I TOLD MYSELF I WOULDNT FUCKING GO TO SLEEP TONIGHT WITHOUT FILLING

>>37838525
High heels are God's gift to sex anywhere

>>37838525
he should originally throw her off that balcony

but ugh

try listening to music or ambience or something, usually makes monotonous things more bearable

>>37838525
bump for an anon who is trying

>>37838525

Jesus just do it. It takes like 20 minutes.

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>>37838542

No, I'll wait as long as I damn well please, so long as I get it done tonight who cares. I've been saying "I'll do it tomorrow" for two months now.

Tonight is THE night.

What are you guys listening to? I went from faith no more to alice in chains.

>>37838525
tired of filling out 150+ questionnaires for shitty wagecuck jobs that hire illegals and high school dropouts. WTF is wrong with this cuntry

>>37838803

I find it's much harder to get a job when you realize its legitimately a waste of time to apply for retail/wagecuck/grocery store shit.

I've had like seven of those jobs, they pay like shit, I'd never be able to live on my own, there's no room for advancement, and I'd be lucky if I last over a month without quitting because of how terrible they are.

Sure they pass the time and make you feel a little bit better about yourself because you can say you aren't a NEET and have a small amount of extra pocket change, but honestly they change nothing and I feel like at this point it's more respectable to reject society and be a NEET to work any jobs like that anyways.

It's 5am. You need to get energy drink asap.

>>37838525
I've been filling job applications for 2 hours every day for the past 2 months, still nothing. There is no hope for me.

>>37839124

I genuinely wonder how this is possible, I don't believe people when they say stuff like this. And I'm a loser too.

>>37838525
This post is roughly a job application or two worth of words

>>37839484

And a single job application has like a 95% chance of being a waste of time that will accomplish nothing and you could have never done it at all and your life would proceed as normal.

>>37839124
>>37839473
I've been filling out 2 per week for the last 10 months and nothing, and I have a first class honours degree and 5 other qualifications.

I got one interview, and was pretty much told in the interview ''nah we mostly hire poles'' such is life in Ireland / England

OP checking in. Still here. Still drinking coffee. Still going to stay up all night and not rest until I get this done. Usually at 10:30 am is when I leave my house and drive somewhere to pretend to be at work for six hours to keep my parents off my back, that's four hours away. I'll have to get something done in the next few hours.

Luckily I'll be able to pass the time today by sleeping in my car.

Still enjoying video games with this internet aristocrat video going on in the background.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFRArJmAedA

>>37839889
Your CV must be extremely shitty m8, get someone who knows their stuff to help you with it

>>37838525

Try filling out job applications when you already work a 9-5 job with a long commute.

Low-energy bitch

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>>37840440

>mfw when I found a job after literally one day of applying

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>>37839928
>Usually at 10:30 am is when I leave my house and drive somewhere to pretend to be at work for six hours to keep my parents off my back

ahhhh, only on /r9k/ huh...

>>37840440

I have been in the position before of looking for new jobs while already working a full time position. It's basically impossible to be motivated to do it, hell, I can barely do it now.

>>37840604

I held a job for a long time and I couldn't tell them I quit because I had an emotional breakdown so I just kept going "to work" and never said anything about it.

gonna go outside to smoke my last cigarette now then come back in and play some more video games. I guess I'm going to have to do job applications the same way I did homework in college. If I leave my house at 10:30 I'll literally just stay up all night and only at 10 will I feel enough pressure to actually get me to be productive.

>>37840916
nigga get off the video games right now.

>>37840982

I don't wanna.

The hilarious thing is I realize it's taken me months of stalling to conjure up the will power to do something that I can literally do at my computer that I'm not being immediately forced to do.

Truly I am a very complacent being.

>>37841022
Nah, just the work fills whatever time you think you have. Just like you were able to do your schoolwork in 30 minutes, you're also able to send out 1 resume a month.

Gotta change those habits anon.

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>Look for job online
Throwing shit with a shovel on a farm for shity pay in a village 20km away.
>Cant complain, guess i will apply
>already 1500+ views
>job already taken next day
>My neighboar got kicked from seasonal jobs because ukrainians can do it twice as cheap. Cant even pick fucking strawberries.
Why the fuck i was born in poland.
Cant go to other country because everyone hates you. To autistic to speak to fellow polaks let alone fucking foreigners. Kurwa

>>37839928
How about instead of playing games you send off the applications now

>>37841022

You can always apply for job later, just play video games for now

>>37841199

I know, I still have a little over two hours until I need to leave my house. The clock is ticking but todays the day, I'm actually going to make some progress and do something today!

You guys should send your applications within reasonable hours because it's not a good look to be up at 3am imo.

>>37841621

How would they know when applications were submitted? I'm pretty sure that isn't shown or recorded.

Also, I'm really looking forward to masturbating later. I'm hoping it will give me the energy I need and heighten my focus so I can get to finally applying for stuff.

OP here again. I'm getting sleepy.. Knowing I have to go to pretend work in under two hours makes it pointless to sleep. All that's left to do now is to just sit and wait for about an hour and then I'll get busy.

Gonna maybe play some megaman x in my 3ds in my car until I fall asleep in my car. It's going to be great.

Loving the positivity OP.

You're a fucking mess and I predict you'll have another breakdown if you keep this shit up. I would suggest you do so sooner rather than later and with the same gusto you made this thread.

>>37842510

I don't know if that's a compliment or an insult

Alright guys, the time is almost upon us. I really want to go to sleep and get this over with, but I can't get cracking without having my evening fap first. Now begins the process of choosing a porno.

The second I finish wiping up my jizz is the second I get started looking for jobs and applying to as many as I can find. Its really happening. Soon.

SOON
O
O
N

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>>37842565

You're trying to avoid all your problems by diverting your attention in as many ways as possible. It's not going to work. Eventually you'll be forced to confront your emotional problems (and your parents). Until you do, you won't be able to do anything. You'll just spin in circles.

Or maybe not! Like I say, you've got spirit.
But then, so do crackheads.

Enjoy your fap.

>>37838525
Link Source?
Ladjuvvjvhvkvjvjvjvjvjjvkbkbkbbkbbbbbbbb

>>37842811

I don't have the source, I found that webm on /gif/. Its alexis texas obviously but good luck finding the video with just that information.

I can however give you the video I just jerked off to, maybe that can help you out buddy. If it was good enough for me it should be good enough for you.

https://www.redtube.com/2168095

>>37842748

Thanks man, it wasn't a bad fap. Got kind of emotionally confusing though because I couldn't tell if I was masturbating to Elsa Jean or just looking at Elsa Jean while thinking about my old internet gf.

Anyways... Its time. I'm going to start applying for things... NOW

why do you want a job? seriously asking this cause im in the same position

So actually looking for a job is very depressing. I can't find a single job to apply for and I've been looking for 13 minutes now. Its literally all fast food/grocery store shit and truck driver jobs.

Holy shit, I can't even find anything to fucking apply to.

>>37842853
you need money to do everything in life

>>37842841
Welp just found it

https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph56e1e424b166d

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>>37842990
same situation, everything is online now and its hard to get into contact with another human being. maybe its my small town but literally the only places hiring are grocery stores, gas stations, and truck driving like ups and long haul trucking working 80 hours a week. fuck .

The key isn't just filling out applications, it's about staying on the employers ass.

Is it bad that the garter belt and the boots/stockings combo were what made me hard and not the girl or the sex?

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>>37842993
i understand the need for money if you dont want to be homeless in a dire situation, but if i dont want to do anything then i have no motivation to actively seek out work

my long-term choices are

1) become a wageslave
2) become homeless
3) kill myself

happy days

I'm running out of steam guys, been looking/applying for about 40 minutes now. I'm sleepy, I don't feel good, and I'm worried not one of these places will call me and this was just a waste of time and energy. But god damn it, I tried. I did something today. I'll apply to a few more places and then I'm out of here.

>>37838525
Oh my, thats adorable. The guy has to stand of his tipie toes.

Okay guys, I can't do it anymore. I'm tapping out. 51 minutes of that shit. I applied to as many places as I could that seem like they could potentially be workable, IE not cuckshit like fast food or retail. I'm tired. That was shitty and stressful. But I did it. I feel a little bit good about it today. And now time to drive off to my pretend job and take a nice long nap in my car. Thanks for being in my thread guys. It helped motivate me to do something tonight.

>>37843503
Take a break, keep it up tomorrow.
I'm also applying to a lot of places because I hate my wagecuck job, and the only replies I get are automatic rejection emails

>>37843385
Manlets never learn originally

>>37838525
What does "filling out" a job application even mean?
Don't you have to write one from scratch?

>>37838525
don't worry you'll do the same thing tommorrow. even if you promised yourself it would be different

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>>37838525
>>37839032
>>37839124
>>37839508
>>37842990
>>37844007
>be me
>@18, get $80k as birthday gift (parents and both (pat/mat) grandparents have saved for me since I was born, then, start earning $23k a year as pizza delivery driver & $16k growing 20 plants of weed (yield about 30+ pounds of bud) to sell to local dealers and dispenaries on the downlow at undervalue prices (I'm not complaining, basically free money)
>@22, obtain my Class A CDL, become rookie trucker (partnered up), make $46k/benefits for 8 months a year & still doing grow op, now getting $23k a year (note: I don't use because of strict drug testing)
>@31 (now)....... wew lads... let's just say I'm gud N sheeeeeiit
I've never paid rent! Just help with expenses, bills and luxuries/recreational activites!
>still live with parents & grandparents (mommy's side)
>w/parents, a nice man-cave cottage in their 11 acre property, away from their house
>w/grandparents, my own big room and set to inherit their property and a few assets/funds
I love talking to people who have massive student debt (especially females with stupid ass liberal arts degrees) and tell them;
>"what the fuck is debt? You owe how much!? Sheeeeeiit, I just owe $115 and it'll be balanced soon"
Debt is soooooooo alien to me.
Aynways, if you have a good record and clean driving record (which is not hard to maintain, unless you're a reckless and have a drinking problem), not afraid to drive a huge big rig and willing to learn...
Apply yourself to your local Transportation & Logistics company (most will train you).
t.California & Kentucky dude

>>37845841

>Gets 80k on his 18th birthday and talks down to other people

Fuck you

>>37847143
THANK YOU
>>37845841
yeah, fuck you

>>37845841
>31, trucker, living with parents
You literally have no life, but congrats on accumulating currency I guess.

OP here. I have an interview tomorrow

>>37845841

lol you fucking idiot. You're 31, still live with your parents and are in an industry that will die inside 10 years when self-driving cars and trucks arrive en massed.

Whereas those in debt will be in good jobs and got all the social experiences that go with college

>>37848127
Also, have a job interview tomorrow

>tfw I know it's a shitty wage slave job
>tfw the pay is shit
>tfw it's the only job that fits my qualifications.

>>37838525
That guy seems like a bad lay.

>>37848346
Again, manlets are not good for anything

>>37841437
You're an idiot senpai. If you can't focus for 5 minutes to send some shitty CV, then how are you gonna focus at your potential job to do any actual work? Your mind appears damaged

>tfw came in for my first day of training for call center job
>tfw panicked completely then left

I want to die.

Is it true that Alexis Texas does some relatively cheap escort services?

>>37838720

>I've been saying "I'll do it tomorrow" for two months now.
>Tonight is THE night.

Bullshit, no it fucking isn't. You're like those people that say they're gonna go to the gym "tomorrow." It's always going to be tomorrow, you'll never get it done and far too soon you're going to die a sad husk of a human being, and nobody outside of your immediate family will even bat an eye or give a shit. Tough love time, anon. Get your ass off the fucking video games and fill out a goddamn job application.

The only thing you should put off until tomorrow is something you're willing to die without having accomplished.

>>37840604
Howard Stern used to do that and he seems to be a pretty hard working guy

>>37838720
>I went from faith no more to alice in chains.
you're regressing bro

>>37850882
He's also an extremely unlikable douchebag

>>37838720
So basically you're going to "do it tomorrow" still

>>37850058
Listen to this guy, stop fucking lying to yourself. Life is not about having 'fun' all day long without doing anything, we're hundreds of years away from that possibility. Do something good for yourself anon

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>>37847143
>>37847161
>>37847220
>>37848164
This industry is far from dying (but I'm about retire and concetrate on growing weed to earn $100k a year legitimately here in SoCal) because automated big rigs is not the same as regular cars and the restructuring/regulations/security alone is a mammoth effort. I do think it'll be automated in.... 40 YEARS! So I'm chill.
>Fuck you!
Hmmmmmm
>t.college students
Son, my parents and both grandparents (mater/pater) merely saved around $1k-3k a year for 18 years. I wish y'all parents/grandparents saved for y'all. It is not hard if they're frugal, have low cost of living (rural ourselves) and discipline. Y'all parents fucked up son. Just do better.
>still living with parents
Only when I'm in Kentucky and with grandparents when I'm California (now), I'm in Irvine, so there's alway shit to do socially.
What are y'all majoring in?
>tfw people my age take in debt while I grow in savings, and the amount is probably equivalent
Save your money booboo!

>>37845841
that was a nice story, got any others? im all ready for bed in my jim jams anon! come on tell me some other nice stories

>>37852781
I want to see more truck drivers killed. I hate truck drivers.

>>37838525
what veedio is this one?

>>37852989
I hope you hate having access to food and manufactured goods too, ingrate

>>37853037
Thank you, I'm just trying to tell them you don't have to get college degree to get a good paying job and save hundreds of thousands if you have the discipline and will to be frugal (vidyas are expensive, so I heard).
>>37852989 #
Get out the house and go ask at jobsites (waste management, transportation, logistics, automotive care, energy providers, too much more AKA etc). I'm not mad at you son, I'm sad

>>37848303
What's shitty wage anon?
And if it's not below $35k a year, why is that shitty? Debts? High cost of living? Expensive expenses? What is it anon?
t.long haul trucker, about to retire in October