>Be looking at an old baby photo book of me from '96
>I looked so happy and naive
>Feels like Im looking at a completely different toddler
>My (dead) mom had so much hope for me from her description in those photos
>"Maybe his face is common like the rest of the kids his age..."
>"...but his smile makes him completely different from the rest."
>"His smile is genuine and spontaneous. My baby is filled with love and joy...it brings me to tears when I see him smile"
>Break down crying hard
>I wish that toddler would never go through the hardships and losses I went through in my life
>Lonliness, isolation, empitness, and depression
>...but he did
>beginning at the age of 6 when his own mother died of cancer
>Never got along with anyone because he was shy and outspoken
>Only then he realized that the only person that would ever unconditionally love him was his mother...
>...the only person who gave him that genuine and spontaneous smile.
>>38013110
fuck you OP i didn't come here to feel. now i'm sad thanks.
This story hit me with feels hard, my mother died right before I turned six, it's something that most people will never understand anon. You're strong for surviving all that and still being here, a lot of robots would have killed themselves already
>>38013110
>attention whores on r9k and expects empathy
Fuck off bitch
>>38013195
>attention whoring
>as if tranny threads and fembot threads are any better
kys you retarded piece of shit
>>38013110
Why are you telling us this bitch?
This isn't your blog
>>38013110
I'm sorry for you. I can't really empathize, I had the luck of growing up with two loving parents.
>>38013110
>>38013317
Just know that life is not over and that you may find a girl who will give you the same spontaneous smile you seek.
>>38013282
>Being le edgy is my humor
Must really suck to be at the shallow end of the gene pool.
>>38013282
Oh I'm sorry, are blogs still a thing, or were they fucking killed by Facebook and clickbait like every other good thing on the internet
Fuck you