tired, pissed and defeated

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be me 26 lame-o
have associate in business management but nothing to show for it and not engaged in getting my bachelors. failed at selling drugs cause i take more than i sell. need to find job soon cause neetbux denied and have to pay for car and rent or atleast car so have someplace to sleep. sick of filling out 150+ questionnaires for shitty wagecuck jobs. literally taking drugs and watching bs shitshows like athf sealab squidbillies cause they numb me and have dark lols. refuse to try and commit suicide again. going through vicious cycles of depression then rage. only fuck sluts cause they easy but miss the feeling loved i once had. i just want to be able to support myself, my two cats and addictions.

Anyone else feel the same about any of this?