Letter Thread

>>37818318
To: all Normies
>Get out of my board REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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To all the online people I met during high school,
I regret my decision to befriend all of you since every one of you ended up not being there for me when I needed it the most. Not even the person I talked to daily.
I've found better people to hang with now. If only I knew how good I could have had it when I was younger.
In retrospect, I should have known none of you wete good role models, but you could have at least pretended to care about my problems like you did in the forums. I should have realized all of you were too busy virtue-signalling to each other to actually do something about my situation.
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>>37818649
>wete
were***
damn it

You'll get what you want in july
I hope you'll grow to realize how wrong you were

Dear everyone in my class.
Fuck you. I'm hanging my self soon.
A huge fuck you to the one kid that said that I masturbate to scat porn.
Sincerely, GW.

You mean a lot to me~ I'm gunna sound like a faggot but please never leave me- I love you so much

I'm sorry i wasn't a better friend to you. I know i made you feel more alone than you already where and i realize you would have been happier without me.
F

M,
It's been so, so very long since we've seen each other. I can't wait to see you in July at the concert. Even if we don't talk, even if you just notice me for a moment before turning your cheek, I just want you to see me, I just want to exist in your mind once more.
-K

Dear Anna,

You're gone now, chances are we'll never speak again.

I just hope you know that I wish you the best in life.

My feelings for you didn't just die overnight.

Hey C,
See you tomorrow. This week is probably going to be messier than I expect. I hope it eases up soon.
Also, if you text that guy I will beat you to a pulp.
Love you
A

M

Ok, now it's finally over and I understand it. I didn't say anything and pretended nothing changed, but my feelings for you were completely wiped out yesterday. I mean, I'll probably still love and miss you for a while, but I don't respect or value you anymore, so it's all going to evaporate soon enough.

It amazes me how you still don't see what you lost in me. I made you happy, and you threw it all away. Wtf, dude?

V

>>37821873
What are your initials?
Originall

>>37822033
I prefer not to say on this website

>>37822076
You're writing a letter to someone my man, would you not want them to know?

>>37822194
It's more to get it off my chest. I don't think she's going to read it.

A,
I hope you like me the same way I like you.
M

If it's not to you it's none of your business. Sometimes people write open letters to scare certain people away on purpose.

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i might b a cunt but ur an even bigger cunt
or
ur just as bad as me if not worst
or
im right ur wrong

>pic is me
or
>pic is you

who knows. who cares. aha if i do make it ill b pretty happy.

lol u background chracter stay in the background retard.

>im gay

david
i'm sorry i haven't been online
i can't really talk these days
you've probably deleted me (again)
life is a mess and i am sad that you turned into a nazi

>>37823034
this is sad and i know at least two david's from here that this could apply to

>>37823136
Same, which David is this?

>>37821873
Reeee put your initials retard. My Anna comes to R9K I know for sure but don't know if she comes to these threads. Don't want her to think I wrote this. My Anna is a Saint.

>>37823231
>My Anna is a Saint
No she's not, I was once this deluded too.
Prepare for heartbreak.

>>37823178
the beautiful NEET

>>37823350
Does he have a wizard hat though

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Dear J,
I would never tell you this for fear of guilt but I think I'm going to kill myself soon.
I love you so much, my love for you was so unconditional and I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy in the end, I'm sorry your depression and my illness got the better of us. When I told you I would die if it meant you could be happy for an hour I meant it. You were a neet when I met you and now you earn more than me. I'm so proud of how far you've come. I wanted to make you so happy because you deserved it, I would of done anything you wanted. My life without you feels so lonely and empty. I hate doing things on my own, I miss falling asleep listening to you breathe.
I wish we could of achieved our goal of buying a house together and being a family.. To call you my husband it brings tears to my eyes to even think about it.

I'll love you forever and I'll always be your little girl.
C

>>37823447
This could almost be for me if only you didn't sign it as C ;_;

>>37823285
She is literally a virgin, never had a boyfriend, never kissed anyone or gone out on a date, favorite hobby is video games, has aspergers, hates normies, doesn't mic speak because she hates the attention normies on her team give her, wears cute dresses and hates showing off too much skin despite having nice boobs, and so much more is nice about her.

>Prepare for heartbreak.
I don't care if I date her or not I just like playing video games with her.

>>37823491
I used to buy into the whole "she's so sweet and innocent, not like the others" thing too, it's all bullshit and you will find that out the hard way my man

My empire will begin.

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>>37823471
If your situation is like ours don't let her go no matter how hard it is.. Do not let go. She loves you more than anyone else ever will. You can both get through it, I wish someone told him this.

>>37823658
she doesn't love me anymore
someone else came along.

C,
Please call me, or text me, or something, we can work out a solution
You said it's complicated, so please try to help me understand
I want nothing more than for the two of us to be happy together
R

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>>37823816
I'm so sorry to hear that anon.. I know my words mean nothing to a broken heart but if she left you then that means there is someone else out there for you. Stay strong, I'm sorry for the pain she caused.

>>37823898
Thanks. I hope there's someone out there for me. I have a lot of love to give but sometimes I ask myself if anyone would really want it.

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Dear S

You are the only reason I'm still in this life. When I start thinking of you possibly having a boyfriend, it scares the shit out of me. Not because I don't want you to be happy, but because you are my only source of happiness and naturally I will feel jealous and sad. You've been the sweetest part of my life for so long. I just wanna see you again.

>>37823567
I want a fucking empire, what. I'm a little jealous. What kind of empire will it be? Cruel or egalitarian? Balls to the wall batshit crazy or strictly traditional? Underwater or in space maybe?

I'm sorry. It was rape.
-AN

I've been debating if I should leave you some bread crumbs. A trail to follow. It wasn't terribly fair of me to exclude you, but at the same time I don't think it's right to try to make you play either. I think sometimes I should just try to be as direct as possible for you but I've considered that might not always be as easy for you.

Dear Kai,
Looks like our relationship has come to an end but neither of us can say anything. I don't know if you thought about me ever since you date with that guy. I feel like you totally forgot about me. I'm accepting my situation and i will let my love die. This is the last message from me.
Thank you for loving me before. I'm really telling you that writing to you was bliss back then. I tried a lot of times but nothing fills that void. So i have to forget it and look forward.
I love you Kai. I wish a happy and nice future for you.
Farewell

>>37824328
>>37824962
oh my god is she an online friend of yours? if so then we are in the same boat anon.
but im thinking about leaving her

>>37824328
here's a song what i feel in these times
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBbf2C735Vk
maybe you'll like it too.

>>37825014
No, I knew her in real life. Really miss her.

I hope you do whatever makes you happy.

>>37825049
Thank you

I'm starting to have this paranoid feeling that you hate me for some reason. I keep seeing hatefull posts on here that i think are writen by you, that i believe are directed towards me. Am i losing my mind? You don't hate me do you?. I friendship just fizzled out, isn't that what happened?

I,
i am going to hurt you. i don't know how but you need to be in pain as much as me, so justice is restored. you won't even see it coming.
~A

Dear (You),
No.
I'm tired of your shit.
Get the fuck off my face.
Get the fuck out of my life.
Eat shit and die.
Retard.
t. M.R.

i regret talking you out of suicide. you are just an absolute waste of a life, i can't believe i ever loved you. you are a self centred junkie with no prospects, do the world a favour and just stop breathing

>>37825256
You're probably overthinking things. People have lives and are busy doing things. I think some of these are for me sometimes but then I find out the initial is completely someone else.

KW
i just wish you cared as much as i do.
i'm sorry i ever gave a fuck.
i promise i'll never care about anyone again.
AU

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K
I fucking despise you. You showed me and my friends your scars to try and pity us, and it worked. You told us how you didn't want to live and we comforted you and allowed you to be friends with us. But you fucking tore us apart. You ruined our circle of friends from the inside, putting us against each other. But nobody noticed but me. You have, by yourself, ruined my fucking social life by taking my friends from me. Everyday I wish that you had never come to us for help, because you would be better off with your wrists slit rotting in a fucking casket. You are the reason I'm wasting my fucking life away here. I hope you get what's coming to you, you fucking slut.
U

>>37825975
man i said fucking a lot but that felt good to get off my chest

Dear F,
I was starting to fall for you then you suddenly went cold and told me to cut contact. Why?
M

dear t pls luv me L

>>37824732
You're the same anon that makes bullshit responses in these threads all the time. Stop it. Sort yourself out.

dear women in general,

you're all trash.

>>37818649
>other people are responsible for me

Dear Feek,

I miss you. Why did you stop talking to me? Do you hate me? Did I do something wrong?

W.

I'm writing about you for the second time today. 2 years have passed now and you've found someone new... So have I. But in my mind you still control me. I can't seem to trust anyone, although I'm trying. You have ruined my mental health. My relationships with the humankind is fucked. I want to hate you, pretend like all the good things didn't happen. But they did and i can't lie, you've given me a lot.

But suddenly you felt like i didn't deserve your love anymore, so you stopped giving it. You couldn't break up with me though. You still wanted me to be your property. You knew that i was too weak to speak up, so you took advantage. It worked. You broke me. I did everything you wanted me to do. I felt brainwashed. Then the paranoia kicked in and i was in a constant state of anxiety, I couldn't speak, couldn't eat. You were repulsed by me and didn't need me anymore cause all that was left of me was rotten flesh. You've tried turned my friends against me, even my mom and my teachers. Even when we broke up you weren't done with me. You still had to talk my fucking teachers that I WAS ABUSING YOU with endless stalking but you didnt tell them that it was because of you not wanting to give my shit back. Fuck i feel angry at you, you've never said sorry. I just want to ask you why? Why didnt you just break up with me? why didnt you tell me to fuck off? why didnt you say sorry? so many why's... I'd like to hear a sincere sorry coming out of your mouth, but i know that it's not going to happen. So i just wish, with all my heart, that you've changed and learned from this experience as much as i did.

I want to be angry but i feel like there's no point. It happened and i need to accept it. I want to thank you for breaking me. I'd be someone else if you didn't. I've got a lot more balls now. But also...fuck you.

Z

just here to vent

M

I love you

N

>>37823517
Meh she has legit aspergers and already and hates normies. I don't think she will hurt me and if she does at least she was a good person for the most of it.

>>37826175
No that would be me kek.

>>37824732
Well if what you're doing now isn't working then there probably is a good reason why.

>>37826882
Liar. Do you love them? Real love or meme love?

Dear B

Fuck u why wont u text me

A

Dear H,

I still love you, but if you can't commit to me then I can't agree to doing things that go beyond friendship.

Maybe it's selfish but I'm afraid of you breaking my heart a third time.

L

l did not hit her, its not true! Its bullshit, I did not hit her I did not!

>>37827258
L
You're tearing me apart

g
you are an insufferable piece of pathetic and idiotic shit. i dont even know why i bother trying. i care way more than you think.
k

M
Wherever you are, I hope you are having a great time

J
God, I wish I could just punch you in the gut. I know hitting women is not okay by normies, but it would be so satisfying yet so simple at the same time. You've never wronged me directly, but it's mostly because of you i'm this way; miserable and self-loathing.
M

>>37825975
What else happened? Sounds like quite the roastie

>>37827068
Yes, since the first time we talked

I,

Maybe in some other timeline where I'm a bit better at things than I am now, we could have been something, at least for a little while. But we're here, and there's no hope here.

M

>>37827342
I'm doing okay.
>>37820365
>tfw am M and have a K that I would love to pretend is you but you're probably a guy anyway

>>37826175
Why would I bullshit about wanting them? They deserve better, but I wouldn't know if they were getting that if I wasn't ever with them.
>>37827012
>Well if what you're doing now isn't working then there probably is a good reason why.
I'm not doing anything except thinking it over. The only reason would be that they don't want it. Which is fine if that's better for them. I'd rather respect that than try to force anything.

C,

You blocking me isn't a huge surprise and I don't even really care. I just couldn't deal with the stress of you in my house after a night of distress at your mercy. It's on me to communicate, and I did, gently, but damn you really know how to completely ignore a person's emotional state. I would not have blocked you or anything. I would have kept talking to you. But you blocking me like that does confirm some things I've thought about you. Let's face it: we have little in common. You like stupid rims on cars, really shitty rap, and you made an okcupid profile looking for men to do double-penetration with to record and upload it on youporn. It's comical how different we are. But I did enjoy photographing mushrooms with you and identifying birds.

P

PS: you're a horrible driver and a shitty photographer >_<

Dear K,
Do you remember the time you said no matter what we will always be friends?
Well i guess the events 4 years ago and the following silence proofed this wrong.
At this point i can admit, that whilst you were just playing around with me and using my feelings all the years to the point where you ultimatily shattered me, i was an obsessive idiot too.
As i laid in the hospital, the thought of you visiting me was the only thing that kept me going. But you didnt. i wanted to make a stupid joke the moment you enter the room. something like "oh an angel, seems i died during the operation" or some bs like that. Sometimes i wonder what your parents thought after i was gone. i wish that i could stop to hate you, but i guess thats too dangerous under the hate might still lie other feelings i dont want to feel anymore. so hate is all we got. I realy whish we could still great one another when we see us...

- M

>>37826847
90% of this is familiar. hang in there buddy

>>37827461
>since the first time we talked
Thats either sweet or very not healthy, how did it happen

AB
I still fucking hate every single little bit of you. And if I ever see you again I will make sure you know just how much. Go to fucking hell.
Love always, AF

>>37827814
Op here: Hospital was not suicide related

Dear J,
I am realy greatful for having you in my life. In my darkest days you came out of nowhere and started to pick all the peaces left of me. You started to put them back together, slowly one after another into something that remotly equals a human being. To this day your love and caring help mending the ditches left. After all the years spent together you already noticed i do very rarly say that i love you. This is because i am not able to feel love anymore, not like before the incident. But i realy like you which is the closest someone can get. i hope we stay with another and dont start hatin each other

Your T

>>37827944
You will laugh at me, but we met online
And I had this childlike excitement and happiness when we talked, like I was chatting to a long lost friend
I was being so much I got scared of coming off so flirty but M took it the best way possible and didn't let me make a fool of myself, and 6 months later I realized that I was in love with M and M knew all this time.

Dear E,
You're 18 now. I hope you are getting the help you need. Please have everything work out for you because you deserve happiness. I hope you don't hate me forever like your ex. I don't hate you.

L.

wow so much depression related stuff going on in here

>>37821873
I totaly fucking feel you bruh
I just want to say that I wish you to be happy
@_@

>>37818318
Holy fuck, I'm pretty sure you're a lesbian but you're fucking hot and I wanna sex you up so badly. That wavy hair straight out of the 90s, the slim petite body-type and 10/10 facial structure. Shit.
Too autistic to go near you but yeah.
Plus by the looks of thinks you're a complete dweeb so we'd have that in common.

Yours faithfully, a twit.

P,

I think you do like me, but I wish you could reciprocate the affection I give you. You didn't deserve your past.

E.
I just want to fucking kill myself now
Everything is ruined
I'm such a failure, I don't know who I hate more - you or myself
Wish I wasn't such a moron and you wasn't such a bitch
Best wishes
A.

Dear C,

I'm glad the state attorney didn't ruin our chances of being in love and together forever. If your family ever forgives me, I just know that we will fight the time and life will be as we've always dreamed. And we can finally find the fuck who tipped off the police. When I turn 25, we have to wait two years until you are of age, but love is patient.

I'll always be waiting.

G.

>>37828478
Im sure that they appreciate you for who you are, I cant say whether they like you or not of course but I hope youre both happy with your relationship whatever it is

>>37828747
Lol wait a minute

>>37828755
Thank you, we got together for a while
But long distance is a kill for a relationship
I don't know how we are standing now but I still love him

>>37828872
>I don't know how we are standing
What you mean?

Dear Normies,

Hitler is coming back. fuck You

Love and peace

>>37828910
We have been on and off for a while, had some fights, we hurt each other so we are taking it easy and see how it goes from now on...

I miss you too, but I can't be your friend right now because it hurts being your friend. I want to, but I can't, because I won't be able to move on. I had hoped you wanted me back, but it didn't turn out to be that, so today it really hurt me a lot. I honestly knew this would be the result from the beginning of our relationship, just didn't think it would happen this way or that it would hurt this much. I think it's better if we just become strangers and we both try to live a normal life from now on.

>>37828952
About what do you guys fight? Couples fighting seems so weird to me. Like just sit down and talk it out like adults. Is that called fighting? Is everyone just completely retarded or is it me.

H,

There's a universe where I get to be with you.
I hate that version of me and I think he's a dick, but let's face it, that's just jealousy talking because he ended up in a better world than this one and I got the one where you're married.

C

>>37829078
Yeah fighting seems like we were punching each other and throwing vases

But it was mostly on my side, I have a bad temper and often jealous (latina), the distance was making me more insecure, we had other people's interference as well and since we live on opposite sides of the world we had to deal with our own personal issues and the difficulty to meet.

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>>37829199
Wow that sounds so superficial. I'll never understand normies and their issues.

>>37829253
Sorry to disappoint you anon
I'm very much normie

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>>37829294
So fuck off from this board you scum. Cancer.

>>37829310
I love you too anon <3
#nohomo
Now you got cancer too

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Colin O,

You were a junior and I was a sophomore at "W" about 2 years ago.

Sorry if I was annoying back then, you reminded me so much of myself, I wanted to reach out. I had no idea how to talk to people and still don't. I think about you from time to time when I come on this website. It seem like a place you might visit.

I wish I could have been the type of person you'd want to be friends with. I doubt you'd ever read this, but the world can work in strange ways and if you find this and want a friend or someone to talk to, I'm always here.

-H

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>>37828747
>we have to wait two years until you are of age, but love is patient.

Hooolllllll up there.
Hold up.

I hate myself so much I'm ashamed of even existing
Whenever other people involve themselves with me I mess up and they end up hating and misunderstanding me
There's a nonstop monologue in my head repeating "sorry" and "I hate myself" without end whenever I make a mistake, which would be every few minutes
I just wanna be left alone forever, the harder I try to be a person the worse it gets

>>37827342
I'm busy and waiting for you to message me?

>>37827461
Do they love you back?

>>37827751
Try being direct then? Some people really value being direct than playing games or being flirty because it shows they aren't serious to them but being direct shows they are. What makes you think they don't want it?

>>37829199
Be my crazy latina gf. I'm crazy too. I only know how to use people for what I want and be desperately clingy and needy apparently. Hopefully you are the same because that's my new ideal.

>>37830609
Why do you hate yourself though?

Dear Annas

please stop pissing off robots im tired of seeing your names 5 times in every letter thread

-X

>>37830609
Dont be so harsh with yourself
What do you do that seems to make people hate you? Why do you think people dislike you? They say so?

>>37830863
>Try being direct then? Some people really value being direct than playing games or being flirty because it shows they aren't serious to them but being direct shows they are. What makes you think they don't want it?
Already lived with it for a lifetime, rest of it shouldn't seem to long.

alex
please respond i miss you
youre my favorite person ever and i like you so so soooo much lemme take care of you

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>>37828747
hmmmm....

>anon seduces underage girl and blames family for breaking them apart

M

All I want is die now and nothing more, I can't believe this is happening, I hope this is only a nightmare and when I wake up you're still by my side, making me smile and feel happy like you always did, despiste the tears you made me fall. Otherwise, I'll become nothing for this world without you, without your love.


S

>>37831125
Idk what that means, but show them you're serious first and then play it how you want it? If you filll them with doubt or ambiguity then they might be really turned off by it and push you away.

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>>37818318
Hey S,

P-pls respond

M

>mfw she didn't respond since 13th of December 2014
Time flies so fast...

>>37831179
Whats the second letter of M's first name and your first name?

>>37831021
Fuck off mate I don't like my name being used constantly either.
-Anna

>>37831271
Do you know a Zach?

>>37831306
None on a personal level.

I will be 30 in a couple years.

>>37831325
Nevermind wrong Anna.

to:CS
I really don't know what to say. I have been trying to show you how much you mean to me for a year. the entire 18th (going on 19th) year of my life spent in the pursuit of your affection. I still can't tell if you feel the same way; one day you talk to me like you care too, and the next day you can't be bothered to say hi, or you wait a week to respond to my email. I don't know what to do. I am really getting sick and tired of all this unrequited love. I am asking you out in a month; if you say no, show no interest, and do not give me a counter offer, I'm done with you. still waiting,
FTK

Don't ever smoke spice

>>37831176
Don't worry about me
I'm taking meds now
Hopefully I'll get better soon

>>37831260
No, why do you want to know?

>>37831533
Idk it sounds familiar. Is M a boy or a girl?

>>37831576
The gender is not important now, who are you? A boy or a girl?

>>37831058
It's not that I think so, everywhere I go I'm ostracized and disliked by people
They usually say it after a while, some take it to more extreme extents to really put me down
People say I'm antisocial and that I hate other humans but I don't hate or dislike anyone except myself, it's not their fault I'm defect and wasn't aborted
>>37831004
Because I failed at every aspect in life and nobody likes me despite my best efforts into making things right
Two decades of struggling and it only gets worse

>>37831228
>turned off by it and push you away.
That would of probably been better for them. I'll just live with it.

>>37831491
i really doubt this is actually you, you would've messaged me saying so :p but if its you can we talk tonight? i miss you

>>37831632
I'm a boy origami

>>37831769
Which country are you in?


Originally

>>37818318
to my younger self.
say everyday wonderful things to nastka.
everyday ask her if she want go with you somewhere or just chillout.
only save money for this cool events with her.
your friend corrupted future.

>>37831656
>i really doubt this is actually you, you would've messaged me saying so :p

I'm not
We have no means of communication

Dear deers

Cheer for beers

Bear stairs

>>37831814
USA original origami

>>37823231
Fact: All women named Anna are eternal trash.

*cracks knuckles* *cracks neck sideways twice* "time to get to work, boys"

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Dear everyone from 9th grade
I don't know why caused me to act that way or why I did. When I think about my actions back then I fall onto a deep depression and get into my feels. I had it all. Friends, a girl, I was funny too. I don't know why instead of growing up or at least growing a personality I continued to distance myself away from you guys while acting the way I did. I know in the deepest parts of my heart that the reason I am a failed normie is because of my own faults. In hindsight it was no ones fault. It was the first time I had ever gotten that close to a group of people and I was excited to be apart of something. I was emotionally not ready for what we had.
Special thanks/mention to Eddie. A Chad who tried to nurse me back to health but I failed him. Im sorry man i just was never gonna be good enough. If its any consolation I'm just gonna spend all summer smoking weed with my stoner buddies before I kill myself with a bullet I got from my friend and my dad's revolver. Thanks for the ride everybody. Sorry I am the way I am.

>>37830863
He says so and I believe him.

>>37830951
Sorry already taken but I can introduce you a friend.

>>37823034
this is probably to my david. I shouldn't be jealous but I am.

>>37831533
>>37831632
Do you have autismo?

C,
Do me a favor and don't go off the deep end over this breakup thing. I'm not interested in getting sloppy seconds for the sake of you feeling better about yourself, and if you try to move things toward that it's going to be really awkward for everyone.
-C

so...
I'm so fucking bored.

>>37818318
Dear nsa

Please don't judge, you're just as bad as I am. The things people do alone should stay that way, since that's no longer an option, at least don't be judgemental. You're like that one kid in grade school who begged people to hear about their crushes, just to tell everyone about them like a jaggler.

Sincerely, another jaggler.

>>37832574
thats what u get dirty spic

>>37832354
>squats
>stretches leg on table

>>37832609
BRRRRRRRRRRRRUIUUUUIIIIPPPPPPAAAAP!

Dear Anon I started talking to a couple of weeks ago,
I'm sorry for ghosting you. Talking to people, even online, makes me anxious as fuck.
I hope you make it.
Anon,

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Dear A,

I don't know why things went so far south back when we used to text. I know you think I'm a weirdo but I wasn't always this way. I had a mental breakdown because of certain things that happened in that place. All I ever wanted to be was someone close to you, don't even have to be your boyfriend either. I know you'll probably never read this, but it feels good to let it all go.
I'm sorry for the things that happened. I will let you go if it makes you feel better but I'll never forget you.

Love,
J

>>37832546
It's okay, she was a drunk booty call that went too far. My only mistake was letting her feel valued as more than a 3rd rate cumdumpster. I'll never give a narcissistic 3 the time of day again.
I don't understand why roasties think being the last choice at the party, essentially a wet napkin, with a handful of cocoa butter that you dont make eye contact, with means anything. I'm doing just fine without my dollar store dick sleeve, thanks for your concern.

>>37832777
Thankfully we're talking about different Cs. This one's a bit much but she's not a party roastie

>>37832768
I'm sure that'll make her very happy to think about when some other guy is ramming his cock down her throat.

Family,
I'm sorry that i never even dared to try. The youngest is the most loved, in this family at least, but it never felt that way. You all told me that i could be anything that i wanted to be, so i became nothing. i let you all down. i wish father beat me more, so that i may have become disciplined. i wish mother hadnt have been so forgiving, so that i may have been less forgiving to others when they lied to me, told me i was their friend, but then spit on my face. this past decade has taught me many things. it taught me that the people on this earth are just actors in the shitty, boring play that is life. i am the only one for me. no one can see me, no one can speak to me, no one can touch me. no one must know me. i think im just rambling at this point so ill just end it now. now seems to be good a time as any to check out.
-R

>>37818318
D,

I'm sorry that life is so tough on you. I should have been there to support you when you were caught up in the mix of drugs and depression, but I was scared to commit. There's no apology that I can give you to make up for that, and I'm sorry that I made you wait around for so long. Even though being "friends" is hard on me, I'll do my best to be here for you.

Love,
__

>>37827767
Hmmmmm
She sounds familiar.
Are you from Delaware/Maryland?

T,

The days we had together were the best days I've ever had, you were my love and my missing piece but I guess I wasn't yours.

B

Dear guys,

You're all great, I know I'm probably the most awkward out of all of you, but I know people well. You're all interesting and confident enough to get the pum, if you could close the deal a little better, it's not that easy, I shouldn't be talking, but you know what I mean. Sorry I'm such a downer all the time, if you think it sucks, imagine having that in your head 100% of the time, I'm working on it though. Just enjoy yourselves, and do be so hard on yourselves, nothing is as serious as we like to make it.

To: A.B.

You radiate pain, you radiate love,
If only I did- when push came to shove,
But grace didnt appease me,
Your body displeased me,
It had no real reason,
Just internal treason,
But that's a deflection, out of fear for the truth,
Found in reflections, which mirrors uncooth.

V.H.

Hope you guys like it, since you're the only ones gonna see it.

>>37833154
I know it came from a good place but it's a pretty shit poem desu, it's for the best if she doesn't see it

I found the letter that night, you wrote it in my sleep. I can still feel you here beside me it read. Dear if your reading this its you that kills me~

>>37832609
You are valued, at least by me. <3

>>37832768
P.S
You're the coldest person I've ever met. Of course, you would probably take that as a compliment. I just wish for your success but you need to recognize what is really important in life. And it's not money, big houses or fast cars.
Maybe one day you will change.
God help you because I cannot.

>>37832855
My life was the same. I knew they loved me, it was too much pressure to be perfect. Beatings aren't the same as severe emotional abuse, he dished out plenty of that, to himself and my brothers. He had ten years on my mother, she wasn't the smartest, she looked up to him like a mentor, and he treated her like a dog. That's why he married her, to have someone who calmed his constant feelings if inadequacy, and need for self improvement, I inherited those things, not to the same extent thankfully, but I'll never love up to my own expectations. I wish my brother didn't look up to him so much, I was 4 the first time I saw him cry, he got hit over the head with a textbook, my dad didn't like that he wasn't getting it right away, he's a better father now than ours will ever be, I can't blame either of them though. I wish I could talk to my family with epitomozing my fear of social pressure. I wish my mother was smarter, and didn't grow up expecting a childish fantasy of being rescued from poverty by a kind rich man, and learned to live on her own. I wish my brothers never left me alone in this house knowing what my parents were like, and how i flinched whenever they spoke too loudly or raised their hands. I wish my father wasn't as great of a man as he is, so he could feel the same hurt of mistakes made he inflicted on everyone who loved him, and know that he's made so many mistakes as a human being. I wish I was mentally healthy.

A
This no contact thing is only going to end in one very unhappy way. It won't solve your problems. If anything it will just hit harder when you realise what you've done in a few years from now.

The problem is with him, not you; but I don't expect you to realise until it's too late.

I don't want to fuck about with this no contact. Sort your shit out or I suppose this is the last time we'll speak.

As always, the ball is in your court. All my love, J.

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>>37833186
I agree

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I don't feel like being original

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Dear, death grips guy, you suck.

Regards,

objectivity.

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Dear Former Friends

I miss all of you, from the ones I met in real life to the ones I met online.
but I am also afraid of all of you, I can't bring myself to trust people or get close to them, paranoia has taken a hold of me like a vice.
and of course loneliness and solitude is ever prevalent now that I have cut all contact with everyone, even though it's better like this I still wonder what could have been if I wasn't so afraid and stood up to my fears.
These feelings well up after reading an idiotic webcomic, despite being awful it hit a chord with me with the protagonist and his friend, I always wanted that type of friendship. but I am self-destructive and I don't deserve it for being a menace.

Ben.

>>37833203
Thanks for this, you're pretty great too, sorry if I couldn't tell you it in person, but you're very kind.

>>37833389
Sorry I took you for granted, you were always there, and could make me smile just by thinking about your dumb fave, and I just assumed it would stay that way. When I realized it wouldn't, I panicked. If it's any consolation, I've never met anyone close to how great you are, I lost more than you did.

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>>37833458
I know what you are pretender.
don't trick me, I don't need any tricks.

>>37825256
This kind of happened to me, I had a good friend who started to be reclusive like me and we just stop talking, it kind of sucks but I don't know what to do.

>>37827767
You're so much more than I am.

Dear j,
I'm sorry you think I'm trying to ruin your life. I wish things could have ended better for us. I could never hate you; all I ever wanted was for you to care about me. I hope I get to talk to you before I leave , but I know I shouldn't, and I probably won't.
-a.r

Who is familiar Anna here? Which country does she live in? All initial of A are letters for Anna?

>>37833556
I don't lie like I used to, I'm okay with being bland if that's what you mean.

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>>37833643
Evedy anna suck dick, fact numbe 2993.

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>>37833673
you go around pretending to be people and responding to their letters in earnest.
you do more harm than good, there is no forgiveness to be gather here.
only brooding and regrets.

Deal L,
We used to be best friends, I knew you for over 5 years of my life. But after you said all those terrible things to me. I couldn't be your friend anymore. After all the times you left me alone so you could be with your boyfriends instead, and when you both broke up I was always there to pick up the pieces. When I told you I had depression and you turned it around to make it all about yourself. That you wouldn't talk to me anymore if I "started acting all whiny and annoying." because of it. That's why i stopped contacting you. Because you always acted like you were better than me, smarter than me, prettier than me. I hope now, you've realized how much you've hurt the ones you love.

K

Leo,
We've only known each other for a few years but you are already my best friend. You've told me things and opened up to me like no one ever has to me before. I was there when you needed me the most and I hope to always be there for you. I know that when i really need you that you will be there for me too. I know that nothing can replace the loss of your best friend but I will try my hardest.
-J

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>>37833777
>I can't believe it's not rachael

>>37833750
>fact numbe 2993.
what?

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>>37833981
I was hoping for a Temno but yeah I don't know what a Rachael is.

>>37833814
I didn't like the damn sweater

You know I want to be married

>>37834075
My bad then, dun goofed

>>37832901
i wish you was R

>>37834166
She wishes I was someone else as well.

Z,

Please leave me alone. We've both lost friends over this, and now I'm turning into someone I don't recognize and I hate it. I wish we'd never met because I'm too scared to end this myself. I know I'm the one to blame here, but I don't want to be this deceptive, disgusting, heartless shell of a person. Am I really this important to you, or am I just a temporary fix for the hole D left behind? Please understand I don't want a commitment anymore, either. I just want out.

V

you give me a strong feeling of their being someone i understand as much as they to i. I hope this lastsas long as it can.
"all of my love to you"-Zeppilin(sadly u dont listen to em)
JC

>>37833643
I'm the original American Anna. No other Annas may step in my court.

Dad,

I wish things were the same as when I was a kid. We don't see each other ever, and when we do, all you do is yell at me. I'm beginning to see why J and M moved out as soon as they could. If growing up means seeing you go from proud to disappointed, then I hate being an adult. I understand you're under a lot of stress, but you've become a bully. I'm not like you. I'm shy, and softer. I may be as big as you, but that's as far as the genetics go. Please, let me be me, and believe me when I say I'm trying my hardest to make you proud. I guess that's just not enough anymore. I'm sorry.

D

w,

Sorry for your car and what happened. Not sorry for past 3 years. You have always been a dick and deserve it. I'd be okay if you were just a dick, but you went out of your way to fuck me over. me. I did so much for you and yet you completely screwed me over almost everytime you got the chance. Glad we're done.

You're the only person i hope dies asap.

N

>>37818318
C,

I still love you. I will shift my future plans to fit you in them. After all this, just give me a chance. I just don't understand why you're holding back.

R

J

I have the biggest crush on you it's insane. It really is. It makes me think you're not even real. It's so easy to believe you're not real. I want you to be real so bad.

>>37833643

Is it A whether you're Anna?

H,

Yah I'll cut contact now, I ruined it.

Do any of you remember my name?
Do any of you remember my voice at all? Am I missed somewhere?

>>37835737
I've read your post, you exist to me now if that means anything.

j

i'm sorry.

i wish we could go back.

>>37835550
There is no my initial here. No one here knows me.

D,
We used to spend so much time together but I fucked up and grew too depressed, I shut myself away but thought of you nonstop. Now I just want you back even though I have no real initiative and youve moved on.
-N

>>37825014
What's s's name? Or second initial?
Sincerely, curious S?

>>37835737
Was I ever more than just a face in the crowd? Did you even know my name? Did you ever really care?

Do you ever wonder why or where I am now? Do you ever feel ashamed? Do you even feel a thing?

You think your feelings are evident to everyone else because they are evident to you, but they aren't. I was at least very (if not too) forthcoming with my feelings.

I honestly want to see you ground into dust, my hatred before was the product of neuroticism, but now it is justified entirely.

>>37836004
What'5 your initial?

>>37823034
>>37823136
>>37823178
>>37823350
>>37823362

>tfw my name is david and i don't know if any of this applies to me or not

S,
I'm so happy that I've fallen in love with you. Spending time with you let me feel comfortable. I never thought I'd ever meet someone as incredible as you. Please, don't leave me. Ever.

P

>>37836748
Did this person do something to you?

>>37836834
What is S like, anon?

>>37836748
I think you're just overreacting my friend

>>37836691
No you'll always be a boring nobody like everyone else. I couldn't care less about what happens to you and fuck you for trying to reach out.

>>37833582
Try talking to them again? Idk anon it really depends how much you valiew the friendship. But what do you have to lose?

>>37836862
S is beautiful. Her laugh makes my heart flutter. Her and I share a lot of opinions when it comes to anything - politics, psychology, science, etc. She likes the same food that I do and has the same sense of humor. She's beautiful. Perfect, even. Everything about her makes me so happy.

>>37829065
You're supposed to leave initials, silly. Also, dooming a friendship from the start is a self fulfilling prophecy you know

>>37836888
Well I don't

>>37836924
And you think you aren't? You're infinitely more boring and normal than I am. If you think your spontaneous thieving and breaking into houses or what the fuck ever makes you "lol sooo unique" you're a fucking idiot, as I had always suspected.

>>37831636
This happens to me too anon. Don't take it to heart. You are your own man/woman and you aren't defiened by how other people see you

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Dear I

My memories of you are starting to fade, yet I still can't help but miss you. I can't remember quite what you looked like but somehow the faces you made are ingrained. I miss your voice most of all, I think.

>>37837116
Dude I think you're projecting really hard

>>37837116
Dude I think you're projecting really hard, are you alright?

>>37829065
Vanessa?
Organalveans

>>37837161
>>37837167
Dude lmao are you alright?
Obviously not. But you're not actually asking that question, it's just another snide, rhetorical, somewhat sarcastic comment that one comes to expect from the aggregate asshole that is normalfaggot humanity.

Hope you die horribly, faggot.

>>37837167
And anyway,
>No you'll always be a boring nobody like everyone else. I couldn't care less about what happens to you and fuck you for trying to reach out.
Isn't?
This entire thread is fucking projection. You're probably projecting right now.

I put too much value in you. You turned uppity instead of confident, it always happens to insecure women when you give them a chance to feel special, but I needed you even though you turned into an entitled bitch. Have fun finding it anywhere again lmao.

>>37837191
I think you're just in a pussy mood and taking out on me. I really meant to ask if you were okay. Stay miserable dumbass.

>>37837270
Lol I think you're projecting there, buddy. Seems like you're the one who's been in a critical, foul mood all along but is retconning to abdicate themselves of any contradictions.

>>37837301
I literally asked if you were okay and you started pissing yourself in rage. I don't know who you are.

I fucked it up. I'm sorry

Kyle

>>37837331
Well you obviously don't care if I am because you're using this as an opportunity to insult and degrade me, so who fucking cares what your original intentions were even if they were what you said they were?

Fucking pretender. I actually and honestly hope someone slices up the shit-eating grin I imagine you have.

>>37818318
N
You were always one of my favorite people to talk to in the group, I didn't empathize or feel as close with anyone else there. I wish I wasn't such a fuckup. Even after I told you all that stuff about how I don't belong and no one needs me or whatever, I still just want you to tell me to stay.
A

>>37836862
They deliberately chose to and continue to choose to fuck with my obviously delicate sanity because they think I did the same, or something of similar gravity, to them, when I didn't. I know of so many people who want this person dead. I wish I knew them more personally.

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Stop drinking 2-4 bottles of cheap nasty cider every single day

I hate being awake. all I can think about is kiling myself.

>>37837363
My bad man i didn't mean to upset you, tbqh, you seemed that way before I asked if you were alright, that's why I asked. I wasn't being sarcastic.

>>37837933
Yeah, well, you went about it in a shit way, and you honestly seemed like you wanted an excuse to be antagonistic as well.

I know you don't feel the same.
There's a certain coldness in your eyes
I try to back off but then I see you
And you are so beautiful I forget everything
I know we are wounded up from everything that happened
Will you ever love me again?

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S:
I will finish that one project I keep blathering about. I know where I'm going with it now, what it's going to look like. I'll have it ready before the year is out. I don't think it will make any money -- in fact, I don't know how it could be monetized in the first place -- but if it freaks even one person out to the point where they have to sleep with the lights on, I'll be happy.

G, S, K, and N:
I will also finish writing the slice-of-life anime-themed PvP tabletop system I told you all about. And when I do, all of you poor bastards are helping me playtest it. Especially you, N, because you were the one who inspired me to do it.

>implying ur words actually mean anything to me
>implying i care one heck about what you think
>implying (you) mean anything to me
why r u so fucking upset cunt shut up. you created the situation and i want nothing to do with it.
>stay out
yeah that was the plan dickhead

>>37838012
You shouldn't want to hurt anyone man, I can't imagine what anyone could have done to make you hate them so much, I have an irrational fear of being disliked, so I was projecting a little, tbqh I really wanted to know what they did.

>>37838483
>I have an irrational fear of being disliked
Man, so do I. Maybe we should fix that. People often don't deserve that level of investment, right?

>>37838452
>you created the situation and i want nothing to do with it
Victim blaming faggot. Go shit on someone's doorstep or whatever it is that you do for fun.

Tell me why do I keep bothering?
Why do you still keep me around if you don't love me anymore?
I stay because I do, because I believe you'll love me back again someday. Should I give up instead?

wut pokyamon wud u fuk tho

>>37838598
Your mom lol
Her ability would be Soundproof

>>37838530
Yeah I guess not, sorry again man, I hope it works out well with whoever you're upset with. If it means anything to you, it's never worth it to let your anger build up to the point where you want to hurt someone, once it's gets that far, you're think irrationally or the aren't worth your time anymore.

>>37838594
This is something you should ask in person imo

>>37838751
My experience has been that it's never been worth it until it builds up to that point. Once it does it provides the necessary motivation to dissolve that relationship by any means necessary because the sensation of the feeling so uncomfortable to carry.

>>37838763
>>37838594
>>37838108
Because the person will say everything is fine but will keep acting distant

Dear me

Stop being a retard on love

Sincerly,
Me

Nothing here is what I want.
A couple of years has passed since you stopped replying to me by email. After all, you did not answer my question at all and did not explain anything to me.
I know I'm tired of waiting.
You are still a precious person to me, I think I will not take action until your reply comes. sorry.

Wish you could write a letter to me

I think you have GF to spend the weekend together.
We couldn't be friends.
Everything was my fantasy.
Please leave me alone.
Goodbye.

Bump

Canario

dear girl,

i'm not happy without you and i hope you're not happy either. but you were always great at discarding people and overwriting your emotions by convincing yourself you've been wronged and everyone but you is evil, so you're probably doing fine. when i kill myself i'll give you a special mention in the letter.

-boy

>>37841634
I'm so sorry. I dislike shy boy.

>>37828538
this might be for me, sad

Dear M

I'm sorry for the way I treated you. I want you back I'm sorry for being abusive. My fondest memories were the 4 years we spent together. I told you I'm not good at relationships but I want to try. You moved on so fast, I didn't. So what im drunk all the time it's fun and I think im an alcoholic now. Just talk to me, text me and unblock me. We can still be fwb.

J

C,

I know you're still doing drugs and porn. You sicken me. If there was a real human there, she's gone.

If you think that it is effort and courage that you do not need, I can not do anything anymore.

But I think that courage is necessary to doanything.
You will have a lot of life experiences in the future and will learn it.
Whatever experiences you have now will benefit you in the future.

I wanted you to realise about it.
I hope you happiness. I love you.

Dear Tabata

Thanks for ruining Versus XIII

Yours truly, Fuck You

>>37842877
b-but I'm not a boy

>>37844648
Oh, whoops! Sorry, wrong person!

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J,
Another day, another night, I'm still missing you the same. I lay in bed and it's 2am and I want to hear you talking to me about your tin foil hat theories, how everyone is Hitler/Nazi and how bad the government is. I want to listen to the 30 different ways you'd cuddle me. I want to tell you over and over and over again how much I love you, how I'd murder 100 people for your happiness and smile through the bloodshed.

I sometimes don't get it; I offered you everything, and you told me I was the most beautiful girl you've ever seen so why didn't you stay.. I loved you when you were a neet, I loved you when you got a job, I loved you through your depression I loved you for everything you thought was a mistake and I would of loved you forever. I would of done everything and anything for you. I miss having an adult figure in my life, I can't do it on my own I'm going to kill myself.. We were so perfect, played the same video games, loved the same anime, had the same goals, everything..

I really hope you come back, it's been over 2 months since I've fell asleep with you. I'm going insane being this alone.
Your kitten, C

L,
I don't wanna talk to you anymore. I want to be alone.

>>37835717
Hey, whats your initial?

S

I think about you daily. That said, I never want to talk to you again. I'm not stupid. I used you, yeah, but you used me too. And I was comfortable with that. I was happy knowing you were a terrible person, I was happy knowing you knew I was a terrible person too. You just had to grow a conscious, didn't you? I guess we were never really meant for each other. As an old friend, I hope you go on to do something great. As a bitter loser, I wish we'd never met.

V

>>37841634
dear tranny person or whomever you claim to be

Why do you think I keep getting banned from posting on /adv/?
I find it pretty generic with an overlapping postings from r9k users so I know to automatically throw whatever just got said like 95% of the time, and I don't really start troll posts or replies there. The normies are so fucking annoying there it's like some kind of "look at me I want attention, not advice" thread if it's not a dumb frog poster.

from
your beta orbiter

>>37844692
It's ok anon, that happens.

>>37844506
what's her real name, anon?

jp:

no matter what you do, you will never be good enough.

t. cc

Emily,
Those long hours on the highway that night meant more to me than you'll ever know.
I'd drive another 1000 miles with you if I could.
V

M
I am sorry about your drug problem.
I am not sure that I can be around someone who values drugs higher than me.
You told me you would break up with me if I ever snorted coke again, yet you are here on amfetamine high as a kite and not sleeping for 3 days.
I am worried about you and your heart.
I don't want you to die.

>>37818318
Dear roasties, I hope you realize orbiters run out when your sexual appeal falls off. I.e. the literal second anyone is competent enough to realize there's 100 vaginas better than yours in a 1 mile radius

>>37846026
Going after others for sexual appeal alone, for $ alone, for anything but who they are, is the issue. Men are to blame too. You out yourself in your criticism by saying all men care about is a woman's appearance and sex appeal. This is a problem. People need to stop being shallow retards.

Dear Rosie B,

Honestly I have no idea who you are. I can't tell if you're fucking with me, or if you really are some girl I've forgotten. The problem is I've never forgotten a girl, and at the end of the day I would have never forgotten you. It scares me because you very obviously know me, not some random chick. However the fact that you won't tell me who you really are is fucking autistic. There's something wrong here. And I have no idea what it is. If you actually told me, we could reach some kind of conclusion and both come away satisfied in some way. But I know that's not what you want, and you should know that as well. I honestly am furious at you for that. But on the off chance that you are some poor girl who is forgotten by everyone, I'm sorry. I wish you'd give me a chance to help you, but clearly you don't want help.
Sincerely,
BC

D
I wonder if you miss me. I think about you every day. I'm not sure if i was something more to you than someone you felt obliged to talk to. I think that's all our friendship was to you. I hope you're doing ok.

Dear A

I really don't know, I just don't know. I don't know if it was love or if I was just retarded. I just felt happy spending time with you. Imagining life together...
I realize you never really liked me in that way and it hurts me a lot.
You were the first guy in 10 years that actually made my heart move, now it's back to a state of frozen solid.

I blame the distance. I blame me for being too shy.

Maybe some day it will work out. But we'll probably lose contact to each other because I'm too socially retarded.
I still think about it every day. I feel obsessed.

Maybe one day.

-M

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Dear K,
Go fuck yourself you shrill cunt. If you didn't want to be in a relationship with me you could have just fucking ended it instead of sleeping around behind my back. Fuck you.
PS I fucked your mom.
Sincerely, J

>>37823491

just dont grow too attached to her man. ive seen something like this happen firsthand

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E__corp

I think about you daily and every day burns a hole in my soul. I just wanted to be a part.
I love every single one of you

B

>>37818318
Dear LM
I wish you would love me back
-MD

>>37828687

S? orig

I cullionly, i'll counteth m're as still loveth, as most wondrous as th're is a lodging, an unknown, beyound round yon virgin, moth'r and issue in heav'nly yest'rday all mine own problems w're less near hence! i believeth in just at which hour thee wend th're nay fair just hair but th're couldst th're nay th're but their about the family hast taken a backeth by the sudden sweaty haste of windeth hitteth mine own god, what has't i seeth out bef're me, a most wondrous host of a what wast meanteth to beest how about thee nev'r valorous m'rit, th're thee wil. But, what hast thou then? t couldst f'r thee seeth beest h're, lest anywh're we near me filleth but then thee wend. And, spake, spake lo, "just wend! what, if 't be true what, shall shan't, n'r can't, near any to thee?"
beest th're nay m're desire in this thou art h're wouldst a valorous f'r nay m're thee shall rend'r unto th're shall beest yet one who is't thee shall seeth h're and th're, once betimes yet once at not once shall once seeth, once, once thee wendeth thy windeth to m're thee sill the selleth h're thee seeth what th're shall nev'r wend to thee, 'round whence th're nev'r w're. Lest, lo! f'r to wend? w're any barbany to seeth what shall beest, f're to me, lest we beest? just at which hour i once hadst, did love life and then, at which hour t cameth to, just about, th'ref're, god, i hadst all betimes, if 't be true once, th're once, once m're, volleyed, thund'red, maketh replyeth, whence. But lest! lest, lo! any to beest h're th're m're than thee can f'r nev'r shall i just as shall sir quest, heareth then, but valorous f'r this just as rough as out of the beclaim'd. Once we h're seeth what but couldst th're beest, just as thee has't fawn'd, m're than this, th're wast betimes th're thee seeth 'r valorous, dusteth cow'rs, raineth showeth'rs, plough and ploughman. Once m're, if 't be true th're w're such disturbance, yet selection th're withal, f'rthwith, f'r the first, celibrate, closeth, eyes.

>>37837068

can you describe S to me? I want to imagine such a beautiful girl

I'm too busy with life rn trying to distract from you and the feelings and thoughts you give me and too busy to read this thread write a letter to you today aside from this one. Sometimes it takes 30 minutes to write you a letter desu because I go through a lot of thoughts and emotions and don't want to say the wrong thing. I try to ignore these threads overall now and will on and off. I wish you would just message me more. And stop being so afraid that things will go wrong because that in itself feels wrong and makes things go wrong for me at least.

M

Letter to however added the new sticky,
Thank you.
-Anon.

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Joel
Kill Hajis. I hope you make it bud, I really do.
E
I apologise for my rudeness. We won't speak again though
Nicole
I'm sorry I guess. I don't know what else to say.
Claire
You're the only normie that accepts me. Heil Hitler
Ben
I trust you to belay me, even though you weigh half of what I do. And you're a fucking great drummer and our EP is going to be the tits and even though we will likely both kill ourselves we can release a few albums before then and that would be OK.
Ashlin
You're something special alright. Also, you will probably read this too. I want to meet you in a cornfield so we can fall asleep in the dirt talking about tanks.

/cue attention seeking drivel

dear all,

I'm sorry I'm a terrible son/friend, i wish i could be better but alas here i sit in my room alone with terrible 80s compilations my white noise. i wish i was just a better person but I'm pretty broken and I'm not quite sure where each piece goes. i feel like i tried to jam in the wrong parts of the puzzle in the wrong places and now its kind of beyond repair. the only thing I've ever kind of been proud of is writing and I'm terrible at it (if you hadn't figured by now). if i get any more rejection letters i will probably give up for good. ill probably become worse without any form of catharsis. i need to get a decent job. i need to get my shit together. the future is scary.

Dear K

I love you and I'm sorry. You're so far away and it would have never worked. You're so scared to even leave your house and you drifted away from me.
I know I started traveling the world and so many times I wanted to come see you but you rejected me.
I miss your voice. I miss your eyes and your sweet laughter whenever you finally found something funny. I miss playing Trine with you and talking to you during the late nights that I couldn't sleep.

But sadly I'll never get to feel your arms around me or have the sensation of feeling your breathing on the back of my neck that I've always craved while cuddling with someone.

But I'm a faggot retard NEET that will never be good enough for you.

I miss your smile...

I love you..

and you won't have to worry about me anymore.

Love
C

>>37848307
What is the initial of the person you're writing to?

>>37818318
These threads are always so gay lol

>>37844506
Gonna need a sauce on that anon

>>37836779
David Co***ns checking in. Could be me.

>>37849959
David Collins?

>>37850353
David Columns?

>>37849959
It's David Coons

Dear C
It's been almost 6 years to the day since you died and I can't stop thinking about you. You're the only guy I ever felt safe around and who I felt really had my back.

I've tried dating since but nobody I've met even comes close to you. Your charm, wit, strength, courage, intelligence, humour, everything about you radiated this bright sense of confidence and humility. You never had an alterior motive and you were always straight with everyone, especially me, you were never afraid of being yourself and even a person like me felt 10 feet tall standing beside you... Compared to that every man I've dated since has been fucking trash.

I sort of hate you sometimes for leaving me behind. Why of all people did it have to be you? I needed you. I still do. Not a day goes by where I don't think about you and not a night has passed where I don't look for you in the stars.

You know whats sad? When I've had a bad day I still put your shirts on. I get into bed and watch videos of me and you and somehow that makes me feel better for a while. I read the letters you wrote me, I listen to the music box you bought me, and probably saddest of all, I spray your fragrance around... it's almost like bringing the memories of you alive, or perhaps it's like summoning your ghost. I've never been able to decide which.

Please tell me I'll see you again one day. You have no idea what I'd trade to bring you back. I love you. I always will.

Forever Yours,
K

>>37850614
That's really sad. I hope you're doing well enough.

It's four in the morning, the end of December
I'm writing you now just to see if you're better
New York is cold, but I like where I'm living
There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening
I hear that you're building your little house deep in the desert
You're living for nothing now, I hope you're keeping some kind of record
Yes, and Jane came by with a lock of your hair
She said that you gave it to her
That night that you planned to go clear
Did you ever go clear?
Ah, the last time we saw you you looked so much older
Your famous blue raincoat was torn at the shoulder
You'd been to the station to meet every train, and
You came home without Lili Marlene
And you treated my woman to a flake of your life
And when she came back she was nobody's wife
Well I see you there with the rose in your teeth
One more thin gypsy thief
Well, I see Jane's awake
She sends her regards
And what can I tell you my brother, my killer
What can I possibly say?
I guess that I miss you, I guess I forgive you
I'm glad you stood in my way

>>37850760
If you find that sad you're a normalfag and should leave.

>>37849110
I'm not the other M someone wrote to in this thread will drug problems if that's who you think I am. The last thing the person i'm writing to messaged me was good night and then didn't message me back again if that helps you clear things up.

>>37850614
I'm sorry for your loss man, I hope you find peace.

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M,

From the first time we met I liked you. I was surprised when you said it first. I was fucking confused by the how well we got along despite our age difference. Either I was emotionally stunted or your were mature beyond your age.

I looked forward to your calls when you got off work. I could tell how happy you were by the sound of your voice. I think the flirting and lewd phone sex was only a small part of that.

One month away from moving back. You get on birth control. You tell me it helps regulate periods and the like. "it doesn't change woman's personalities, that's tinfoil shit Anon." I can't wait to see you though ;) "

Bullshit. One month away and taking that shit you download tinder and fuck some random you knew for a week. You laugh and text me all the dirty shit like I would laugh too, What the fuck is wrong with you? You know how much I liked you.

We've known each other 2+ years. Now you act like a cold bitch who has better things to do.

Fuck You M.

Was everything you told me a lie? Was everything fake? This is why I've been single for the last decade. This shit hurts too much.

Fuck you M.
I still miss you.

S,
I'm sorry for everything.I hope you move and find someone worthy of you, and that you'll be happy. Know that I loved you, after everything you put me through.I just can't deal being around others at this stage in my life, cutting everyone off is the only way to preserve what's left of my mental state. I wish you the best, truly.

>>37853062
What are your initials, Anon? Why is isolation better than being with people for you?

bump

sojfsiejfeis

I hear the sound of rain at the introduction part of that song. I felt that way.

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Dear A/R,

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for disappointing you the way I did.

When you joked about feeling a certain way, I think it was MY autism not picking up on the real emotions behind that joke.
I've got nothing to say for myself other than that I've dissappointed you and that I hate myself for it. I'm sorry, but I do.

I know you used hyperboles when you ranted about how you felt, but the emotions behind that are very real to me.
You're literally my world and when I fail at making you feel good, or, god forbid, make you feel *bad*, I feel like I'm good for nothing. I want to make this up to you and improve myself. I want to make you know that I do love you and that I do miss you.

I unironically love you more than anything and I miss you all the time. I just don't say the latter because I don't want to annoy you or look like I'm clingy in a bad way. There's other things I keep to myself as well because otherwise I'd just get annoying real fast and I feel like you've got enough to deal with already.

And please don't feel bad about all this.
Yes, this came as a shock to me. And I hope you can understand why it did, but I promise I'll improve.
I'm determined to prove to you that I do love you

Sorry for my raging autism in post form
I hope you get a good night's rest now and that Friday comes soon.
I want to hold you again.

Yours truly
M/F