying lately, and I don't really have anyone else to message) and I read a lot of stories about this online - mostly being forced to become a girl through magic or hormones or whatever bullshit. Even when I'm jacking off to a picture of some girl, I'm not imagining fucking her, I'm imagining being fucked AS her. Am I the only one like this?
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originalioedipus
Done that like twice both times when I was really drunk, think it was a phase for me desu
>>38134518
Done what twice?
Also I don't think it's a phase, I've been like this for almost a decade now. First time I jacked off as a kid was about the same thing, I remember it pretty vividly. I don't have any issues being like this, I'm just wondering if anyone else is like me
>>38134312
I think Im becoming like you
>>38134565
What websites do you use (if any)?
>>38134587
I never used websites to act like a girl I just started fantasizing more and more about being the girl (not a fucking tranny) when I jack off to porn
>>38134312
that's one of the shittiest feelings, because every opinion you get is something extreme like: people automatically assuming you're transgender, porn addiction, or you're prison gay because of being alone all the time, and other dumb shit, which you can't even relate to.
i used to have similar fantasies at some point in my teens (i didn't RP or anything of that because I'm shy even online), but in your case it seems like you've been like this all your life.