Anyone with mental illness?

Hearing voices at night must be the scariest thing ever. I am sorry anon. Do you take meds for it?

>>37794201
I do. I don't hear things when I am on medication.
But the effect seems to be wearing off recently, so maybe I would need more drugs.

>>37794175
That sounds awful man, can you talk to them and they talk back, or do they just talk and ignore you?

>bipolar
>compulslive disorders
>obsessions
sometimes in the morning when i'm half awake i can hear my mom as if she's on the phone complaining about her life.

>>37794230
They talk back. In a terrifying way.
They threaten me like they'll hypnotize me and make me pedophile.

>>37794267
also also the last time i got i high i stabbed my roommate but he was chill about it

>>37794267
That's kinda sad.

im probably going to kill myself today. i think my wife is leaving. idk. im too old to move on and still procreate. i hate roasties anyway. see you around space cowboy.

Sorry anon :(

Mental illness is not fun, I deal with my own problems too. If you need help please get it

>>37794305
Don't die. You do not deserve painful death.
You are better than suicide grade people.

>>37794175
I spent a whole year in psychiatric hospital.
And I still take medication.
One day I forgot to take my pills, after several hours I started to feel terrible - drenched in cold sweat, running out of breath, feeling like I'm being watched etc.
Never forget to take your pills anon.

>>37794329
its ok i have a gun. i wont feel a thing.

>Tfw you need long term inpatient treatment but you can't afford it

>>37794310
Thanks I visit psychiatry regularly.

>>37794368
Thanks and yeah I try not to forget my pills.
I am severe too.

>>37794175
Yours sounds a lot worse than mine but I've had my share of mental fuckery.

Depression from age 14, psychosis from 18-19, the "worms" as I like to call the psychosis thoughts still creep into my brain from time to time but I have a handle on it for the most part. I'm still a neurotic paranoid mess when I'm around people a lot of the time though.
I'm also a little bi-polar, I'll be having a good time, like just an hour ago I was playing CS:GO, talking with people on the mic, goofing around and stuff. Then suddenly the "worms" came back and I started to get paranoid and ended up barely speaking out of nowhere and I felt like a miserable asshole.

Overall I'm not really that sad and not that happy. I exist, I guess.