>hate shitty retail job that I worked at for 40-50 hrs a week

You a manager?

Gonna pick up a trade or something ?

>>37899745
No, but I was on track to be promoted to one.

>>37899755
I don't know. I just want my life to change. I want something different. I couldn't stand the monotony anymore. I could feel it killing me.

lol hope you don't plan on adding them as previous employers retard

>>37899821
I realize it was a rash decision for this choice, but I feel like if I didn't completely rip the security blanket out from under my feet that I would never find the motivation to actually change anything.

>>37899807

>doing something stupid and drastic without any real plans

This is how you fuck up your life, Anon. Go back to the store and apologize. Even if you don't get your job back, it's the principle that counts.

>>37899894
*for this reason

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>>37899922
I won't let myself. I can't do that shit anymore. I will force myself to find another way. It's the only way I'll ever learn to take care of myself. If I can get myself out of this situation, I can get myself out of anything.

>>37899725
Good on you OP.
Sometimes life works out better when you just do impulsive shit.

>>37899725
lets start with something simple
best case scenario (but realistic), what do you want in your life?

>>37900004
Thank you. I did this to prove that I can be independent and self-sufficient and get myself by without relying on anyone else, but it's nice, I must admit, to hear some outside reassurance.

>>37899982

So what are you gonna do other than do drugs and bitch on 4chan?

>>37899725
>he quit his job on a bad note without something else lined up

I know you got sick of it, but you know whats worse than being a wagecuck? Being a broke cuck.

>>37900032
I have no idea. I've had three bad acid trips in a row now (two of them being high doses) and my brain has never been in more disarray. I feel nothing but dissociation and despair 24/7. I numb myself with weed every day just so I don't have to feel my emotions, but that doesn't work anymore. There is not a single thing I enjoy in life anymore. I want nothing but to kill myself, but I can't give up. I don't know what I'm looking for anymore, but I know that if I give up again, then I will always be miserable.

>>37899922
lmao yeah that must be the only minimum wage job in the world whatever will he do

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>>37900133
have you considered collecting anime mug mugs?

Good shit op, I've done what you've done before. It's a work in progress, everything takes time. I walked out on a 20 dollar an hour job with nothing to fall back on except some savings. Wouldn't ever go back.

>>37900182

OP's just gonna sperg out at another job if he doesn't shape up, Anon.

>>37900194
oh no, that must be the only two minimum wage jobs in the world whatever will he do

>>37899725
Damn anon I really feel, had an awful 6g shroom trip made me quit my job too, made me feel out of place and hopeless just like you.
I quit smoking weed, cigs and taking anything and learned to meditate and I'm feeling a bit better and more on track.
My best advice is that time is the greatest healer and just quit the psychs and hallucinogens for a while, you gotta balance your brains chemicals before you start adding new ones.
I believe in u anon it's all your willpower and if u have the power to quit like that u can do something else corrective too.

>>37899807
Do you have enough in savings to be able to take the time to find something you like ?

why didn't you just work less hours?

>>37900133
This is going to sound very cliche, but from what you said, I have a feeling your life will get better if you get off drugs. It seems like it's developed into an addiction at this point.
I'm trying to ditch my porn addiction. So far it's been 9 hours.
But anyway, I think your life would improve if you stopped because suppressing emotions that way probably does more harm than good.

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I quit my 3rd shift warehouse job because I was so miserable.

I told myself I would do this or that, but as soon as I got a taste of being neet I knew it was over.

I need pills, therapy, and whatever else just to get me to function normal in society.

I wish we weren't so messed up.

>>37900192
>>37900242
Thank you two anons and I guess >>37900218 too. I truly appreciate it.

>>37900280
Because there'd be no one else to fill up the gaps if I did.

>>37900218

Okay OP, have fun quitting minimum wage jobs one after the other because you're an emotional wreck who can't handle work and has no idea what else to do with life.

>>37900375
>implying driving from city to city and working at places you don't give a fuck about isn't fun

you could do whatever you wanted

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>>37899725
>Be me
>22
>Get kicked out
>Live a shitty life for 2 years
>Decide to get a job
>Find an old friend from high school who owns a computer repair shop
>Become a major stoner
>Things go great for a while
>Shop looses hella money
>Every customer we have ever gotten tried to ruin all of are lives and forcibly try to close down the shop
>Win every battle with every customer
>TFW winning only make me depressed
>Try to quit but get rapped up in so much legal bullshit that quitting would only get me prison time
>Try to take drugs to make me feel better
>Realize that taking drugs while depressed only makes me more depressed
>TFW there is no possible way out of this mess
>Get involved with the government
>Government helps me out of this
>Weed never felt so good in my life
>Now unemployed and don't have a direction to turn
I know how you feel man
Enjoy the opportunities you get when Unemployed
Now that you have more time on your hands use it to find what you really need in life
Don't let your position get you down
Take life by the balls and make it your bitch

>>37900341
OP here. Please don't do this to yourself, anon. Please. Please find something to do. Please find something that brings you joy. Real joy. Not a fake one. I know that both of us have the strength to manifest a better life. A genuinely happy one. I don't want to do this without you. I will probably never speak with you again once this thread dies or one of us stops replying, but I truly hope you will be happier some day. I know you will.

>>37900403

Well finally you have an actual goal. Road tripping can be fun, but it can be miserable, depending. Based on your information you're probably too weak to handle its troubles. Though maybe you'll shape up over time.

>>37900463
op here. that isn't me, but nice try trying to spread misery.

>>37900413
Thank you, anon, I will try my very best

>>37900506

I'm not trying to spread misery, I'm trying to be truthful. The way you're thanking everyone, I see you've obviously made this thread just to create a hugbox for yourself.

Listen, I've seen too many people have their lives ruined because they have 0 direction and whenever they are lead into one they do something stupid and sabotage themselves. They're usually fine if they're easy going and life an "in the moment" lifestyle, not everyone has to be on the way to wagiecorp or something, but you sound like a horrible mess.

So honestly, answer my question, what are you going to do?

>>37900659
At least op is aware he's in a bad situation and wants to improve it. Also, from reading this thread, sometimes a "hugbox" can be what someone needs to push them to be better.

I have a friend that just graduated high school. He has absolutely no plan for his life and sees absolutely no purpose in having a plan. A few weeks ago, I had to explain to him the difference between renting something and buying it.

From what I can tell, I think op is doing a much better job.

>>37900659
Don't be so quick to judge
Most people don't choose their lives
OP is obviously at a point in his life where he doesn't know what to do or where to go
I can't blame him for making this thread

>>37899725
I think the best advice I can give is not to try and make a change but to change what he lets happen to him
To figure out what change you should make might have been one of the most difficult choices in my life
Don't make a choice it will only make you more depressed
Try to go places
Find new doors to open instead of trying to make the door yourself

>tfw going to quit my mcdonalds job because a lot of shitty managers I hate working with started to share my hours but I can't just walk out because I need them as a reference

Just one more week. I fucking hate Mexican managers, all of the white and asian ones don't give me shit.

It is all about the fucking mentality!

Tell yourself that you can do it, instead of you can't do it. Or else you will just never try. GRAB life by the pussy! fuck bitchess too