>be me >have birthday >got a postcard from grand ma

Do not try to delude yourself. No one likes you. Don't try to spin it and twist it in your head for the next 10 years that it's somehow your fault and you should just become a pickup artist or wear different cologne or get a new hairstyle.
Your parents and their clinging to their desperate attempt to make everything appear normal in your life are distracting you from the truth that you have been raised by morons as a sack of flesh devoid of everything good on this earth
Your grandma is a piece of shit and just cares about herself being a good grandma, like every woman, she doesn't actually care about more than your basic survival.

Accept this now, nothing is ok in your life. Stop the circus around you, rip off the curtains and see the horror show for what it is and was.
Meet your parents and false friends smiles with contempt, flip over the playing board and stop smiling for the camera.

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>>38090102
holy shit

10/10 accurate

>>38090102
you're not wrong, but
>you have been raised as a sack of flesh devoid of everything good on this earth
why?

when a birthday happens they get a notification that there is a birthday, that's all.

It's kind of funny how we're being turned into techno drones already.

>>38090285
Human beings are social creatures and therefor positive social interaction is the highest treasure in life. OP has none of it. His plate is empty.
>two mothers of my "friends" congratulated me, nothan else
This is enough to realise that OP is undesirable to society and needs to focus all his energy on bringing about as much drastic change as possible in all areas of his existence as fast as possible, starting with not accepting the shit his parents and friends made him into.

>>38090102
Pretty good comment normie.
Stop deluding yourself that anything in life matters and accept that reality doesn't exist and it is just whatever your concious mind observes through your eyes and ears then transfers as pointless guesses of what the hologram looks like and everything that you think you are is just electricity in your brain and when the electricity stops you become plant fertilizer, which is just as valuable as you, me or the greatest of geniuses who ever lived

>>38090457
I am the OP, I'm not ready to accept that it is my parents fault that I'm all alone, even if it's true. I mean, both my siblings have a relationship and are successful.
>drastic change
is it 'cus interaction = highest treasure?

>>38090617
it's so you don't suffer for the next 10 years cus you tried to rationalise your situation.

>>38090617
Don't get sucked in the matrix by >>38090457 anon.
Accept that you are a human programmed to control the population of animals and plants.
Accept that your point in life is to consume as much food as you can and procreate, so your genetic code(you) can continue to eat food. Accept that you don't have an actual conciousness and are just a good genetic code that has survived long before the current representation of it(you).
Accept that you want the validation of the group because that is what your successful genetic code is telling you is best for its survival. Be sad if you want to, be happy if you want to. It is all just dust in the end. Make the illusion of freedom. Be free.

>>38090777
I know this, I just want to feel better. Right now it's like I would have never existed at all, my genetic offspring cannot be reproduced with out a partner, and I can't get a partner as my social life is nonexistant. I'm just trying to comfort myself that from these thoughts. It serves as an escape tool.
>>38090771
So I must become a normie and socialise? Right now my social interaction(not counting family) are 99% on Discord or Snapchat with a dutch, an arab, and an irish. I'm scared to go beyond my comfort zone(bars/hit on people), and it feels so shallow to just keep going after the first inevitable rejection..
I'd try dating apps if it wasn't for the fact that my town is like 16k pop and I'd be outed as an even more loser.

>>38090975
I guess I was wrong, you do sound quite content with your situation. I was wrong to be reminded of my own attempts at rationalising my shit life when I was 18 when I read "maybe im jealous.".

>>38090777
>I don't need happiness for I have transcended my humanity with scientific insight

>>38090975
So if you understand that you are just a random gene floating in conciousness you can choose to be happy. Be happy what is stopping you? If your ultimate goal in life is to be happy a.k.a take care of your gene's wishes then do it. You have to understand that nothing is stopping you. You can be happy right now.

>>38091255
Accept that all emotions including happiness are for animals, children and idiots.

>>38091328
try starving for 1 day and say that dumb teenager shit again
you are not above your human nature even if you try to come off as such.
Ask yourself, if your posts weren't complete bullshit try-hard nonsense, why you don't see people following your easy plan for stoic happiness.
Because you will always be a slave to your human nature and always crave what humans crave.

>>38089819
I disabled facebook birthday shit years ago, no fucking thanks desu

Just try to make the drastic changes (fitness for example) now, because in 10 years it won't matter anymore if you try to change.

>>38089819
lol please tell me that pic is a shoopdawoop

>>38093419
Oh god, I looked it up, it's real. Jesus Christ, they aren't even within a 1000 miles of *any* of them.