>have severe "pure-o" obsessive compulsive disorder
>feel extreme discomfort and anxiety that I might upset Saber because of my actions or I might change who I am and become someone Saber would hate
>>37890771
It's okay anon,she isn't real.
>>37890771
Saber would hate you if she were real. You spend all your time complaining on a racist and sexist imageboard instead of taking the time to improve yourself and better your life. Saber would be disappointed in you for wasting your pathetic life away like this
>>37890771
I know that feel, Saber-kun.
Just pull off the shroud and start to projecting Unlimited Exposure Therapy.
>>37890854
according to my therapist, wasting my time on this board is part of my reassurance cycle or something
>>37890928
>telling the rapist about the chan
>>37890902
I was going to therapy for exposure therapy when I was a teenager, but things were only getting worse so I stopped going to therapy and they tried to knock it back with pills
>>37890771
Would you cosplay saber for your husband, anon?
>>37891036
any attempt of mine to cosplay as saber would be an insult to her. I have no desire to get a husband either
>>37890984
Once you step into Exposure Therapy realm, you can't just drop it. This will cause great OCD overpowering.
So, keep it in mind.
Paradoxical intention is similiar to mass-exposure, but this is easy technique that every guy with OCD can use at any moment. This is how I put OCD nighmare to its end.
>>37891091
Why not, anon?you deserve to be happy
>>37891118
exposure therapy didn't work for me. also, OCD isn't my only mental disorder either.
>>37891303
I'd prefer to study about own mental disorders instead of shitposting on 4chan.
>>37891134
I'm not gay and if I was in a relationship I would be betraying Saber
>>37891342
Just have a 2D wife andbea 3D wife.
>>37891335
to be completely honest I actuallyattempted suicide during my exposure therapy by overdosing on pills
>>37891436
You mean you cried for help like the puss that you are?
>>37891450
no I took a bunch of pills and woke up in a hospital feeling like shit
>>37891473
I'm sorry. I don't know why I'm being mean to you. I hope you get the help that you need
Can we ban these stupid anime avatar faggots already? I'm tired of them shitting up this sacred place.
>>37891303
What other disorders do you have, anon?
>>37891566
no its alright I deserve it
>>37891591
sorry, ill stop posting here
>>37891611
anorexia, bipolar 1 disorder anddepersonalization disorder
>>37891678
jesus that's rough,are you eating okay?
>>37891627
No you don't. You deserve better than this
>>37891703
no. I'm trying to gain weight but it isn't going to well. I fast every other day.
>>37890902
I hope that the Prisma movie delivers. Shirou is so dam GAR in that arc
Autismo has shitty waifu-taste. Color me surprised.
>>37891888
Yes. Miyuverse Shirou is cool. %%But why did they killed Sakura?! Bastards...%%
>>37891920
>mai waifu > ur waifu!11 so edgy!1!1
>>37891920
I guess beauty is subjective but to me shes the only thing that matters. I love her even more than I love myself.
>>37891730
Anon you really need to eat more often, don't let yourself keep being unhealthy.There's no reason to punish yourself or anything like that.
>>37892108
>There's no reason to punish yourself or anything like that.
I have to so I can atone for all my sins
>>37892148
What sins, anon?
>>37892380
I do not know which sins I have commited, but because of them god has punished me and I must atone for them
Saber would be proud you're trying your best to be your best version of yourself.
Keep working hard, Saber doesn't want any quitters.