>Incapable of independant living
>No IRL friends aside from one who lives fucking miles away and is constantly busy
>Can't stop dwelling on all my cringeworthy past moments where I did something stupid, got humiliated or tried and failed miserably at something and never got better at it no matter how hard I tried
>Get jealous of literally everyones skills and always assumed when I saw a high ground of skill that I could never reach it/can not do it
>Never leave the house as I know there's nothing for me to do or I'll just get made fun of again
>Extremely hard to make meaningful friendships with literally anyone because they're always the same chav/Chad type or some quiet douche
Voice your issues
>>37749680
What are your hobbies ? O P original
>>37749720
I torrent and watch movies.
Also play on the PS4 sometimes.
>>37749680
>voice your issues
I'm too gutless to end my pathetic existence.
>>37749680
I'm 30 years old and I'm good at art as a skill but I dropped out of college and never have had a job in my life and I'm scared to leave the apartment and I'm pathetic af too.
My issues are pretty much the same as yours actually.
try to be more emotionally distant from your past experiences. don't try to justify past actions in your head, they won't unhappen
>>37750669
I don't. The problem is that they can't be justified.
>>37750737
maybe don't try to hide from these feelings, try to imagine the worst consequences these moments could have, like what others could think about you because of it. try to desensitize yourself
>>37750787
>think about it more and make yourself feel worse
thanks I guess?
>>37750810
this might seem dumb but it helped me. by thinking like this I started to develop a different attitude. now I think people might think all types of stuff but who cares? also remember how much people think about themselves. how much do you dwell on stupid thingd others have said/done?