H-Hi... I dunno if this is the place to post it but I just need somebody to help me. I've been dealing with a myriad of problems, namely social anxiety and chronic depression but nothing i do seems to help. I can't go outside, i can't do anything at all and I always end up having harmful, violent thoughts and i don't like it :(. I just want somebody to help me please :( It's hard for me to make friends and the few internet friends I have always abandon me after a while. I don't want to end up doing something I regret please help me :(
>>37874251
Just find a new hobby. Thats how I started my upward spiral
>>37874251
you should go to a hospital if you're considering harming yourself. You need to get a psychiatrist, they will help you better than anyone on here.
>>37874251
seek professional help. do you really think this is the place for this.
The problem is that I can't get professional help because my family won't allow me to. They want me to stay here and fester in a harmful environment because I'm not worth helping. I just wanted to reach out to somebody, even if it's on /r9k/ of all places :(
>>37874251
Kill yourself and the pain will be over :^)
>>37874956
do you have a car? or a bike? if you do, hoof it to the nearest hospital. you can't let your parents hold you back from getting help.