I know everything was pointless and rigged from the start. But knowing I am truly going to die I wonder, was this all I was? Can't I even choose to die my way? Isn't that the wonder of suicide in the first place? Choosing how you are going to go?
>>37852829
For me suicide would be a statement as well as a way to finally let this be over
Everyone always says I follow and copy others
And that I can't think for myself
If and when I do kill myself, I'll finally have made a decision on my own and stuck with it
And everyone who ever doubted me as a person can go fuck themselves
>>37853418
Yes, I've heard that suicide is not the end tough, those fucking bastards always plant the doubt so you don't kill yourself.