Why haven't you killed yourself yet? Would you if it

>>37896355
I don't know. Everytime I tried or wanted to I just had one last bit of hope that someone who actually cares will come into my life, I'm rich, 6'5, fat with a pretty good looking face. Never had a girlfriend and not even money can get me a one night stand with someone who isn't a prostitute. I'd kill myself if it was easy and painless.

>>37896412
>tall
>rich
You atleast have something going on for you. Try being a poor-ish kv manlet and you would understand it gets a lot worse.

If I knew there was something after death like heaven, then I'd kill myself immediately.

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>>37896412
cause i am a piece of shit

>tries to kill self
>fails

>>37896355
I want this board to stay alive. It will die without posters.

>>37896450
It doesn't make me happy, I never had anyone to comfort me when I was a kid since my dad was a drunkard who would just beat my mom 24/7 and I just took care of myself. Sometimes I see couples hugging and kissing, I'd trade anything for that. I don't know what hugging someone else is like so I just fall asleep every night crying and hugging my blanket, I hate living alone with no fucking purpose. What's the point of having everything but the 1 thing you wish for the most? I reached my personal endgame, I can't improve at this point.

>>37896355
Because I like weed, anime, and video games too much. And the NEETbux are keeping me supported.

>>37896355
this is kinda personal dontcha think

>>37896355

>it'd give my enemies a reason to be happy.
>I'm only 20, there's no way I've discovered all that life has to offer
>I got my first gf and lost my virginity two years ago.
>Said gf wasn't hot, so maybe I'll get a hot gf one day
>Not leaving this world until I have at least one kid of my own

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>>37896355
>painless
>easy

sign me up, these hurdles are the only reason I have not killed myself

>>37896634
How it was? How did you try it?

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Don't know
Got super drunk last night and left a hole in my bed with a .44
Didn't even know it was double action
Scared the shit out of me but just panicked and went to sleep
Luckily no repercussions somehow
>pic fucking related

>>37896851

>be me,pathetic 15 y/o
>don't know shit about pills
>took 12 pills of "paracetamol" when nobody was in the kitchen
>went out for a run
>swallowed some more pills while running
>felt really sick
>went home
>almost passed out
>puked for 2 days
>could barely walk, eat or sleep
>my mom thought i was sick
>i played along

it was like nothing happened...

>>37896742
>Not leaving this world until I have at least one kid of my own
And so the shithead circle continues. No one should ever kill themselves if they have children. The moment you make that decision your life is no longer your own to end.

I don't think most people here should have children anyway. They can't even sort their own lives out never mind raise a child. Pure vanity for no reason.

I'll miss all of the cool future shit

>>37897223
>paracetamol
shit m8 you could've died a slow, painful death of liver failure.

>>37897362
I honestly don't know what to say haha I didn't know shit back then, it was so impulsive. and stupid.

>>37897223
i think i googled that for someone here once, it would take like 600 pills to kill an average person

>>37897362
i guess i'm lucky cause i didn't want to die slowly

>>37897521
Hmm 600 seems like way too many. Surely 50 or something would do the job

>>37897537
nobody wants to die slowly

>>37896654
every time i see a nice couple, i hope they die or that i die at that moment. i'm also 6'5 and fat btw

>>37897677
>6'5 and fat
Seriously, how do you even get fat at that height? You Americans are on another level I swear.

>>37896355
I'm scared I might fuck up and end up as a vegetable

only shot a shotgun once and it was so loud ny ears rang for a day and even though i own a double barrel id be afraid it wouldnt be instant

if i ever did it i think slugs would be better than buckshot

>>37897521
>>37897582
just googled it and according to this website (https://patient.info/doctor/paracetamol-poisoning) +12gr in total could be fatal.

but no idea how many pills 12 gram is

>>37897643
maybe someone on this planet really likes the concept of dying, so wants to stretch out the moment for as long as possible. to really experience death? idk

>>37897710
Bullshit
If you 100% wanted to end your life you would find a 100% certain method. You don't truly want death, you want a better life.

Don't kys though

>>37897696
it's more dad bod level than actual fat