Have any of you had to/wanted to fight someone in school but

I wanted to but didn't because I was afraid I did not know how to throw punches.

I would've gotten my ass kicked in front of everybody.

No, I am a pacifist. I did want to murder a lot of people indiscriminately though.

I wanted but I've never had a reason to. I wish there had been more pricks in my school.

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>>37722493
Ive gotten into fights before but they got really bad when i was moved to a ghetto all nigger kids highschool.
I mean that seriously by the way, not exagerating, i was the only white kid among the 1200 spics and niggers in that god forsaken school.

Because of this i started lifting and boxing.
I got pretty good and i took down a really tall black kid, he had an east t accent and loved to brag alot.
The problem is though, i basically lost every fight even though i won alot of them after i learned to box.
The reason being that when a nigger starts to lose his friends will jump you and stomp on your ass.
Its not easy to fight 3 or 5 people at once, even though jackie chan made it look so easy.
Have i ever wanted to kill someone?
Im a very violent person.
I have some deep seated emotional issues and even when someone just insults me at face value and i dont even know them, i instantly have to restrain my self from strangling thrm to death.