I don't even know anymore man. My therapist asked if I was

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2017-06-19 10:49:22 Post No. 37816578
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Anonymous 2017-06-19 10:49:22 Post No. 37816578 [Report]

I don't even know anymore man. My therapist asked if I was having any suicidal thoughts recently and I didn't even know how to respond. I just don't even know how I'm supposed to think or feel. I feel numb. I have no ambitions, or a desire to do anything besides play a game and go on here.

I've been sick for the past 8 months, being bedridden and unable to attend a uni. I've taken at least bare minimum 20 diff medications over this span of time. Too many operations to count, been to a Mayo Clinic 2 weeks ago, and nothing gets better. The pain only gets worse. Everyone on here complains about not having a gf or what have you but I can't work out and this pain makes everything feel so menaingless. I just feel like I am right now. Just am, nothing else to it.

Not to say "oh boo boo look at poor little me and my gay ass medical problems! That means I am le true robot" But I don't even know what I'm supposed to do or feel. People on here want a gf; that gives direction -- goals. I don't have any direction in my life and it doesn't seem to get better, as with my illness.

I just want to post this, I'm not really looking for any responses. Just a little comforting to type this out somewhere.

Anonymous 2017-06-19 10:59:46 Post No.37816675
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Anonymous 2017-06-19 10:59:46 Post No.37816675 [Report]

maybe your feeling have shut down temporarily to protect you from the ordeal youre been through the past months. if your brains knows it will only get negative feedback when it allows feelings to form, then it might aswell not allow me

t. internet brain specialist

Anonymous 2017-06-19 11:03:08 Post No.37816709
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>>37816675
Yeah that sounds pretty accurate

Anonymous 2017-06-19 11:05:42 Post No.37816726
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>>37816709
you dont want to die, you just dont want to live like this and you dont know when it gets better. you need more time alone. some people go need a shoulder to cry on to get better, some people need to get away from everything for a while.

Anonymous 2017-06-19 11:08:39 Post No.37816748
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Anonymous 2017-06-19 11:08:39 Post No.37816748 [Report]

>>37816578

If a girl ever held your hand these degenerates will think their pain is superior to yours.

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