What would your 10 year old self say if he saw what you are today?

>>37878839
he'd be jealous as fuck that i just surf the internet and play videogames all day.

>>37878839
I think he'd actually be pretty down with it. I'm normie enough that I actually have something going for me at school; which is a step up from 10-year-old me. Plus, he'd see that I have emulators, that I still like Pokemon, and that I can watch whatever cartoons I want via streaming now. I think he'd like that.

>>37878839
he might be smart enough to ask for tips on how to suicide without much trouble

That dude should kill himself

"why are you so unhappy?"

He'd feel very bad for me. I never did anything to deserve this.

>>37878839
He'd think I'm a huge fucking idiot
And he would be right
But I also think he would feel sorry for me

>>37878839
>Wow! you're good looking, you're tan, you're hair isn't a jewfro anymore, you're strong, you aren't manorexic, you've got lots of friends, you're funny! You must be so happy!
>no, not really. I'm actually more sad than you
>w-well at least you get girls right?
>I don't know. I don't try that anymore. I don't have the energy. I just want to drink and sleep.

>>37878839
i think he'd be proud that i got buff

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kys right now so you will do at least something good for you

>>37878839
Who cares what that little retarded faggot has to say, honestly

The only thing is that he'll be disappointed that I still haven't had sex and never had a girlfriend

>Might as well kill myself now

>>37878839
>Wow!, you have long hair, your own room, a lot of cool weapons, your own pc, a huge collection of anime and a lot of porn!? and you're also studying chemistry!? Wow, you must be really happy, all our dreams came true!
The poor little guy doesn't know that i'm in fact failing at everything in my life.

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>>37878839
"I knew it, also where'd you get all this stuff?"

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>>37878839
he would think im a chill dude who watches cartoons and plays video games all day. also he wont need to worry about cooties because i never even touched a girl

I would blow his brains out before he could mutter anything so he won't have to suffer

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There'd be nothing to say.

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>How did you fuck it up
>It was literally on a silver platter you retard

>>37878839
"I always knew we would be sad."
He would probably ask what keeps me alive, I was thinking a lot about suicide at that age.

>>37878839
He would slap me in my stupid fucking face for being a failure, and yes, slap. Ten year old me was a little fag but he was still cooler than I am now.

>>37878839
He'd be confused, or more likely, he wouldn't try to understand. And I wouldn't try to change that.

Get a job and start taking IT classes in high school. Also learn an instrument and learn how to make music

I would teach 10-year-old me how to play Othello, and when she got bored, we could do something more fun, like abduct men together. It would be fun having a buddy, and really I am the only person I could trust with that sort of thing.

When I was 10 Life felt pretty linear, my parents were at their best when I was around that age, I'd say shit didn't get hard for me until I was about 15 years old because that's when my mom died and my dad lost his self control over his emotions, his body, and his finances. Now I'm 20 years old and I'm doing quite well, about to move into a decent apartment complex with a roommate, and starting at a university in engineering *computer science*. I work full time and currently trying to save up for a nice car, which is tough no lie when you have little support. Overall, I wasn't the most imaginative when it came to my future when I was younger. All I cared about was food and getting out of school to play video games all day when I was 10, I was a normal kid with a nice family. I plan to do much, much better than my parents though, I want my child to know what it's like to have everything good in life handed to him, when I settle down for a family of course. I'd be damned if my child had to experience any of the challenges I went through.

He wouldnt be able to see 5 minutes ahead, entirly different person. Kid was fucking shut off from the world. While he wqs already on 4chan he hardly if at all understood. Flash games and xbox is all he knows. Friends? None, family? They didnt care. Just a bubble around him. Blind and happy. Ignorant and living in bliss just innocent and ripe for destruction and corruption. Little peice of shit he would never believe this is who he becomes. I still dont.

I have honestly no idea. I don't remember anything about myself from when I was 10. I don't know where I was living, where I went to school, who my friends, if any, were. Regardless, I feel like any 10 year old wouldn't understand my situation and the gnawing, endless emptiness it entails. I'm pathetic.

probably would just cry and shake. that was the age i got pretty badly traumatized at. saw my parent fight constantly and my dad beat and attempt to rape my mom. i don't think i had energy for anything but surviving at 10

>>37878839
I'd tell him to just go ahead and off himself.

I already felt "different" and removed from my peers, friends, and family by that time. If l told 10 year old me that not only would it get worse, but nearly unbearable, 10 year old me would understand. He'd know what to do.

Maybe I'd end it at 18 like I had promised myself. I can't really say it was a worthwhile decision not too, because now I lack that teenage angst and drive to do so. Even killing myself is too much work.

>>37878839
Nothing he would be too shy and i would be too shy to talk to him

My ten year old self didn't really have a conscious appreciation for what loneliness or depression were so he would just see the superficial aspects of my life, like my career and my diet and clothing, and think it was cool.

>>37881255
Truest post in this thread

>>37879582

You'd also di-

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>wow, the neckbeard meme is real
FUCK

exactly what i thought i'd be!