i hate myself. i dont know why im torturing myself to fix something

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>>37836698

Dont hurt yourself anon!

Your life is precious!!!

the only person i trusted was baiting me emotionally and used me
i feel so distant and sad
i want to kill myself again before my anxiety gets out of hand and i start getting psychotic again
like when aya deleted me on steam
i couldnt handle the friendship crumbling
i dont want to go through this again i want to die so bad i cant sotp crying

>>37836757

Listen i litterially just went through something like that 1 hour ago
Someone i loved also blocked me
You just have to forget about these people they are mentally ill

>>37836757
But If you want i can talk to you

>>37836778
i dont know what to think anymore
my head is starting to hurt again
and im crying more
its like when aya blocked me its all happening again
im gonna have more meltdowns
i dotn know what to do
i feel like im melting mentally

>be a worthless mess of a thing for 30+ years
>stupid female therapist thinks that shit can be reversed and I can have a normal life free of self loathing and eventual, inevitable suicide.

>>37836816

Dont cry please, you need to look for the future and forget about them to live your life as happy as possible

So sick of people whining about "i cant survive" "cant stop crying" "Im gonna commit suicide"... If you really feel that way do it, cause you have nothing to live for. you are dependent on other people that you don't even fucking know. Pathetic. I want to kill myself and have tried before, i make morbid jokes and lol about it all the time but I dont do it not because i dont have the guts to, I have the guts to force myself to push past the sorrow, guilt and most of all rage to fight another day and attempt to better myself and hopefully the world. So in summation, make the world a better place and off yourselves.

>>37836863
i dont know what to do
i dont want to think anymore
my chest is tight and for some reason i cannot stop crying

>>37836904
Don't listen to this fool, OP.

>>37836941
Do you want to talk?

>>37836986
um sure
~Rem#5133