Does anyone have someone very dear to them? One you may share anything with? A being that you hold an infatuation for? Like, anything of that nature.
aye matey
Can't tell if this is the Connie poster but if so, get out
Yeah I guess my sister counts.
>>37887838
Well yes, we all have this kind of people, if we dont than we make waifus and shit, but the thing is that you need someone/thing like this or you go insane in the long run
>>37887873
Who were they to you? Would you be willing to describe them?
>>37887881
Get out? Out of what?
>>37887885
Yay, what's she like?
>>37887898
I don't think everyone has that, to be frank. It may cause insanity in some but not all, we're not all built the same after all.
>>37887933
>What's she like?
She's just really nice. Like she's always there for me, when I'm feeling shitty or sad or if I'm in pain. She cares about me and loves me and that's an amazing feeling.
>>37887933
Out of the board, because if it is you, you are not wanted here
>>37887955
Hmmm, I bet it is. Thank you for sharing that.
>>37887983
You don't have to push me away, I'm here for you. It's so silly of you, I don't know what you're so insecure about?
>>37887838
Would you go out with me connieposter, you seem really nice?
>>37888002
To be truthful I'm not really looking for any sort of relationship. Though it's very sweet of you to ask me. If it makes you feel any better I don't mind if you call me your girlfriend or whatever have you.
>>37888038
What if I call you my cumslut?
>>37887997
If this isn't the Connie poster I'm referring to, my apologies. There's one user on here who always avatarfags as Connie and just shits up the board with fake outrage and obnoxious attention seeking threads. It's practically a reflex to spam get out at any pictures on the site of Connie.
Yes, Me, Myself, and I.
everyone else is a disappointment and they should all fuck off.
can't wait til the next war goes off for I can release my anger in a positive light and get my dick sucked for my "service" where in all honesty it'll be my pleasure.
that is, if I get into a combat role during an actual war and not just being a coach potato in some barracks.
>>37888038
>If it makes you feel any better I don't mind if you call me your girlfriend or whatever have you.
CAN I CALL YOU SWEETHEART OR COCOA BEAN!
>>37888073
You may have been pushing limits with this nickname. Surely would be doing so.
>>37888076
Oh? I don't think I do that though.
>>37888104
If there is any other major conflict it'll surely be one to end all wars. I doubt the likelihood of deployment seeing as nuclear warheads may just go off. And then everyone goes the way of fallout or something. Maybe you shouldn't hold such views. I appreciate your input.
>>37888128
You may.
I wouldn't be here if I did.
>>37888155
a Nuclear war wouldn't be the end of wars, at most you'll have a few 10's of millions dead and more so after the bombs fell but it wouldn't be the end of humanity.
>>37888179
I'm here for you. So feel free to speak to me.
>>37888205
Yes. I suppose so.
>>37888155
How is your day my precious little cocoa bean?
>>37888155
Okay, if you aren't the conniefag, then carry on. I had a LD gf for a few months, but she died of cancer last week and now I can't think of anything besides her and I feel so lonely
Used to, but not anymore.
I've been searching for tha kindred soul for quite some time now..
>>37888230
also i know you're the brown boy that post Connie.
You really need to defenestrate yourself.
>>37888248
Well, thank you. I just awoke momentarily. I'm still in bed.
>>37888277
Aww, that's a shame. May I ask what a LD girlfriend is? I'm not keen on abbreviations. I'm sure in do time you'll find someone of worth to occupy your time.
>>37888293
Where have you searched? I'm curious.
>>37888307
Afraid not. There's multiple users who post Connie alas I'm not the one you're seeking out?
>>37888307
>using the word defenstrate to try and sound old
SUMMERFAG DETECTED
>>37888343
LD = long distance. We never actually met in person, so I guess online gf would be a better term. She's the only gf I've ever had, and likely ever will have, because I'm unappealing in almost every way
>>37888387
Hmmm. Maybe you shouldn't be so down on yourself. Though I know critique on oneself is most intense. Why do you find yourself to be unappealing? It's best to try than to have not done anything at all.
>>37888343
What do you have planned to do today?
>>37888428
I'm fat, ugly, socially awkward, obsessive, clingy, and I'm not talented. I basically have all possible negative traits that I could have.
>>37888432
I'll probably head out to the mall, like I usually do. Browse around there. Meet up with friends? Whatever the day gives out.
>>37888457
You must realize that those with those traits can still live comfortably, I've seen a many people who're seemingly below standards or whatever and they're relatively achieved in one way or another. Be it having a significant other or not.
>>37888343
yeahsurewhatever.
>>37888368
Nah, Just listening to a lot of HANL
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4RBHCsLLI8
>>37888492
I know I can be fairly successful. I'm in college now, and I hope it will pay off in a few years. I just want social interaction, because I'm always so lonely
>>37888513
Think what you will, I see no use in arguing who I know myself to be. It's whatever.
>>37888519
Do you seek it out? Ideally I notice that those who do most likely aren't engaging it as well as they could be. If that makes sense.
>>37888492
That sounds nice, I wish I could go and see you slay in those new outfits.
You should send me a picture of whatever you buy!
>>37888567
I don't seek it out, I'm too scared to. Anxiety and all that. I got extremely lucky with finding my online gf, and I know I won't get that lucky again. I'm just scared of talking to other people.
>>37888343
Back at the time found myself folks from digital art related communities. Nowadays I do not know where or how to look even.
>>37887838
yeah I guess my little sister
A tsundere
>>37888590
Heh, you're funny. I don't see why that couldn't be arranged? If my thread is still up by the time I go it'll be so. That is if I do in fact purchase clothing. I could just be out to eat or whatever. I don't know yet.
>>37888664
You're technically talking to others now, be it through this medium but talking nonetheless. There's a saying of putting up a facade till it's perfectly molded to you. That way you no longer have to use it.
>>37888690
You could always branch out to like cafes or restaurants? Maybe even a library.
>>37888702
That must be fun, to an extent. Appreciate those under your care. Always.
>>37888726
I can talk to people online, because I can think about what I'm gonna say before I say it, I don't sound nervous, and most people I talk to are relatively similar to me. In the real world, none of those things are true.
>>37887838
>having feelings for anybody
Heh. You're in for a lot of pain kid. You need to learn how to be cold like the rock.
>>37888761
Why can't you stop to contemplate when chatting others in real life? Nothing should be stopping you from doing so. I think? Anyways like, there's always the option of just being a listener. Some people don't expect a whole lot of chatter from others. Just nod or ask questions in between.
>>37888796
Now now. I'm actually really stoic, there's no need to assume from my post what I'm like in the real world. Though I do have those I care for. Without doubt. It doesn't make me weaker than any other just more prone to certain faults. Of which I think are relatively easy to set straight.
>>37888726
No matter what you do, I'm sure you and everyone around you will have a good time.
>>37888838
Oh my gosh, quit it you. That's so sweet and otherwise a genuine comment. I totally appreciate it.
>>37888829
The problem is I can't make friends to just listen to because I would have to get them to accept me, and that requires talking to them. Also if I take 5 minutes to formulate a reply, that will be really awkward in person.
>>37888953
I see what you're saying but still. Some just need more time than others. It is difficult at times but I'm sure you'll make it through. I don't know what else to offer you at the moment but I'll think of something.
>>37888891
Stop making me want to be sweet to you and I'll quit
>>37889078
I kind of don't want you to. It's such an oddity. This is fun.
>>37889129
Don't be modest, I'm sure you have dozens of guys who are sweet on you. There's no way someone as wonderful as you couldn't.
>>37889235
Waah. That's so cute to say. Well umm, I may have some that compliment me and stuff.
>>37889274
Haha see, I'm not that special, just another guy startstruck by you. Does it get tiresome being the center of so many people's worlds?
>>37889439
You're making me all flustered. I think it's special though because it came from you and no other. Personally I kind of don't like being complimented but I guess it's okay sometimes? I don't know.
>>37889539
Well fine then let's make a deal, I compliment you the sometimes you like it, and you remain your wonderful self all the time?
>>37889635
That sounds like something I can agree to, deal it is.
>>37888726
These sound lovely enough, even though a cafee was how my grandparents meet, how I'd come to meet a soulmate gal there, no clue. Might as well ask about you and if we're lucky see where it goes from there. Either way, you seem decently inrigueing so wish you well upfront with whatever is to your heart's desire.
>>37890310
Just approach whomever takes your fancy? That could be done efficiently, just be as casual as possible with it and what not. Thank you for your words of kindness, I appreciate them so.
>>37890377
If only I fancied anyone like that, you'd know better with the starstruck lad from the previous posts. It's the genuine exchange of thoughts and feelings that spark warmth of closure within us I presume.
>>37887838
I have a waifu (male). Until recently, I thought we were nothing alike, Connieposter. But now I understand how you feel. This world feels like a damned prison. How do you deal with it?
>>37890472
Hmmm. Certainly so. Just try, it'll have been time well spent than if you were to do nothing at all.
>>37890540
I'm curious, in what way are we similar? I just feel as though maybe you're interpreting what I write in a different manner. I'm thoroughly content with what I've been dealt. Like umm, I quite often exercise or read. Spend time with others. Many many things, I suppose.
>>37890639
Yeah, I misinterpreted that and spilled it all out. I live a pretty normal life too, but you said it yourself. Infatuation. Now it all seems inferion and my life goals are twisting and changing into something that I can't recognize anymore. But realize? I may never know.
>>37887838
I have lots of people who are very dear to me, but my goddaughter/little cousin in particular.
My heart swells with warmth when I think of her. I love playing pretend or hide-and-seek or building things with blocks with her. I love to pick her up and swing her around, and I love the look of laughter on her face when I do it. I love the peculiar way she walks because it reminds me of how I walk. I love the cute little way she puts her two middle fingers in her mouth when she's shy. I love her brown eyes and all of the highlights in her beautiful hair, and I love running my fingers through it or just ruffling it up as I walk by. I love it when she takes my hand while we're walking. I love the insistent way she calls my name, and I love hearing her voice. I love how sweet and affectionate she is. I love everything about her all the way down to her little toes.
I love the living shit out of her sister, too, and I love seeing them interact, and I love each of them all the more for being each other's sisters.
Plus, my grandma's got alzheimer's, as she becomes less and less herself, it makes it all the more meaningful to me when I see a spark of her in my goddaughter. Putting way too much salt on the chips and salsa? That's grandma. Eating butter by itself? That's grandma. I know it's weird as fuck, but just seeing those little quirks that are so distinctly HER reflected in her great-grandkid actually makes me feel a LOT more at peace with her flame starting to flicker out.
>>37887838
My daughter is someone very dear to me. tbqh, she's kind of a bitch sometimes, but she's only 11 months so it's expected. But it's really hard to get comfy sometimes or play vidya when she keeps messing with me.
Even if she'll turn out to be some bitch in the future, the real reason I want to raise her well is because she's me. The extension of my DNA. When I die, I am alive through her (yes, I got tested, she's really my kid, I aint no turbocuck)
If my life is a series, when my show has ended, (all seasons 1-??) then she will continue in the rebooted series as the protagonist.
>>37890886
>the real reason I want to raise her well is because she's me. The extension of my DNA. When I die, I am alive through her
>If my life is a series, when my show has ended, (all seasons 1-??) then she will continue in the rebooted series as the protagonist
You get it. I love all of my cousins all the more for being extensions of the lives of my grandparents. It thrills me to bits.
>>37890886
post pics of your daughter
i want to print them out and cum all over them
make sure some w diaper some w out diaper
i bet she still has a nice pink asshole too, it hasnt been stained from years of shitting yet
>>37890699
Go on? I feel as though there's more to be said.
>>37890768
This is what I was looking for, more in depth probes about those you seemingly care about, lovely. Thank you for writing this out.
>>37890886
Cute. That's unbelievably cute. Very endearing way you think of her as well. An extension of yourself.
>>37890969
That's her in the pic. That's not her sister with us, though. That's just some kid I found at the park.
>>37890983
I don't want to die anymore. I know, nobody does, but everyone becomes OK with it sooner or later. I dream of becoming really old and powerful, unrestricted even by space and making entire worlds of my own. Dwarfing and completely forgetting this pointless, imperfect place even existed. I feel I'm going to be bitterly disappointed someday.
I used to. She got tired of me and casted me out. Feels excruciatingly painful to be abandoned. It's agonizing.
>>37891038
Some willingly seek out death as a means to be in peace, or so I could only assume as I've never experienced bouts of suicidal tendencies or anything of that nature. You shouldn't focus on what will ultimately come instead seek out what overjoyed you overall and live fulfilled. Some people live as though they haven't ever really existed. And those that don't live long enough may have been able to truly be what they were meant to in that short time. All varies, I'm sure. That's just my input though. I've never been afraid of death, there's nothing to fret over. Just another part of life. I guess.
I had someone, the only real friend i've made in my entire life (the others are more like acquaintances) , but i ruined eveything with her bc we reached a point when i was obsessed and wanted her to pity me all the time. We still talk to each other, but she doesn't trust me like before.
>>37891109
What you said makes sense, but the life itself is joyful to me. All else seems to me like an extension of life. While all of it is necessary, it cannot exist without life and will not substitute it in death. So I find joy often, but I find escape in it, not permanently, like running from leaky hut to another one in a downpour.
>>37891106
There are no mistakes in this lifetime we share, only lessons. I'm sure you've been made stronger in some way? If not then I'd be very surprised.
>>37891172
That's must be calming to know she's still even apart of your life. Appreciate the smaller things and eventually they may form more. All on chance? Hmmm. I've to think on this one more. What caused you to act the way you did?
>>37891180
Ah, I see. Valid point to be made. As long as you enjoy yourself I see no fault in what you're doing. Not that what I think should matter anyway but just putting it out in the open.
>>37891226
Thank you. In a most original way.
>>37891293
Oh? What ever for? You're welcome nonetheless, heh.
Yeah. Someone I talked to for 7 years and then met in person for the first time a few years ago. They were as amazing as I thought they would be.
I care about them a lot, but they're not interested in relationships in general currently, plus I'm afraid they don't like me like that because we're so different in personality? But like, I'm visiting them in their hometown in a few months and they're super excited about it? And keep texting saying that they miss me?
I'm happy with friendship, because I really do care about them and want to keep that as long as possible. But I think I'm feeling something approaching love to them, and I'm afraid of that. And I'm afraid if I tell them that, they'll cut me out of their life and I'll never see them again. I've seen what they've done to other people, they drop them HARD, both friends and lovers. So that's scary.
>>37891417
What an awful long time that must have been. If they aren't seeking out a relationship I wouldn't press them for one as it could scare them off nonetheless are your feelings known to them? Sometimes suppressing emotions isn't just but that's totally up to your discretion. I hope you have a pleasant time with them, and remember to have no fears. We live in a world full of sharks so you might as well face them head on. That way, like you don't get eaten so to speak. Press onward. All the best to you.
>>37891226
You are right, i feel lucky about that, she knows i'm insecure and tries to be tolerant, but it took me too long to realize that I was demanding her too much.
I wanted her attention. She was getting all kinds of new friends and I was afraid I could lost her after all this years, and I actually almost lost her with my own actions...
>>37891562
You're not at fault for wanting attention, I believe most thoroughly enjoy it so. It's best to take things in moderation if permissible. If someone wants to be apart of your life they'll stay, that I can say out of experience. If not then maybe they just weren't fitting for you or maybe it was your fault. Who knows? It's kind of a pain to figure it all out anyway. Just have as much fun as you possibly can.
>>37891523
I don't think my feelings are known to them, in general I keep my mind and heart guarded. They're not oblivious, though. Maybe they know and just aren't saying anything, just like me? I don't know.
>>37891801
Hmmm. Interesting situation you're in now. That very well could be the case? I wouldn't know, only you would. I'm sure since you're both close enough some things are just detectable. If that makes sense.