tfw I will never be happy in my life, never become a normie or

Nope lol. Im in the same boat and even a therapist doesn't help. Doctor doesn't care.

My life is fucked. I wish I had a way to guarantee my death by suicide.

you don't need to make anything of value to other people just make things you like

>>38079254
Hanging yourself pretty much guarantees you death if you do it correctly but it's just nasty.

I'm still too big of a pussy for a suicide.

>>38079378
I was considering drowning. I'm moving to coastal scotland soon and I think if I just went far north and walked into the ocean, swim as far as possible, then when I just can't swim anymore i'd dive and breath in water

I like swimming and I think it would be a good way to die because it isn't violent.

>>38079475
It's terrible way to die actually
Just imagine choking with water and can't taking breath.

I would like to die in some distant place far from other people, where no one could find my body.

>>38079607
and how are you going to die? Wait for a cougar to rip your neck apart?

I'm not sure if i'd even try using a gun. Just because of the chance of surviving with extreme brain injuries.

>>38079188
You don't have to be a normie to create something of value.

>>38079631
by hanging most definitely

It would be nice to stay in a forest couple of days and contemplate before i would kms.

>>38079703
I know but I'm too depressed to do something constructive with my time.
I can't find joy with anything

>>38079729
Tell me your story. How did you end up this way?

>>38079188
I know that feel. Lets seek for help together.

>>38079764
I've been like that throughout most of my life

>get born in a shitty dysfunctional family
>have problem with human contact since the early age
>get bullied at high school
>become neet and have no human contact outside of 4chan
>year by year become more and more asocial
It's slippery slope, and I'm probably beyond saving at this point

>>38079795
I wish you good Anon, be strong and try to improve.

>>38079188

Use Tulpamancy to alter your impulses until you become addicted to positive habits.

>>38079188
Tell me, anons
Is your nose constantly plugged up? If you looked up your nose right now, do you just see a massive blockage?
This is a serious question btw. Sleep apena is a serious condition.

>>38080124
So basically I should made myself an imaginary friend and talk to myself in order to feel better?

So why should it matter if your not a normie OP? Eventually were all going to die so it's not like being normal or weird will make a difference.
Just find something you enjoy and do it till you can't do it anymore rinse and repeat until your dead