When I was 17/18, I was a normie. I had lots of friends, went out every night, and had sex with some really beautiful girls.
Now I am 30, and I haven't had sex in 11 years. It's been at least 8 years since I've had anyone I could even come close to calling a friend. My social skills continue to deteriorate as time goes by. After my washing machine broke, I handwashed all my clothes for two years before i recently worked up the courage to call my landlord to get a new one.
I can't look anyone in the eye any more. I hardly go outside except to work. I spend most of my free time drinking and screaming at mirrors. How did I come to be such a pathetic loser?
Why is everything so horrible?
Did you hit your head at some point?
>OP rides the pussy carousel, doesn't settle down and his life goes down the shitter
And people insisted this was only true for women and mens' "sexual market value" only rises with age. Hmmm.
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I dunno, I think for most people the pussy/cock carousel lasts throughout their 20s, but that wasn't the case for me. By the time I was 20 it was over.
I think the one thing that's fucked me up more than anything else is work.
Fuck having to give up 40 hours of your time a week for someone else's benefit just so you can keep a roof over your head. Fuck work. Fuck capitalism.
Fuck fucking social anxiety.