>lived in a lot of locations
>lost all long term friends
>thought it was a good Idea to go to univ 7 hours away
>its been 3 years and I never made close friends at school
>Cant ever open up to anyone or form real human connection
>>37813085
yes. I moved almost every year that I've been in school.
after a while I stopped caring about friends. Didn't matter to me. never cared about gf still don't desu. I did not make a single friend ever since 5th grade. I am well aware that I am emotionless 90% of the time. I'm aware that my voice is extremely monotonous. I never go outside unless I have to. I live like a literal robot, I do what is asked of me and survive while waiting for more things to be asked of me. I never been to a party, drove a car, smoked, got drunk, and i'm a khhv. I'm not blaming my parents for everything but this possibly could have been avoided if I stayed didn't move so much. I could have been a normal person.
>>37813964
phuck man. I got loads of friends and drink and party. but I still feel like no one actually knows me or genuinely cares about me. is there any hope for us?