Let's get a depression / anxiety thread going! What are

>tfw so lonely no one will comment in your thread
l m a o

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Depression. I have lots of things to be depressed about but a lot of the time I don't feel like those are the reasons I'm depressed. Being alive just hurts and it doesn't feel like I was meant for this world at the most primitive level.

I guess this is what they mean by chemical imbalance depression.

I kill every thread I post in.

>>37857281
I understand you on that one, I don't really have much to be depressed about but I'm always anxious about every single thing in my life, and it leads me to feeling depressed and mentally exhausted.
>>37857303
this thread was already dead to begin with

>>37856802
I feel mostly depressed by my shitty life situation and not being able to do much about it.

>30
>worthless degree
>have never had a job where I made enough to move out
>have hated most of my jobs
>no friends
>never found a gf
>no career in sight
>shitty sibling and terrible parents.

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my mother, who has a psychology degree, thinks I'm depressed and is trying to make me see a psychologist

I'm almost 21 so she can't legally force me but she would pay
she is probably right that something is wrong, I have a history of other mental disorders

what should i do, I'm scared to and I don't know what to do