>don't self insert as the girl
>feel lonely and realise a girl hasn't and will never do this to my cock
>get an intense yearning for companionship that can't be fulfilled
>my dick starts to go soft
>quickly self insert as the girl instead
>imagine myself sucking the cock
>imagine the feel the cock on my lips instead of the girls lips on my cock
>feel less lonely
>dick gets hard again
>still think the girl is beautiful after I cum and wish we could have a moment like this together
Its strange, when I go outside I'm never attracted to men. Instead I find myself staring at girls, seeing how they walk, smelling the air as they pass me it usually ruins my day because I'm left thinking about what I can't have.
How do I stop letting this distract me and stop these faggot thoughts seeping into my head? I've tried nofap but even after the first week it just becomes unbearable to do anything because I'm constantly thinking about cumming
>>38012827
find ugly gf. then slowly progress towards prettier ones. you have to learn to love uggos first
>>38012827
It's autogynephilia, anon. Either stop watching porn or transition.
I don't think its a big deal, self inserting as the girl is fun and different from the usual imagining of pounding away at holes.
>>38012827
wow op, are you me?
>>38012869
i'd feel bad getting an uggo gf only for the reason so that i can get comfortable with a girl. not op
>>38012827
AGP AGP AGP
>>38013408
Dont listen to him, thats desperate normie advice. They all come from a mindset of not being validated without sex, so they fuck the easiest thing they can just to say that they did.
>>38012827
Sounds like me, i can only fap to hentai anymore because real girls reminds me what i am not having even though young man like me should be, but with anime girls i feel like they truly are there for me and i am for them
sucking cock is attainable, getting a pretty girl to suck your cock isn't
that's why