Sombody else feels the same?

>>37823159
i get you
but what is there really to talk about? life is pointless and the only thing left to do is to distract ourselves, and it so happens that drugs, TV, and sexuality are some are the best ways to do that.

either play the game or get off the ride.

>>37823159
>had girls

Leave, you aren't a robot.

>>37823159
Almost the same as you OP, except that I never had any girls. At some point my possessions were enough to fulfill me. therefore, any girls who had any interest in me I turned down, I just felt no need for women in my life, even more so knowing how mean a woman can be. That raised an irrational fear for woman in me. I feared for my money.

I can't say that I feel like that.

I was a normie kid, but I wouldn't describe myself as a failed normie, because that would imply effort, rejection, then embitterment and finally robothood.

It's kind of obvious now that I look back, but I stopped making new friends after discovering 4chan in high school. Massive angst, self-loathing, and avoidance contributed towards my attachment to 4chan and detachment from the real world, but I can see myself becoming a regular depressed hipster or something had I never came here. Since every friend I had in highschool was entirely dependent on that context, I was basically 100% friendless after graduation, and have remained that way for seven years. Now I can't even remember what it was like to have friends. I am lonely, but I can't think of any reason why someone would want to spend time with me, or even why I would want to spend time with other people, but I'm still lonely. Anyways, thanks for the opportunity to dump a big steaming journal OP.