How have you been preventing yourself from completely losing it?
>>37783550
Having stable income and being with my waifu.
>>37783550
heavily drinking until I fall asleep.
>>37783550
Trying to sink my sadness in sweets.
>>37783550
Playing the violin, drawing and writing
Maybe I already lost it ;)
yea, drugs and alc until I eventually sleep again. sometimes I listen to sad music albums and feel numb for days afterwards. also, I keep visiting a place where that one girl once showed up hoping that she will show up again an when she does, I will tell her so many things and I will say that I always wanted to tell her all this for such a long time