What did they do to you, anon?
What could they possibly have done for you or to you?
thought my life was going to have a big change. thought I was becoming chad. But it all just backfired
>go to party for first time in a while, get really drunk
>some girl starts talking to me, going well and I end up in a bed eating her out and fingering her. most I have done with a girl.
> time passes, feeling good.
> all of a sudden the guy tells me to get the fuck out his house because apparently that was his little sisters bed we were in
> get told there was blood on the sheets and that I ate a girl out on her period.
> Was actually a different girl on her period that did shit with my friend after me
> Obviously I get the blame and now everybody thinks I licked a bloody pussy.
Just as I thought I was going to make it in life It all gets ruined by my asshole friends. fuck trying to be chad
>>37922581
Nah, man. Your friends are pussies. If you chilled with cool people, they would think you were a badass for eating a girl out on her period AND doing it on that cuck's little sister's bed. You have my respect, anon.
>>37922623
Thank's anon. I need friends like you
>>37922581
It always seems to backfire. There has to be a rubberband karma system in place
>>37923285
yep. as soon as we make an effort it all fucks up and we go back to square one
I'm such a fuckup holy shit op holy shit holy shit I don't know how much more I can handle
What do I do? What can I do? What the fuck man what the FUCK is this?
I just want to be good at something
>>37921706
I'm done getting burned by women
I just don't care anymore, I feel nothing
>>37921706
"I just want to be good at something"
this right there, i just suck.
>>37924189
Faggot
dOriginarioD
i have zero motivation for anything and it hurts
I still believe in unicorns. Cant let go thinking that there are undiscovered secrets in this world. I dont actually believe but if i stop i would kill myself.
im thinking about what will happen when the unlink on the first july starts
https://youtu.be/F7uL0wOdPt8
>>37924175
>I just want to be good at something
damn... relatable
>>37921706
I think there's something seriously wrong with me.
>date girls
>they always say I'm the best they have 6'2, 8" cock, nice jawline, 160 lbs, smart and have a good voice.
>find little things I don't like and give them shit
>watch them cry and beg for me
>this turns me on and I fuck the shit out of them while they still cry
>next day feel good
>be nice to gf for about 2-3 weeks
>start it over again
>I've had about 6 gfs and I've done this constantly
why can't I be nice and or why can't I find a perfect good moral girl? I think its my ego and I might be a slight sociopath since I love fighting, I'm so good at it and watching them cry and beg is better than sex to me. I like seeing how far I can go like this one time I dated this Mexican girl and I said I was racist and she was like really mad at me for it and I told her I'm done and she begged for me back. Another was this white girl who I accused of cheating on me (even though I did). I know what I'm doing is bad but, its what makes me happy. Can I ever fix this?
tfw doing shit full-time retail job to facilitate renting a flat because as a virgin with no gf, no friends or real hobbies/interests it's the only thing I've 'achieved' in life.
Slaving away for jews so I can line some paki's pockets for the honour of living in his spare property.
>>37922581
I was going to become a Chad too. About last year everything seemed fine. Then I realized. How lonely I was. My only excuse to stop being shy was to turn into the weird funny dude in class. Then I got rejected and I got depression. Sucks to be a failed Chad.
>>37922581
A period only stops a sentence, anon.